Chapter 2

“Forgive me father, for I have sinned.”

Jade knelt in the confessional.

“Tell me your sins, my child.” The priest responded from the other side of the screen

“I have done a bad thing, father.” Jade said. She felt like she was about to cry, but she pushed that feeling down. “My whole life i have given myself to Jesus. I’ve tried to live my life by his example and listen to my heart for God’s message. So far I think I have done a good job. Never sinned intentionally and always confessed when I have transgressed.”

“None of us are perfect, my dear.” The priest replied. “All we can do is try to be as good as we possibly can.”

“This time, though, I did something bad. I knew it was wrong, I kept telling myself to stop but I couldn’t bring myself to do it.”

“The dark hand of temptation.” He said. “Sooner or later, it gets us all. What have you done, my child?”

“I had sex out of wedlock, father.” She replied. It pained her to even say it. “I always said I would wait for marriage, for the right man. But I met someone. He had this power over me. My mind said no but my body said yes. I couldn’t break the spell, I couldn’t fight the lust in my heart.”

“My dear, did he force himself on you?” The priest asked, concerned.

“It would be easier if he had, father, but no. He gave me the option to walk away more than once, I didn’t take it. I sinned, and I have no one to blame but myself.”

The priest remained silent for a couple moments.

“Do you know why lust is considered one of the seven deadly sins?” He asked.

“Because it goes against God’s will?” Jade replied.

“Yes, but the answer doesn’t have to be so spiritual. It is because, in the past, when humans indulge in their physical gratification, they neglect their responsibilities. They spend all their time looking to satisfy that urge, and are willing to throw away the most important things in their lives to satiate the craving. Things like friends and family. This is why we discourage such behavior. I’ve known you since you were a little girl, Jade. You are sweet, kind and very intelligent. Very family oriented. Pursuing these lustfull feelings further, you will see your grades fall and will distance yourself from your parents, your brother and your sister. There is also the risk of STIs, which were born by a world obsessed with it’s own lust. For your own well being, you must fight such urges. You are not the first to fall for this trap, and you won’t be the last. Just remember that God is with you. When you feel weak, you are not alone.”

“I will fight it, father. I promise.”

“Very good. Now, I want you to go home and tonight, before you get into bed, I want you to say the prayer of sexual healing. Anytime you get that urge, I want you to recite the prayer. Okay?”

“Yes, father, thank you.” Jade smiled. She felt much better. She made the sign of the cross.

“Then in the name of the father, the son and thr holy spirit, I absolve you of your sins. You may go now, my child.”

Jade went home and showered, to wash away her shame. She did her best to pretend that everything was fine. She tried to act casual for dinner but she was sure that her parents knew something was up. Still, she put on the smile and laughed at the jokes, trying to put the days events behind her.

At night, she recited the prayer father Murdock had given her and crawled into bed.

She felt better when she woke up. Still guilty but better. She got herself dressed, choosing a nice white shirt, a grey blazer, a grey skirt and knee high socks, paired with black flats. She thought back to what her professor said, about wearing revealing clothes. She scoffed at the thought. She began planning her outfit for Wednesday. She thought about something really concealing, just to spite him.

She shook her head, she could decide that later. She left the house and headed to the University. The day went okay, but she saw Jon in the hallway when she was traveling to class. He eyeballed her the whole way, she refused to look at him or talk to him. She was proud of herself, but also found herself thinking about him for the rest of the day. She kept going back to the outfit he wanted her to wear.

“I can’t do that.” She thought. “It is humiliating, degrading. Everyone will call me a slut.”

Disturbingly, she found her pussy getting wet at the idea. It excited her. She quietly recited a prayer, hoping it would give her the strength to resist.

Just before bed, she found herself in her room, two different outfits laid out. One, a nice black dress that went down to her knees and white stockings, the other a low V cut shirt, a skirt that barely covered he thighs and 4 inch high heels and a thong. No bra.

She looked at both. She didn’t even know why she picked out the slutty outfit. She kind of just did. She couldn’t believe she was even considering it.

She groaned in frustration and sat down on the bed. She needed some relief. She opened her phone and logged into her mykink account. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw an unread message in her inbox. She knew who it was.

She opened the chat and saw the name. JonTheDom. She took a deep breath and opened it.

“Don’t forget to dress up tomorrow, give me a show, like a good girl.”

An anger brewed in Jade. She shut her phone off and tossed it across the room. She paced back and forth, cursing him. She couldn’t believe she had to deal with him for the rest of the semester.

“No way, I won’t do it.” She said out loud. “I won’t let him control me.”

She lay down in bed, thinking back to the other day. The way he seemed to control her despite saying very little. It still confused her, how one man could have that much power over someone.

She was startled awake by her alarm ringing. She didn’t even realize she had fallen asleep. She got up and looked at her closet. Somehow, during the night, the dress had fallen off the hanger and onto the ground and was all wrinkled, leaving her with the slutty outfit.

“No, I’ll choose something else.” She said.

She finished getting herself ready and returned to her room to get dressed. She picked out several different outfits to wear, but none of them seemed to work. With every clothe change, she would find herself looking back at the slut uniform.

She cursed herself as she reached for it and tried it on.

“I’ll just see how I looked in it.”

She put it on and looked in her mirror.

“I look like a whore.” She said. “I can’t wear this.”

Yet she found herself still looking at herself in it five minutes later. She turned, checked out how she looked from behind, from the side. The more she looked at it, the more she liked it. She have her hair a quick braided pony tail.

“Fuck, I look hot.” She said.

She couldn’t believe she was even considering this.

“Am I doing this?” She asked herself. “Am I going to let him manipulate me like this.”

In the end, the answer was yes. She sneaked out of the house so her father wouldn’t see how she was dressed and headed to the University.

She got to the classroom just in time, stopping outside the door. She looked up, still in disbelief that she was going to do this, then walked in.

There was one more seat at the front and she took it. When she sat, her skirt barely covered up her thong. She was getting looks from the boys in thr class and it made her feel self conscious. She tried to pull her skirt down, but it made no difference. She looked down at her shirt. She was showing a lot of cleavage and her nipples were visibly pressing against the material.

“Fuck, I am a whore.” She thought.

A minute later, professor Allister entered the room and began his lecture. She smiled at Jade when he saw what she was wearing. Throughout the class, he kept sneaking peaks under her skirt. Unlike the other day, Jade stayed quiet, unwilling to draw attention to herself.

4 hours later, the class was dismissed. Jade hung around, waiting for everyone to leave. She figured he wanted to talk to her anyway.

“You look really slutty today.” It was the first thing he said to her all day.

She looked at him from under her eyes.

“You told me to dress like this.” She replied angrily.

“Yes, but the final decision was with you. In the end, you agreed to dress that way.”

“Is that what you like? Gaslighting women into dressing the way you want and doing what you want?”

“Gaslighting? I never did that.” He said, waving his hand dismissively. “Gaslighting means I made you think you were crazy. I have been upfront with you the whole time.”

Jade didn’t like that he was right. She had decided to wear the outfit. She couldn’t really blame this on him, she could have worn something else.

“Why did you wear the outfit?” He asked.

“I don’t know, I just found myself putting it on.”

“I told you, once you’ve entered this world, there is no going back. You’ve only scratched the surface. There is so much more about BDSM that you don’t know about.” Jon said as he collected his things and put them in his briefcase. “You want to explore it more, don’t you?”

Jade didn’t answer. It was true, she wanted to know more, but the words of father Murdock were echoing in her ears. Which did she choose?

“I ... I am curious to know more about it.” She finally replied. “I have no plans of going further into this world, but I do want to know more.”

“Then come by my place tonight, 7pm.” He said as he wrote his address and phone number down on a piece of paper. “I’m having some friends over that are into the lifestyle. You can observe how it works.”

He handed her the paper and walked out.

Jade returned home and changed quickly before he parents saw her outfit and sat down for dinner.

“Dad, can I borrow the car tonight?” She asked as she finished her plate.

“What for?” He asked as he looked over the sports scores on his phone.

“I was going to go to Julia’s place tonight. We haven’t seen each other in a while.” Jade felt a pang of guilt for lying to her father. She had broken yet another commandment, thou shalt not bear false witness.

“Sure, Jade. Do me a favor and stop by the grocery store on your way home and pick up some ground beef for dinner tomorrow.”

“Yeah, I can do that.”

She finished her plate and went up to her room. She threw her outfit into her bag and grabbed the keys and left.

His place wasn’t too far from her. She drove for 15 minutes and when she was just around the corner, she stopped and quickly changed into her slut uniform. She arrived at his place. There were 3 cars in the driveway. She parked on the road and got out. She knocked on his door and he answered.

“Hello, Jade.” He said. He was much more formal looking. A T-shirt and shirts, with a drink in hand. He stepped to the side. “Come on in.”

She stepped into his house. In the living room were two other couples.

“Let me introduce you to everyone.” Jon said. “This is Brady and Joanne.”

Brady looked to be the same age as Jon. He was bald and a little skinny. Joanne was a few years younger, maybe early 30s, with red hair, big tits and a leash around her neck. She was completely naked except for her knee high boots.

“And this is Mike and Destiny.”

Mike was the oldest of the bunch. He seemed to be late 40s, maybe early 50s. He was rugged, like a man who had worked construction his whole life, with salt and pepper hair. Destiny was about mid to late 20s. She was a young black woman with big assets. She was wearing a leather corset and nothing else. Like Joanne, she had a collar around her neck.