Chapter 1

So many men share the story of their wives doing them in and forcing them to take hormones or tricking them into taking hormones. For me it was actually my brother that tricked me, well at least in the beginning!

Terry raised me since we lost our father due to cancer so our mother was working all the time just to acquire all the money we needed! Terry took care of the house doing all the cleaning, cooking and laundry!

I can remember from an early age hearing Terry telling me to set down to pee, according to him so I wouldn’t get my pee on the floor causing a mess to clean up. Next I guess I remember asking him why we had to sleep together and he told me it saved the number of sheets he had to wash!

Things really changed after Middle School when our Mother was killed by a hit and run driver! She left us the house and if not for her little bit of insurance we really would have been in trouble keeping it up!

I remember being so sad and crying all the time, especially at night! Since we had slept together when we were younger, I agreed to climb into Terry’s bed that night. What I first thought was strange was I was awaken with Terry playing with my nipples! I had already seen a porn magazine and questioned why a man would want to play with another man’s nipples! Since we continued to sleep together, things continued to change but ever so slowly!

“Terry, I need some new underwear, mine are worn and even torn in places!” I shared. He said money was tight and just to shut up about that little problem! Within days I started to notice there were panties in my drawer and all of my worn underwear was gone!

“Terry why are there panties in my underwear drawer?” I asked him.

“Look squirt, I told you money is tight and since you are the same size as Mom was I got some of her panties out for you to wear!” He told me. “Listen Bob we are both going to have to make some changes to get by in the months and years ahead so I need your help, please!”

“Sure, ok Terry, just tell me what I can do to help and I will, I mean you’re the one with the real job and all, I just mow some yards!” I answered.

So I started wearing the panties he would put in my drawer and I was surprised how good they felt against my skin, hell even on my penis and balls! Even though the panties felt good, since they were under my clothes I didn’t mind, you know, because no one else could tell!

That summer we were invited to a BBQ and swim at his works campground. He told me how good all the food was going to be and what a great time we could have! BUT when I asked him for a swim suit, he handed me a bikini bottom and told me to wear this!

“But Terry, isn’t this a girl’s bikini bottom?” I asked.

“Yes Bob it is, actually its Mom’s old swim suit and I need you to wear just the bottoms please?” He instructed me.

“But Terry it has plastic loops on the side, I mean everyone will know I’m wearing a bikini bottom like a girl!” I whined!

“Come on Bob, let’s say that they are actually looking at your suit ... you’ve got a cock and balls, so you’ll have a lump in front and they will know for sure you a boy ... right?” Terry told me!

So I put them on under my jeans and picked out a shirt to wear and told Terry I was ready! Once we arrived I couldn’t believe the number of people there, families and kids everywhere! Terry found us a spot at a picnic table, with his boss’s family! After we ate I heard others talking about going swimming. I looked at Terry and he told me sure let’s go. We arrived at the pool and because we had our suits on we could just change our clothes right by the pool and jump in. Sure enough as I was walking to the diving board I heard one mother tell another.

“Isn’t that a woman’s bikini bottom that boy is wearing, there, right there well you’ll see him when he comes back by!” She said. I swam to the end of the pool and as I was getting out I felt my suit slip off! I grabbed them as quickly as I could but not before a couple of girls saw me.

“Did you see how tiny his penis is ... I mean my little brother’s cock is bigger than his!” She said laughing. As soon as we got back to the car I told Terry about the things people had said today and how embarrassed I was ... you know wearing woman’s clothing in public!

“Hell Terry it didn’t even dawn on me that when I went to the Changing Room to get out of my wet suit, I would be putting my panties on in public ... God Terry you didn’t you see those men laughing and pointing at me?” I asked.

“Bob, I’m sorry those men were being jerks, so they have lots of money and we don’t ... ok hell I would wear Mom’s old panties too but they are way too small for me!” He told me, almost mad!

Back home that night I began crying in bed again, so Terry woke me up and I crawled in bed with him. Before morning, I felt Terry rubbing my nipples again and I could feel his hard cock up again my butt cheeks! I was afraid he was asleep so I didn’t want to wake him ... he’s got work today! When I did get out of bed to go pee I noticed that the back of my panties were wet! I started to tell Terry but told me that since I began to cry again ... I had to sleep with him each night!