Chapter 31: Who was it?

Time kept passing, whenever he would enter the water stream he would see a variety of scenarios playing before him.

He learned many emotions; he experienced a wide variety of them. He also learned about another instinct, it was like some kind of opposing force that tried to suppress him, prevent him from doing what he wanted to do.

It happened again; he noticed the same cracking happening right above the stream.

He rushed toward the stream of water and leapt to cross the stream. But he hit some invisible force that stopped him from crossing it. With a splash, he fell into the stream water.

With anger and frustration, he looked at the other side. He remembered how he would wake up in a big strong body, how he could enjoy women for his pleasure.

The thought of the woman blurred his vision, he felt another cracking. For a brief moment, he saw himself sitting right before that redhead woman. He immediately moved his hand to touch her, but the blurry vision disappeared, and he was back inside the stream water. He lost the connection with the body: ‘HIS’ body.

Again with full strength, he pushed his will into the stream; a will that was fighting against that oppressive instinct. In a moment or two, the event became a battle of will. He felt the same yet opposite response coming from the stream. It was opposing him, fighting him and suppressing him.

Again, the vision changed; he was standing in a parking area. The woman asked him to go with her. He pushed all of his wills inside the stream, pushing his body to follow the suggestion. His body moved and he was seated beside the woman, but again some force opposed him and he was pushed back inside the stream.

He roared with anger and kept fighting the opposing force, a force that was stopping him from taking what was his, a force that was stopping him from claiming that which was his. He would never give up against this invisible force. He would never bow before this suppressing power.

He looked at the space above the streaming variety of ripples that were occurring in the space. Those ripples were similar to what he had seen last time, his instinct told him that it was a chance for him to jump across it and took control of ‘his’ body.

He walked out of the stream and took a small sprint when he reached the edge of the stream and jumped at the small crack that was in the space above the stream, but when he was close the crack was sealed. His body again collided with the same invisible wall and fell into the stream.

He again looked above and howled in anger. He again pushed his will into the stream water, fighting against the opposing instinct.

He felt the water start to boil, it happened when the woman asked him to stop and kiss her. Again he commanded his body to stop but before he could do anything he felt the heat of the water rising above his bearable limit.

He jumped out of the stream, looked toward the stream and howled. Again, the cracks appeared in the space above the stream. Without wasting any time he jumped at the crack and pushed with his entire strength.

First, he saw vast darkness then it turned into a variety of colors. The colors Blue, Yellow, Pink, Green, Etc. every color that he had heard or seen from the memories passed through him in random patterns. Suddenly the dancing of the colors stopped and everything turned white. He was standing before the woman.

The redhead woman was kissing him. His instinct was telling him how ready she was to be taken by him. The musky scent he smelled coming out of her body was proof enough. He felt the same force was opposing him, trying to stop him from claiming this woman. He suppressed the invisible opposing instinct with his will.

Now, since he wasn’t stuck in that dark and cold forest any more, he felt tremendous power in this human body. The opposing force slowly started to lose balance. The momentum of the fight shifted to his side; he was winning against that force. Not long before he felt the force stop deterring him.