Chapter 2

“Your son has suffered a serious nervous breakdown, but he’s physically well. We will keep him under observation tonight and will line up psychological help as soon as possible. We gave him some drugs that will help him to sleep and rest.”

“When will he be able to be released?” asked Celia.

“It depends on his evolution. The standard treatment is to keep him for one or two days and then release him into home care. It would be a problem if he lived alone but, with your family taking care of him, I think there will be no problem.”

“Now,” said the doctor, looking Celia in the eyes. “I’ve seen cases like this happening due to a combination of internal and external factors. Do you know if he received bad news, had a traumatic experience, or the like?”

“Well, yes. He received very bad news, but I think once we explain them to him, he will understand,” she said.

The doctor looked at her. It was clear to him that she wouldn’t discuss whatever the problem was, so he decided to let it go for now and leave the discussion to the mental health specialist.

The next day, John woke up and he realized he wasn’t at home. The furniture told him he was in a hospital. He looked at his side and saw Melody asleep in a chair. He looked at her and suddenly everything he had discovered came back to him. He must have made some noise, because she suddenly opened her eyes and turned her head towards him.

“Johnny! You’re awake, thank God!” she said, taking his hand between hers. “You gave us a good scare. How do you feel?”

He removed his hand from hers and looked away. “Why are you here?” he asked.

She looked at him, surprised. “What do you mean, why? I’m your sister, I’m taking care of you.”

He repeated the question. “Why are you here?” and then added: “Shouldn’t you be somewhere else, getting fucked?”

She was taken aback by the bitterness in his voice. “What are you talking about?” she said, “You’re delusional!”

“Have you forgotten your incestuous orgies so soon?” he pressed.

Her face reddened in shame. It was clear for her that John had discovered their secret and there was no point in denying it. “Please John, that’s not a conversation for now,” she said. It was clear that she wasn’t willing to discuss it. “Right now you should get better, and Mom and Dad will explain everything to you later.”

“Bullshit!” he shouted. “Tell me everything right now, you owe me at least that.”

“Please John, don’t make me do this,” she begged. “At least let me call Mom so they can come and...”

“Tell me, now,” he demanded.

“Ok,” she sighed. “The short version is that we, the family I mean, have been having sex for a long time. Mom and Dad inducted me when I turned 16. Mark was my first, and then Mom, Dad, and the rest of them. We didn’t mean to harm anybody. It is just a way to share with each other.”

“If that is so, why did nobody tell me about it when I turned 16?” he asked.

“Well...” she lowered her eyes. “I really thought you would be on it, so I asked Mom when they told me to keep it secret from you. Mom said you weren’t interested and had asked that nobody ever mention it.”

“And you accepted that?” he asked.

“Well, yes,” she said. “You see, I also wanted a normal brother-sister relationship with you, to have somebody who loved me as a sister and not for the sex, so I went along with everybody else.”

“Bullshit!” he shouted.

“Please, Johnny, it’s true. You’re my brother, how could I not love you?” she insisted.

“Ok,” he said. “Suck my cock.”

“What?” she said, aghast.

“I said ‘suck my cock’, sis. You have sucked all the other cocks in the family, why wouldn’t you suck mine, too?”

“Johnny please,” she begged. “You’re my brother. It would be wrong.”

“Mark is your brother too, and you do a lot more than sucking his cock. The same for your father, your mother, and the rest of them. Why is it not wrong for them but is wrong for me?”

Melody started to cry. “Johnny, you don’t understand, I can’t...” she desperately tried to find an explanation, but couldn’t find one. “Oh, but I do understand,” he interrupted. “Please leave. I need to be alone now.”

“Johnny please, this is not you,” she implored.

“You killed me. All of you. Please leave,” he said with finality, turning his head to the window.

“Ok, I’m leaving. I will call Mom to tell her you’re awake.”

“Do whatever you want. It’s all the same for me.”

Melody left the room, leaving John alone with his thoughts.

“Mom, Dad, are you awake?” called Melody, upon entering the house.

“Melody! What are you doing here?” asked her mom. “Why aren’t you with your brother?”

“He asked me to leave,” she answered. “I lost him. I lost my brother!” Melody started to cry.

Her mom hugged her. “Don’t worry dear, I’m sure he didn’t mean it. Let me put some clothes on and will go to him.”

“That’s not all, Mom,” Melody said. “He knows.”

“He knows what?” she asked, confused.

“He knows about the orgies. About the incest. He knows everything!” cried Melody.

Celia was shocked and started to shake her head in denial. “That’s not possible!” “We were always careful!”

“And that’s not all, mom ... He asked me to suck his cock.”

“WHAT?” Celia exclaimed. “Did you...?”

“No. I tried to explain to him why not, but he didn’t listen, he told me that we killed him and ordered me to leave.”

“Don’t worry, Honey. I will talk to him and everything will be okay,” she said, hugging Melody again, who didn’t see the concern in her mom’s face.

John was alone with his thoughts. “So she can do it with everybody, but not with me. And I imagine it’s the same for all of them. Why? God, it’s a nightmare. My family is not my family, my sister is not my sister, my life is not my life. And I’m sure they expect me to act normally and forget about it. Gee, I’m sure that when they have children I will be the sitter while they have their orgies.” It was useless to try to think of something else, the words he had heard kept coming back to him. “I can’t wait until the dork leaves for college ... Perhaps then we will be a whole loving family ... I’m also waiting for that time...” He was awake but his eyes were closed. Suddenly he heard the door and when he opened them there was his mother, a look of relief on her face.

“Oh dear, you’re awake!” she said, walking to his bed. “I was so worried...”

“Will you suck my cock?” he asked her, in a toneless voice.

Celia’s face lost her color. “What?”

“You heard me,” said John, looking her in the eyes. “Will you suck my cock?”

“Of course not!” she said, indignant. “I’m your mother.”

“You’re Mark’s mother too, and you suck his cock,” he replied, impatient.

She didn’t have an answer for that. Instead, she tried another angle. “Please, Son, I know you’re hurt now, but soon you will understand it’s for the better.”