I got dressed for work and then I couldn’t go. I just sat in a chair trying to figure out what to do. I do love Logan, but now I so smitten with Leila. I’m sure she feels the same way about me. But what should we do? What should I do? Should I tell Logan? Maybe he’ll be understanding. Probably he’ll be understanding. But what if he isn’t? Maybe that would solve the problem. But I do love him. Plus there’s the kid. So complicated! Easier just to let my mind wallow in Leila. I think of her and my hand automatically goes to my pussy. I’m wet all the time.

God, I just masturbated. I couldn’t help it. It’s hopeless. I’ll need to take a shower and get dressed again before going to work. I’m going to be so late.

I sent an email to Logan. A pitiful email. “Leila came over the other day. We had a good time. Hope things are good with you.” Pitiful!

I masturbated again. Thinking of Leila. It took about sixteen seconds to come. That was about twenty minutes ago. Since then I’ve been paralyzed. Except I’m already horny for her. Fuck!!!!!!!