Chapter 1

I can’t believe it has been five months since I started hormone treatment, and three months since I got these tits. I cup and stroke my large, heavy tits, as I think about how happy I am, to have made the leap to become more of the girl I feel that I was born to be. And my GOD, I been enjoying being that girl.

After repeating our twin dance, at the strip club, Victoria and I do it at least twice a week now. Victoria was already the most popular dancer at the club, and with me looking so much like her twin, it is like double the pleasure. The club is constantly packed on nights that we are scheduled to perform. And the sexual energy in the club during and after our dances, is almost overwhelming. Victoria and I always want to run to a private room and fuck like sex crazed rabbits after, but we force ourselves to work the main room. This is always the most profitable time to get private dances. Sometimes guys want both of us together in a private room or just one of us, while another guy enjoys the other of us.

One of the dirty little secrets of this club, is that the cameras in the private dance rooms, are more for the owner’s pleasure and enrichment, than for protection of the dancers. Of course, if one of us is in real trouble, Rodney will send some of his bouncers to rescue us, but the “touch and go” policy is left to the dancers to decide when it applies. Many of us are VERY liberal with this rule, and it tends to be very profitable for us. I am not gonna lie, if I can enjoy giving a blow job AND get paid for it, I am definitely getting paid. The tradeoff is that we all know that Rodney enjoys the videos and even sells them, when they are particularly good.

The key to all of this, is that we have the choice of whether a guy can touch and how far the touching will go. However, I think we all have come to realize that not all guys take it so well, when we decide it is enough. Sometimes they take it out on us in the room, right then and there. Sometimes, we are accosted outside the club. The encounters inside the club are MUCH safer, because we have the safety net of being able t call for help. The ones that happen away from the club, can get VERY scary VERY fast. Since I was experiencing a lot of attention due to our new act, I was also getting a lot of attention from the scarier customers. Some of these encounters get even scarier, when a guy doesn’t realize until he is intimate with me, that I am a trans girl.

The first time it happened to me, the guy was in the chair in the private room, and I was really teasing him mercilessly. I am dressed in a white lace bra and thong set, with white patterned stockings and a matching white lace garter belt, and of course very tall white heels. This was the costume that I performed my last number in with Victoria. She was wearing the exact same lingerie and heels, but in a hot red color. We were doing an angel and devil theme, and it as so fucking hot when the devil teases me until I submit to her. Yes, it always resulted in a lot of private dances.

So, here I am dancing and teasing this guy. I rub my big lace covered tits along his cheek ... I grind my butt on the growing bulge in his pants ... I even SQUEEZE my butt cheeks together and grab is cock with them, through his pants. I can feel his cock twitch between my clenched butt cheeks. I love the feeling of power I get from teasing a man and feeling him respond.

Unfortunately, he responds WAY more than I want. As I start to rise off his crotch, he reaches around me and grabs me HARD by my tits, and pulls me back down on him. I try to defuse this situation by laughing and saying, “Not so fast big boy, I want to make your dance last.”

He is having none of it and pulls me against his growing cock even harder. I am very petite and he is very large and strong. I have no chance against him and I do not have time to flash the signal to the cameras, that will get Rodney to respond. Then he grabs a handful of my hair, flips me around, and pulls my face toward his crotch. While he is doing this, he is pulling his cock out with his other hand. Before I even have time to think, I am on my knees with his cock pushing through my mouth and deep into my throat.

I am very experienced sucking cocks and I am very good at it, but with the speed and violence he does it to me, I have no time to relax my throat and get ready. Once I start gagging and choking, I can’t stop. I feel like I am going to actually pass out from lack of oxygen. I start to slap against his thighs and try to push off, but he holds me on his cock with a vice grip. I feel so light headed, I think I even pass out for a little.