This is going to be my second story. For those who have not read my first story of how I self-torture myself for sexual orgasms I will give a brief synopsis of me and what I like to do before I continue with my recent self-torture.

-My name is Debbie and I’m a 51-year-old white divorcee. I am 5 foot 7, 148 pounds. I have green eyes, shoulder length brown hair. My measurements for those who want to know are you know 38C -29- 38. I used to trim my pubic hair but now I shave completely clean.

I’ve had a few male friends in the past, but they were just like my ex-husband and could not understand my weird sexual fetishes. As you will see I’m a masochist. Yes, I love inflicting pain on myself or have others inflicted it on me. I’ve always been like this since a young girl. When I would tell most men that I like to be spanked, whipped on both my breasts and my pussy they would think I’m nuts and run for the hills. My now ex-husband tried but couldn’t bring himself to beat me like I wanted. I like my breasts hurt and my pussy to hurt.

So that brings me to one of my fantasies that I carried out on myself. I had read on some S&M sites about tit and cunt torture and was amazed at all the different variations that you could use to torture a female tit or cunt. I was really surprised that I came along a site that showed a woman sitting naked on an ant hill. She let those ants crawl all over her cunt as she squirmed from the tiny bites that they were given her. I just about came looking at that short video and wished that it was me on at anthill. That video started me on my self-torture journey. And fueled the fact that I wrote in my first story. After submitting my story to several adult fetish sites, I received a lot of e-mail stating they were intrigued by my story. I also received a lot of negativities on how I wrote the letter and the Miss spellings I had in it. I am not a professional writer.

I developed a online relationship with a kind gentleman that understood what my true fetish was and became my online friend as well as my sadistic master. He is called Master Max. He continually gives me ideas of how to torture my worthless cervix and womb to give me the ultimate pain induced orgasms. In an e-mail, master had given me a scenario he wanted me to carry out on myself. He gave me a brief outline and I have since carried out that torturous session. This is an e-mail I sent to my master Max explaining my torture session he requested me to do.

Well, I did its Master! At around 10:30 AM on Saturday I set to the task that you ordered me to do. That was to torture my worthless cunt and uterus with extremely hot tap water. As I told you, I planned to use a dishwasher fill valve from an old Dishwasher my ex saved to control the flow. It was hooked up to the hot water hydrant we had in the garage for washing cars. I hooked our hose from the hydrant to the hose fitting on the valve and the 3/8 supply tube to the other end. It was set to come on with an electric timer clock. It did its job. The injection tube I used (the 30”- 3/8” PVC sink supply line) to penetrate my uterus and womb fit perfectly and slid in smoothly with the blunt end. The supply line was secured in me by the same pelvic harness I used for my ant torture of my womb. It did a great job keeping the tube secured in me once the pressure of the hot water flow started. The winch that I used to stretch me out and immobilize me and timer worked great. With my legs tendered wide over the floor drain in the center of the garage that will catch the hot water flow out of my worthless vagina. The winch brought me up and stretched me wide. Everything was set for me to carry out my torture ordeal. Here I was hanging there with the anticipation of what I was about to do to myself waiting for the timer to activate the valve to open sending the extremely hot water into my useless womb scolding it and giving me the orgasmic pain, I needed.