Chapter 4

A few days later I was working again when Tracy came into my office buck naked and slid to the floor beside my chair. Now I should explain that it was a very special chair. It had set me back a bit compared to most captain chairs but I knew it would be worth it since I spent so much time in it. It was wood with a metal reinforced frame. The seat was a heavy fabric that was as soft as a baby’s dreams and it had no arms. I hated chairs that had arms because I couldn’t slide into or out of them in a hurry.

Well anyway when I turned my chair to the side her hands eagerly went to the waist of my shorts and began to pull at them. I lifted my ass and she whisked them away and across the room. I was still getting my bearings when her mouth descended and worked me to a full erection. Now don’t get me wrong, I like being the instigator as much as the next guy but having a hot fifteen year old girl ripping your pants off is so worth it. As soon as I was how she wanted me, she straddled the chair and moved forwards. I slid in easy at this angle and as soon as she was sitting on me with her full weight she offered me a breast. “Lindsey is full and so am I. Do you think you could help me out a little?” she said in little girl voice she had never used on me before. Thank goodness for her porn curiosity.

She began to grind on me as I suckled her milk into my mouth. The sensation of doing this, the novelty of the where and when, and the flavor of her sweet thin milk gave me an almost euphoric feeling. A little girl’s pussy, a woman’s hips, and a mothers breasts made me harder than Chinese algebra.

I guessed that she was liking it too because her moans had a sound to them like she was just as surprised as I was at the feelings we were having. “Oh, dang Robert. This is too much for me I can’t hold back.” She said as she came on me. Her muscles milked at my cock and her breast released a flow of milk. I had to suck fast to catch it all from one breast but the other was shooting its warmth all over me.

She eased herself forwards and leaned her head against mine. “Oh my gosh, that was something else. Feeling you doing that while I rode you just was too much.” She lifted her head up to look at me. “And feeling you sucking at me just pushed me in all the right ways. I just hope I don’t start getting horny every time I have to feed the baby or we might be having another baby before you know it.” She joked.

She tried getting up but that didn’t work so I stood up, impaling her body on my cock and she gasped from the feeling. With my hands cupping her ass I walked her to the bedroom and let her down and then slid out of her. She caught me before I could move away by wrapping her hand around my still hard cock. “Hey mama’s still hungry.” She said before wrapping her lips around my cock and easing me deep into her mouth. She slid to the floor so she wasn’t at a bad angle and began to swallow my tip into her throat. It isn’t so much the contractions of her throat as it is the way her tongue moved against the underside that had my balls drawing up in no time.

I looked down at her and her eyes were so large and so loving I dumped my load into her mouth instantly. She pulled back and gave a little whimper as I felt my knees grow weak and she swallowed everything I pumped into her. I felt her thumb pressing against the underside of my softening cock, pulling out every last drop I had in me. I toppled over and landed on the bed. Tracy got up and was about to lay next to me when Lindsey told us she had woken up. Rather than exasperation or something like that, Tracy smiled at me and trotted off to get her. Watching her naked little ass bounce out of the room made my cock lurch but there just wasn’t enough in me to get much more than that.

As I laid there I thought to myself how good a mother Tracy was being. I mean not many girls her age are mothers, and of those I doubted many if any were this happy about being one. Once again I thought back to that night when I found a crying girl on my lawn. Who would have thought she could have come so far in such a short amount of time.

I got my lazy butt up out of bed, went back to my office and got dressed. As I was finishing up a little work I looked up to find my naked lover holding our baby in her arms. There was such a sense of peace about her that I felt my throat tighten up just looking at her. She looked at me and her smile grew a little. “You know I think we will have to do that more often. My boobs feel so much better with that much draining.” Then she looked off for a second. “Of course I will have to do more laundry, but at least it won’t hurt so dang much.” Wow, that was a fast change from young Madonna and child to sweet little girl with a baby. “Well I’ll try to catch as much of it as I can.” Then I had a thought. “You know we could get you a breast pump. Maybe store a little in the fridge.” She liked the idea so we went with that.

Things were going well around our home and life was great. Little Lindsey was already crawling around the house and as she did we learned just how little baby proofing we had done. I swear that little girl could find things I thought I had lost years ago and they were usually in her mouth when we caught her. I learned that having a baby in the house also opened my eyes to things and wonders I had somehow forgotten about. The look on her face after the first snow brought back all the joy I had felt when I was a little boy and thought that maybe this meant I didn’t have to go to school that day. The way she would bounce and kind of dance when there was music playing made me want to bounce along with her rather than just sit and listen. Between the two of them, the ladies in my life were helping me to remember there was more to the world than just what was at the end of my nose.

Then things changed in a not very good way. I got up one morning and saw a for sale sign on Dan’s house. I wondered why but then for some reason I was a little happy. I knew this was going to be hard on Tracy if her family was leaving, but it also meant that she didn’t feel so bad sometimes when she looked out the window and saw her siblings walking around.

When Tracy saw it she had the opposite reaction than I thought. She was actually glad about it. “Robert, that’s the best news I’ve had in a while. Whenever I hear dad going off I cringe inside worrying if he is coming up stairs to punish me. I still fear him and having him so close is scary sometimes.” The weeks came and went and then one day a sold card went on the sign. Soon we would be without our neighbors and I hoped the next ones were a little saner.

Then one night things went crazy. There was a frantic pounding on the front door and when I opened it Tracy’s little sister came running in with huge eyes. She ran into the living room and when she saw her sister she fell to the floor crying at her feet. I heard someone stomping in the snow and I turned to see Dan marching towards the house. I looked at Tracy and told her to go to the back bedroom and call the police. She grabbed the baby and her sister and ran.

He almost tried to push past me but stopped when I didn’t move. “Get out of my way.” He bellowed. I held my hands to the sides showing I wasn’t about to do that. “Dan, get control of yourself. Your anger is controlling you and you need to get a grip on it before you do something you will regret.” He glared at me with violent intent. “I am going to get my daughter so you best get out of my way.”

“Dan, please stop. The police are already on their way. If you try to come in my house I will press charges because you aren’t coming in without a fight. You may beat me here and now but I will have the last say.” We could hear sirens in the distance and with a bellow he turned and walked off. When I was sure he was not coming back the first thought I had was that I was going to need a new pair of underwear.

Two police cars pulled up and the officers looked at me as I waved at them. I invited them in after pointing out the footprints in the snow and giving them a quick rundown of the situation. As they came in they could hear Dan yelling and they looked at me. They followed me to the kitchen and I called out to Tracy. She came in with the baby and her sister Deborah, all of them looking terrified and with little Lindsey whimpering. The officers looked at me and I began the whole sorted tale of Tracy’s living with me. Then I looked to Deborah for an explanation of her presence here. She looked nervous and ashamed but Tracy helped her to a chair and helped her to understand what was going on. It was then we heard a tale of desperation and fear.

Since Tracy had been thrown out a lot of things had changed in their house. No one was allowed to be alone anymore. If it was found out that someone had been alone they were punished. The police asked what kind of punishments were handed out but Deborah didn’t say anything. She then said that Dan was even stricter about everything and for months they couldn’t talk to anyone outside of the family.

It also seemed Dan had shouted more and threatened punishment often. All of the windows on the side facing my house were to be covered and no one was allowed to look over at our house. Deborah though peeked over when she could to see if she could see Tracy outside. And a few times she had seen her but instead of looking sad she was happy even though she had been cast out.

It happened that she wasn’t the only one and Dan had become tired of catching his children disobeying him so often. He had put the house up for sale and intended to move to a farm house on the other side of the state. Rebecca it seemed didn’t like the idea and the two of them had fought a few times but it was too late to change things.

When Dan had come home and told everyone to start packing Deborah knew she would never get to see her favorite sister again. The thought of that made her brave enough to tell her mother she wanted to stay here and live with Tracy. The thing was she had bad timing as Dan heard her and he got very mad. When he tried to punish her she ran. He chased after her and swore at her and she knew the only way she would ever be safe was to come here and hide with her sister.

Just as the tale reached the end the police were beginning to wonder what they could do. Deborah was legally Dan’s child so they couldn’t do much. The young girl didn’t trust them much so she wouldn’t tell them much. Tracy told the officers what punishment in her family could mean for a person. Sometimes it was a spanking, a whipping, or being isolated in the cellar for a day or two. Sometimes it could get worse but not very often because their mother would usually step in.

They were talking about bringing in child services when there was a light knock on the front door. I opened it and there was Becky looking contrite. She came in and seemed very nervous when she saw the police. She wanted to talk to Deborah and we told her she could, but we would have to be present. She nodded and we all went into the kitchen.

When she saw Tracy and Lindsey she went over and kissed the both of them. With tears in her eyes she reached out and Tracy handed Lindsey to her grandmother. The woman took the little girl in her arms and smiled at the large eyes looking at her. She kissed the little hands as they reached out and played with the long strands of hair that dangled in her face. The police looked on, trying to figure out what the hell was going on. “This is only the second time she has seen her granddaughter. Dan won’t let anyone see her or the baby since he threw her out.” They looked at me like they couldn’t believe it but one just shook his head.

Becky then looked at Deborah. “Deborah, if you come home now you will be forgiven for the things you said. You will still be punished for the things you did though.” She looked at the police and worried how that might be taken. “Mother I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to forget I have a sister and now a niece. I don’t want to move away and never be allowed to see them again.” Becky took a deep breath and let it out. “I know you don’t little one but it is what your father has decided. Your brothers and sisters all know that is so, and so must you. If you don’t come home right now then you will be left behind. You will be forgotten and cast out as well.” She had a grave face on but she looked at me when she said it.

Suddenly I knew what she was trying to say. If her daughter wouldn’t come home she hoped that I would take her in like I had her sister. I thought about it for about half a second before making that decision. “If she decides not to go I will take her in too. I can have my lawyer get the papers written up in the morning.” I saw Becky’s shoulders drop with relief.

The poor girl looked back and forth between her mother and her sister. Then she sat down and cried while rocking back and forth. Becky wrapped her arms around the young girl and held her. “Momma, I don’t want to lose you. I love you, but daddy is just so mean. Why can’t he just forgive Tracy and let us still be a family?”

I knew the same questions had been plaguing the woman for over a year. She hung her head and I could see her trying to figure out what to do. I knelt down and looked the fourteen year old girl in the eyes. “Deborah your father tries to do what he thinks is right for himself and his family and so does your mother.” Becky looked at me much like her daughter was. “But that isn’t what is necessarily right for everyone.”

I looked at the two officers watching us. “See these men over here?” she looked at them with a little fear in her showing. “Your father doesn’t trust them and he tells you not to too right?” she nodded. “Well I do trust them. They are people just like you and me but they choose to do what it takes to protect everyone not just their families or friends. An officer just like these ones helped me to make sure your sister could stay with me.” The little girl looked at them a little differently when I said that.

Tracy kissed Lindsey’s head and looked at her sister and then her mother. “Deborah, Robert is being very nice about dad but he isn’t telling you what he should.” Both Deborah and Becky looked at her. “Mom loves dad and tries to always make peace and excuses. I don’t want to do that anymore.” Becky looked down and her shoulders slumped.

“Since I have been here I haven’t been hit once. Robert makes me feel like I am smart, and pretty, and a good person. He lets me think for myself, but guides me so I won’t get hurt. He never yells at me, and he actually loves me and my daughter. He told me the first night I was here that the baby in me was a blessing and nothing to be ashamed about.” Becky’s head snapped up and she looked at me with tears in her eyes. Her shoulders lifted up and I saw joy in her eyes. She took Deborah and turned her so she could look her in the eyes. “Debbie, I love you so much. One day you will grow up to be a great woman but I think that can really only happen if you stay here with your sister.”

She looked at me and I could tell she had come to a decision herself. “Robert, please take care of my little girls. Love them and keep them. Be the man they both need in their lives so they can one day find us and show me and my husband that there are other ways.” She looked at the officers. “Do you need anything from me?” The two men were standing there looking uncomfortable. “Ma’am, I think it’s the other way around. Do you need anything from us? Are you and your other children safe, do you want us to come with you?” Becky shook her head. “No, these were my two babies. Their brothers and sisters don’t think like they do. They are happy to leave and accept our way of life.” She reached out and stroked Deborah’s face and looked at Tracy. “But these two never did and I am so very glad they have a place in the world where they will be safe.”

There was a lot of hugging and kissing but eventually Beck shook the officer’s hands and gave me a quick hug and a blush before leaving. The officers stayed for a little while and talked to me outside, keeping an ear out for anything they could use as an excuse to investigate the home and family that would throw away two daughters.

Before they left they said they would write up the incident report so that a car would be in the area for a few days if anything was needed. As soon as they were gone I heard a lot of noise next door and when I looked out I saw Dan with the other kids getting into their huge van and leave. Soon afterwards Becky came over and told me she would stay here till I could get the papers ready and the family belongings were packed. She told me she couldn’t see her girls or she might say things to get them back and she didn’t want that to happen. Then she ran back to the house with tears in her eyes.

I found Tracy and Deborah in the bedroom holding each other on the floor while little Lindsey played and crawled around. As I walked in Deborah sat up and folded her hands in her lap. Tracy reached out and took her sisters hand. “It’s ok Debbie, Rich doesn’t mind if we touch each other.” The young girl looked at me with a little bit of fear in her eyes before looking at her sister. “But father...” Tracy put a finger over Debbie’s lips. “Father is gone and he won’t be coming back. This isn’t his house and his rules don’t mean anything anymore. This is Robert’s house and Robert’s rules and those are the ones you must obey from now on. Understand?” She nodded her head and then moved around to kneel on the floor looking at me.

“I’m sorry for anything I did wrong sir and will try my best to behave as is right.” I looked at Tracy and she just shrugged. “Dad.” Was all she had to say. I Looked at Debbie and almost laughed when the words little Debbie passed through my head. Well she was sweet but I wasn’t sure I should unwrap her and eat her up.

I stood there and looked down at her with a stern expression on my face. “I see I will have to teach another girl how to act in my home.” Tracy covered her mouth and tried not to laugh. I pointed upwards. “Whose roof is over your head?” The little girl was terrified of saying the wrong thing so she went with what she knew. “It is your roof I am living under.” I knelt down in front of her and shook my head. “No little one. It is our roof that we live under. This isn’t just my house anymore, it is our house. We live with each other, and for each other. The only thing we do is love and protect this home and this family. We follow the word and intent not the letter do you understand?” The girl nodded but was terribly confused.

“First off call me Robert or Rick. Do you like to be called Deborah or Debbie?” She bit her lip and in a tiny voice said “Debbie.” I nodded. “Well then Debbie welcome home.” I lifted little Lindsey up into my lap and nuzzled her neck to make her laugh. “I would like you to meet my daughter Lindsey.” Debbie looked at me and then to her sister. “Rick adopted Lindsey when she was born. His name is on her birth certificate as the father.”

Lindsey smiled at her Aunt and then crawled over to her. Debbie picked her up like an experienced mom and held her as best she could. “Father said nothing good would happen to you after you were cast out. He said you became a whore and would have to stay one to live. That you would be nothing without us to support and care for you.” Tracy shook her head and left for a minute. When she came back she had a photo album to show off. She and Debbie sat on the floor with the baby and looked at the places we had gone, and the fun we had had since she came to live here. I snaked out my phone and called up for a couple of pizzas to be delivered.

It was wonderful to see the two of them talking and laughing. The doorbell rang and I left to get dinner and found a box on the doorstep. The delivery guy said it was there when he came up so I brought it in and paid the guy off. Inside the box were clothes in sad condition and a few other belongings. It reminded me of the bag Tracy had with her when she came to me.

I called out that dinner was ready and soon we were sitting at the table eating. Just like her big sister the girl stopped after one piece. Tracy looked at me and giggled. “Was I as bad as that when I came here?” I nodded. “Debbie, eat. You can have as much as you want here. We aren’t saving it or sharing it so much.” The little girl looked at me and then at the pizza. I reached over, took about three slices and set them on her plate. “What you don’t eat, toss.” Was all I said.

Tracy laughed and shook her head. “What he is trying to tell you is that if you are hungry eat. If you want something to drink then get something to drink. You don’t have to ask permission to breath anymore.” The two of them smiled at each other and something told me that was a private joke between the two of them. After dinner Debbie got the guided tour of the house. She was told that the only place she had to be careful about was my office. She explained why and the young girl nodded and gave me a serious look. I went back and relaxed in the living room while the two of them got reacquainted.

A little while later Tracy came in blushing like a rose and sat with me. “Problem.” I looked at her. “What’s wrong?’ she bit her lip. “She wanted to know where I slept.” Oops. Didn’t think of that one. “And?” She looked at me. “I told her the truth. That I slept with you because I missed my family so much.” I nodded. “Ok, well that is the way we started off. The thing is now what do we say and do?”

Tracy’s face tightened in thought. “I don’t want to lie to her about us. She needs people who tell her the truth from now on.” She looked at me and her smile began to come back a little. “I love you too much Rick and I am not giving you up. I guess we just live our lives and explain things as they happen.” She said with a happy shrug. That night we explained that she would have to sleep on the couch since we didn’t have a bed for her yet. She didn’t argue the point and even made the couch up for herself. Everyone got ready for bed and Tracy and I acted as if nothing new was really going on. Then in the middle of the night I woke up just enough to feel Debbie curl up on the other side of her sister.

In the morning I woke up to an empty bed, but as a mother Tracy was great and never woke me up when she had to care for little Lindsey. I guessed that Debbie got up with her and left me to snore the morning away. I slid into some sweats and a T, and then headed to see what my family was doing. I got a big surprise when I walked in and found little Debbie doing all the bustling in the kitchen while Tracy sat at the table with Lindsey. The sight brought back that first day with Tracy in my life. That reminded me to call my lawyer and get her started on the paperwork for Debbie. That brought me to the need to find out more about her.

Ok, I knew her name was Debbie, she was the next youngest in the family after Tracy, and she really knew how to work hard. Oh, she also liked peperoni, and I faintly remember her coming over once and staring at the TV when I had been watching an old Disney movie. I didn’t know her actual age, her middle name, or anything the Lawyer would need to know. I got the information while I watched Debbie get what looked like a great breakfast together. I was a little shocked to find that she was barely fourteen. She carried herself in the kitchen more like a seventeen year old or older. Then I remembered that I had misjudged Tracy’s age as well.

I gave my lawyer a call and left a message to call as soon as she could. I sat back down to enjoy a veritable feast prepared by Debbie. Warm waffles, eggs, and sausage washed down with OJ. I almost had to be rolled to my feet it all had tasted so good. I told Debbie that and she just looked at the floor and blushed. Later that day I was sitting on the couch and we had some goofy movie on. As I sat there Tracy came over and sat with me while Lindsey took her nap. I lifted my arm and Tracey curled up under it and melted up against me. We fit perfectly together and when Debbie turned around and saw us I could see the longing plainly. Tracy saw it too and asked her if she would like to curl up under my other arm. She of course looked to her sister first for approval, and then at me. I simply lifted my arm up and she scrambled up to the couch. I wrapped my arm around her waist and snuggled her up tight against me. Debbie was a little stiff at first, I mean she had never felt this kind of affection from a man and she just didn’t know what to do.