Chapter 1

I was born a born but my mother, Sara, always wanted a little girl. Over the years, she groomed my more like that little girl instead of her son. My father passed shortly after my birth so it was just the two of us in this world.

She did have a neighbor next door that seemed to take an interest in her helping with the more manly chores around out house. He also seemed to like to me too although for the longest time he never went out of his way to show any care in my direction.

I was always small for my age, so much so that I was even held back in school because of my size. I also had body issues that being especially with my urine control. I was always wetting my bed and her solution was for me to wear diapers at night.

Since mother was raising me on her own, she relied on her older sister how provide hand me downs in clothing for both her and for me. This brought on me growing up more like a little girl since I was given dresses, slips and the cutest little panties her girls had outgrown. Since we lived more out of town it didn’t seem to bother anyone with me running around wearing little girl clothes.

I grew up watching my mother in all she did. This included her setting to pee indoors and squatting to pee outdoors. This seemed quite normal to me especially with my small penis between my legs. We always took bathes together which seemed quite normal to me. I especially found it comforting seeming her small breasts and her pussy. She had a good amount of pussy hair so not seeing anything hanging between her legs made me feel quite normal as the small boy it was.

It was more of a buried penis since it stayed inside my body instead of sticking out like normal little boys. The only one that seemed to notice me acting more like a little girl was that male neighbor living just down the road. When he came around I noticed him looking at me the older I got. Although he never said anything to me I found out later he had spoken to my mother about the clothing I was wearing and with seeing me squatting down in the yard peeing.

Although mother didn’t seen me to school in dresses the slacks and tops I wore were very much girl clothing than that the other boys were wearing. Some of the boys gave me a hard time about my clothes and about always using the toilet stool when I had to pee instead of the urinals they all used. I was quite amazed at the size of their penises they flashed to me as I was setting on the toilet.

The worst part was during gym class when we he to change into our gym clothing. They went wild laughing at the little panties I wore under my slacks and at how tiny my penis was once I was naked in front of them. Of course I couldn’t perform the had exercises the other boys could do, which left me either setting on the bench or helping the gym teacher with the balls and bats.

The biggest change in my life was when our neighbor suggested to my mother that he work with me to join the Boy Scouts so I could attend camp outs and hikes. Now the summer of the 6th grade year I had just turned 14 years old. Again, this brought on all kind of teasing from the other boys because of my squatting to pee in the woods. Also during the swim events all I had to wear were little girl bikini bottoms as my swim trunks. Sadly, unlike the other boys the front of my swimwear was flat as a board unlike theirs that were quite full. I was amazed at the size of the erections many of the boys showed off in their swim trunks.

Soon after the campouts began, a few of the boys began playing with me at night in the tent I shared with two other boys. They both had pretty big penises and I soon found them pushing them against my mouth in the dark. Before I knew it, the first one pushed into my mouth and it seemed normal to suck on it. I guess they were being kind to me because they both were gentle with the cocks and never rammed them down my little throat. It shocked me with the first load of cum that they dumped into my mouth. I was scared at first but after they filled my mouth a few times, I began to expect their loads and even swallowed them as instructed.

The funny thing was nothing seemed out of place with the other boys in my Scoot Troup when we had our meetings and things. But every campout those same two boys choose me was their tent mate which lead to me sucking their cocks every night. Sometimes during the days, they would take me into the woods and have me suck their cock when they dropped their jeans. Mr. Thomas was around some of the time on the campouts helping with the events.

I guess word got back to the Scout Leaders of the sexual activity on our campouts. One time driving back to my house Mr. Thomas asked me if I was enjoying the campouts.

“So Timmy do you enjoy the campouts we go on?”

“I sure do. The events are so much fun and all the boys seem to enjoy themselves as much as I do.”