Chapter 2: Confusion

All this hem hawing around had me totally confused and it didn’t get any better. Up until two days ago I just didn’t know what she was going on about but when I came home Wednesday night after supper and the kids went to bed I found out was this was all leading up to. Gloria wanted to experience life without me. But just on a very temporary basis, like every other Friday night she would go out with a different guy to see what different experiences she could find.

I talked to her like she was a child and explained that what she wanted amounted to cheating. But her response was that it was not cheating if I knew about what she was doing. She even had the nerve to say that I could even chaperone her on her quest for experience as long as I didn’t interfere with her and her guy of the week. She said that this was just something she had to do to be a full rounded woman and it would not affect me or the kids. She loved all of us but she had to do this to keep her sanity.

Well, I was completely stunned, or as the English say I was gobsmacked. Did this woman have her head on straight or what? I finally found my voice and tried to explain that her with another man or woman constituted cheating, no matter if I knew about it or not, it was still cheating. But she insisted that if I knew about then it was not cheating because she was not doing it behind my back and not telling me about anything. I was to know all about it. She said she would come home shower and douche herself and then come to bed all horny for me. I just couldn’t believe the words out of her mouth, a 39 year old woman that I had known for 17 years and had 3 children with was spouting this nonsense to me and still saying that she loved me and the children like there was no tomorrow.