Chapter 57: Choices begin

I opened my eyes, and I was on the beach again, naked as usual. The sand was warm, and the water was touching my feet as the waves broke. It was very relaxing. My body did not hurt, and I moved my left arm, no pain at all. I smiled and took a deep breath of the clean air.

“Well, this is much better.” I heard and looked up to see Becky standing above me.

Her pussy was right there above my head. It did not look like it had been fucked up by a horse. It was small and cute, just like the rest of her. She dropped to her knees and touched my face. I leaned against her hand, it felt so nice to have a human touch me gently.

“You have had a rough time lately.” She said and I nodded.

“The farm was horrible, way worse than before. I had a vision of you getting fucked to death by two horses.” I said and she chuckled.

“Really, two horses? Ouch.” She said and I smiled.

“One of them fucked you in the ass, is that even possible?” I said and she smiled a strange smile.

“When you are working with sadistic people anything is possible. My uncle shoved an entire wine bottle in my ass one time. It took a while to get it in there, but he was determined to show off to his buddies. They left it in there for four hours, it was hard to get out. My ass stayed stretched out, but they fucked it all night anyway.” She said.

“Becky, I am so sorry all of that happened to you.” I said.

“Baby girl, none of that matters, it is all in the past. Our goal now is to keep you healthy and sane until we can find a way out of this shit.” She said and laid down next to me.

“Strange stuff has been happening. I don’t remember getting on the plane at all. I just remember walking into our room and seeing Beth in bad shape.” I said.

“Yeah, I think you may be losing a little of your memory when these things happen to you.” She said.

“Becky, I don’t remember my family at all. Did I have one?” I said and she smiled.

“Take a breath, baby. Let’s focus on our little friends and looking for a weakness.” She said and I closed my eyes and took a breath.

“You are right. Jennifer is not good. The pissed in her mouth for 24 hours. I am worried she will not be the same even if I do get her to wake up.” I said and Becky sighed.

“We have a way of filing things away when they get too difficult to process. Let’s hope Jennifer can do that.” She said.

“I hope so, it will destroy me if she does not recover. I was really scared when I didn’t know what happened to her.” I said.

“I know baby.” She said and took my hand.

I lay on the warm beach with my friend, and I think I fell asleep. I opened my eyes when I heard some noise and saw our food guys putting our trays on the table. I smiled at Neal, and he smiled back. I was looking forward to tasting his cock this morning. It felt good to be back in the routine after the last couple of days.

“Protocol 12 for all of them.” My watcher said. Our food guys nodded and left. I sat up and looked at my watcher.

“Why did you send them away?” I said.

“I believe the proper response is Thank you.” He said.

“Thank you but I was ok with paying them.” I said and scooted to the edge of the bed.

I put my hands down to push myself up and my left shoulder screamed. I whimpered and sat back down. I held my arm and tried to breathe. He walked over and he was holding a sling. He put it on my arm and fastened it, he had to move my left breast around and his hand felt nice. I looked down and saw what looked like a bunch of bug bites on my breasts.

“You need more salve, and we need to change your dressings. The doctor gave me instructions.” He said.

He helped me stand up and get to the toilet. My bladder was happy, and it made me think of all the piss I drank last night. I looked over at Jennifer and she still looked bad. Beth was snuggled up next to her. I stood up and I was shaky. My watcher held me as I wiped and flushed. He helped me to a chair. A wonderful scent hit my nose and I looked at the metal covers. My tummy rumbled and my pussy tingled. My watcher pulled the bandage off my left side slowly and then put more salve. He put on a fresh bandage and then did the same for the right side.

“You need to apply more salve on your vagina and anus.” He said and I chuckled.

“What?” He said.

“I love the way you say it. It makes them sound so special.” I said and laughed. He laughed a little. My heart felt a little better.

He held out the tube and I looked at him.

“Would it make you too uncomfortable to apply it for me?” I said.

“Not at all, lean back and scoot to the edge.” He said and I scooted to the edge of the chair and spread my legs.

He gently rubbed salve into my pussy lips. His hand was warm, and it felt nice. I am pretty sure this is not on the list of watcher duties. His face was serious, and it almost made me laugh. He finished with my pussy and then he pushed my legs back a little. His fingers touched my sensitive ass and I moaned. I was not sure if it was from pain or pleasure, they were sort of mixed up in the same feeling. He rubbed the salve on my ass and then sat back. I lowered my legs.

“Thank you, I am sure that is not one of your official duties.” I said and he smiled.

“No, I have to say that is a first for me.” He said.

“You mean to tell me none of your other girls get hurt.” I said.

“Oh, they get hurt, they just don’t get this level of care.” He said.

“Does anyone help them?” I said.

“If it is serious enough, they go to the hospital. If not, they are left to heal on their own.” He said.

I didn’t have anything to say to that, I have to admit I was not surprised. It just hurt my heart to think of young girls lying in their rooms with bruises and scrapes and not getting any medical attention. I took a deep breath and lifted the metal cover. It was an omelet, it smelled really good. My stomach rejoiced and it felt nice to have something normal in my belly. I looked over at Jennifer and she was still out. Beth looked back at me, she looked scared.

I stood up and held the table as I walked to the bed. I crawled in on the other side of Jennifer. I touched her cheek and looked at her pretty face. Her breasts had small marks on them.

“Can you hand me the tube?” I said and my watcher handed the salve to me.

I rubbed some on her cute breasts. I took my time, trying to get a response. She did not move or make a sound. I moved my hand down and spread her legs. Beth pulled her right one towards her and I pulled the left. I rubbed some salve on her pussy, it was not horribly swollen but it was a little red. I wondered if any of the men fucked her in the dungeon. It could also be left over from her assignment; I am sure she took a lot of cock before they decided to piss in her mouth. I rubbed her pussy slowly, but she did not respond.

“Beth, push her leg back a little.” I said and I pushed her left leg up.

I reached down and touched her swollen ass. I rubbed some salve on the edges and then slid inside a little. She flinched and moaned. I looked up and her face looked like it was in pain. I pulled my fingers out and she relaxed. Ok, that was good, I hoped.

We put her legs down and then I snuggled next to her.

“Beth, you can eat breakfast, I will lie with her.” I said and she nodded.

I held Jennifer and rubbed her tight belly as Beth ate her omelet. I whispered in her ear that I loved her, and we missed her. She did not react. I touched her breasts and ran my finger over her nipple. It hardened under my finger, and I smiled. Her body was reacting properly. I kissed her lips, and she did not move. I knew it could take time, but I felt sad anyway.

Beth finished and moved back on the bed. She closed her eyes and put her hand on Jennifer’s tummy.

“Do we have anything on our schedule for today?” I said to my watcher.

“Jennifer is off until, well, you know. You are scheduled for a massage to help your soreness. Beth has to work the hotel this afternoon.” He said and she popped up.

“No, I don’t want to leave her.” She said and her eyes got glassy.

“I am sorry.” He said and she laid back down and started crying.

I touched her shoulder and she looked at me. She looked so small and fragile.

“What if she wakes up alone, she will be so scared.” Beth said and I rubbed her shoulder.

“I will be here, and I will have someone stay with her if I have to leave. She will not be alone.” I said and she nodded.

“I am tired of getting fucked all the time Cassie.” She said and I immediately moved over and pulled her up. I hugged her and whispered in her ear.

“Try and think of it as something else. Please don’t give up and cause any issues with the men. I cannot stand to see you guys hurt. I know it is hard, but you are a strong girl, I have faith in you.” I said into her ear. She squeezed me.

“Ok, I will try to think of something else while they are grunting between my legs. They are so gross.” She said and I looked at her.

“You have never said that before.” I said.

“I know, I tried to be strong like you two, but I can’t help it. The men are all old and most of them are fat, it is gross looking up at them. I feel like they don’t even think of me as a girl, I am just a set of holes to them.” She said and I hugged her.

“Baby, hang in there. I am trying hard to figure something out.” I said.

“I know, I trust you. You will get us out. I will be strong; I may just need to vent like this every now and then.” She said and wiped her nose. My watcher handed her a towel and she wiped her face.

“Thank you. How are you so nice in the middle of all this bullshit.” She said to him. He put his finger to his lips and made a hissing sound.

“It is our little secret.” He said and she giggled. It was nice to hear her laugh.

“I won’t tell anyone. I am happy we have you.” She said.

He smiled and I saw the doctor walk in. She did not look as angry as she did yesterday. She walked over to the bed and looked at me.

“How are you today?” She said and knelt next to the bed.

“Better, my shoulder is still bad, but my sides are better.” I said.

“Can I take a look?” She said and I nodded. She pulled off the right one slowly.

“Yes, it does look a lot better. You did a good job with the bandage.” She said and I nodded towards my watcher. She looked back at him and smiled.

She looked at the left one and then she examined my shoulder again. It still hurt pretty bad when she lifted it.

“I need to get an MRI of this shoulder. I will come and get you later.” She said and I nodded.

“How is it going between your legs?” she said.

“I think a little better. My ass actually hurts a little more now, it was a huge dildo and he pushed it deep.” I said.

“Who was it?” She said.

“Simpson.” I said and she frowned.

“Fuck, I hate that guy. He sends the most girls of anyone to the infirmary. I guess he did the fishhook thing.” She said and touched my breast. I nodded.

“The last time he did that to Emma she was with me for two days. He stuck 40 hooks in her.” She said. My breasts felt much better all of a sudden.

“Lean back and spread your legs, let me take a look.” She said and I laid back on the bed.

I spread my legs and she touched my pussy. She rubbed the skin all around and then she touched my ass. I knew this was not sexual, but it still made my pussy tingle.

“You did a nice job with the salve as well.” She said and I nodded towards my watcher again.

She looked at him and he shrugged.

“That must have been horrible.” She said and smiled.

“We all have to make sacrifices.” He said and she laughed. I chuckled and I heard Beth giggle. It felt nice to have my little team all laughing, we were just missing one member.

She helped me to sit up and she looked at Jennifer.

“I put salve on her breasts and her ass.” I said and the doctor moved over to her.

She looked in her eyes with her flashlight and then she examined her breasts and then her ass. She sat back on her legs.

“Physically she seems fine, she is healing nicely. I am amazed at how clean the wounds on your breasts are.” She said.

“That was Emma, she was very thorough, like she knew exactly what to do.” I said.

“She should, the poor thing has had a lot of hooks in her body over the last year.” She said.

“Jennifer looks so out of it, what can we do to make her wake up.” I said.

“I think she shut down due to trauma so I am not sure we can do anything until she is ready to come back. We just need to keep her comfortable. Talk to her and touch her, I am pretty sure she feels and hears some things.” She said.

“Ok, how long will they let her stay like this?” I said. My doctor looked back at my watcher.

“I will talk to Victor; I know she has a following so he may give her more time.” He said.

“How much time do they normally give?” I said.

“A week, sometimes two. It depends on demand.” He said.

“What do they do then?” I said and he took a deep breath.

“Final scene and processing.” He said and I felt a pain in my chest.

“She will wake up.” I said and held my hand over my chest.

“Yes, she will.” He said.

I heard a whimper and I looked to see Beth was crying and her hand was shaking on Jennifer’s belly. I moved quickly over and hugged her. Her body was shaking.

“It’s ok baby. Just breathe, you will be ok. We will not lose her.” I said and she looked at me.

“She can’t die. I need her.” She said, her voice shaky.

“I know, I need her too. She knows that. She will wake up.” I said.

Beth settled down and the doctor left. My watcher sat in the chair and looked at us. We were a mess. I got Beth under control and then we all laid down. I held Beth’s hand as we both snuggled up next to Jennifer. It was nice and I was comfortable. I did not sleep; I feel like I slept good last night, and my dream was relaxing as well. I think my watcher caught a few winks and he woke up when the food guys came in with lunch.

“Beth, do you want to pay them, or do you want him to do the protocol?” I said.

“I know what I said before, but they are so nice, and they are not fat and gross. Can we pay them; I need some distraction.” She said.

“Protocol 12.” My watcher said and I sat up.

“Can we not do that? We want to pay them.” I said and he looked at me.

“You don’t have to, you are hurt.” He said.

“I know but we need something to distract us, and they have been sweet and patient. Please.” I said.

“I don’t like it but ok.” He said and I smiled.

We got up and I walked over to Neal. I hugged him and he put his hands on my shoulders. I think I was freaking him out a little. I pulled back and looked at him.

“I have to use my mouth; my pussy and ass are a little messed up. Can I sit in the chair?” I said and he nodded.

I sat down and he pulled out his cock. It was so nice, like an old friend, I grabbed it and ran my hand over it slowly. My small white fingers still looked strange moving over the stiff black cock. It was big and I loved running my fingers over the veins. It was also good that it was attached to a nice man and not a sadistic fuck that just wanted to hurt me. I kissed the head and he moaned.

“You sit here.” I heard Beth and she was pushing Jennifer’s food guy into a chair. She bent over and sucked his cock into her mouth. She sucked for a couple of seconds and pulled off and turned her head.

“You can pick the hole.” She said to Travis standing behind her. He pulled out his cock and pushed into her, I could not tell from this angle what choice he made. She was focusing on the cock in her mouth and did not react to him. That made me a little sad.

I sucked Neal deep into my mouth and held his cock with my right hand. I took a breath and swallowed him, taking him into my throat and touching his pubic hair with my lips. I was good at this, and it was nice to do something good for someone. I held him there and then slowly pulled off his cock until it was resting on my tongue.

“Fuck, that is nice.” Neal said and I kissed his head.

I lifted his cock and ran my tongue down the shaft and kissed his balls. I sucked them in, and he moaned. I licked them a little and then ran my tongue slowly back up the shaft. I sucked him into my mouth and pumped him with my hand. He groaned and I knew he was close. I sped up my hand and pulled more of him in my mouth. He grunted and fired a big load into the back of my mouth. I swallowed and he fired more. I swallowed twice more until he was done. I licked his cock clean, and he put it back in his pants.

He stepped back and I saw Beth with a cock in her mouth and getting fucked from behind. Travis was holding her hips and moving steadily in and out of her. He was not pounding on her, it looked like he was trying to be gentle. I heard Jennifer’s food guy grunt and I saw Beth swallowing. She pulled the cock out of her mouth and laid her head on his lap as Travis fucked one of her holes. He grunted after another couple of minutes and filled her up. He pulled out and put his cock away.

They left and my watcher was frowning.

“I am sorry, but it is hard to adjust. I am afraid my body is programmed now. I remember what I did at the restaurant, I am sorry about that too.” I said and I walked over to him.

“It’s ok, I am just in new territory here.” He said and I hugged him. He put his hands on my back.

“Hard to give a shit, huh?” I said.

“Yeah, it really is.” He said and I pulled back.

“What time does Beth have to go?” I said and he looked at his watch.

“In about an hour, she has to go to makeup and wardrobe.” He said.

“So, after we eat, there is time for you to change my dressings and apply more salve.” I said.

“You are a devil.” He said.

“If you don’t want to, I can go and get Neal, I am sure he will be ok with spreading stuff between my legs.” I said.

“Eat your lunch, devil.” He said and I chuckled.

Lunch was a Roast beef sandwich. It was awesome as usual. I took the last bite and my stomach almost felt normal. I got up and walked over to the toilet and peed in front of my friend and my watcher. I wiped and walked over to the bed. I sat down and he walked over. He changed my dressings and then I laid down and spread my legs. I smiled at him, and he started rubbing salve all over my important bits. Beth watched closely and I could tell she was a little jealous. He finished and sat back in his chair. I sat up and Beth was looking at me.

“That looked nice.” She said.

“It was.” I said.

“Can I do her before I leave.” She said and I handed her the tube.

She rubbed Jennifer’s breasts gently and then I helped her spread her legs. She rubbed her pussy slowly and then applied a lot to her swollen ass. Jennifer made a noise when she touched her ass. Beth looked at me and smiled. I was hopeful as well.

My watcher took Beth to her assignment, and I snuggled up next to Jennifer. I ran my hand over her breasts and her belly. She did not react. I was sad, my girls were falling apart. I had to do something, but I had no idea what to do. Every time I exploded with Victor; I ended up hurt. That was not the answer. Could I leverage coach in some way? He is more than willing but do I risk getting him in trouble and killed? Would Victor kill his own son? Probably. Would my watcher or my doctor be able to help me? The last time she stood up for me she ended up in a movie taking it up the ass from a convict. Could I convince my watcher to just disappear with us when we are on assignment? He was very efficient and strong, could he pull that off? I decided it was at least worth a conversation when I got him alone. I heard the door and coach walked in.

“How could you let this happen?” I said and he stood next to the bed.

“I am sorry Cassie; I had no power after she left with Simpson.” He said.

“Aren’t you her master? Why did you let her go with him?” I said, feeling my anger rise. He knelt next to the bed.

“Cassie, Simpson is a senior member, and he made a special request. No one turns those down.” He said.

“Did you know he was going to use her as a toilet?” I said and he shook his head.

“No, I did not. Simpson usually just inflicts physical pain or fear. I did not know he was into water sports; it may have been one of his guests.” Coach said and I sighed.

“I hate this fucking place. I hate Tony for handing me to Pennington, I am glad he is dead. I want to hate you for what you did to us and for who you have as a father.” I said and my voice cracked.

“Please hate me if you need to, I deserve it. I will do whatever you need me to do Cassie.” He said.

“Do you know how we could get out of here, all of us.” I said and he frowned.

“No, I do not. Victor has everything under surveillance, his security team knows as soon as anything happens. He also has contacts in all the major law enforcement agencies as well as social services.” He said.

“Is that how he finds the lost girls?” I said and he nodded.

“As soon as Beth hit the system, they were all over her. She fit the profile perfectly, young and pretty with no family support system.” He said.

“That is incredibly sad, they are preying on the girls that need the most help.” I said and he nodded.

“I know and I am sick about it. If you weren’t here, I would be gone.” He said.

“Wait, you are only staying around because of me?” I said and he nodded.

“Yes, Victor has no travel restrictions on me. I can leave anytime I want.” He said.

“Then go, get out of here. Tell people what is going on.” I said and he smiled.

“I said no travel restrictions but don’t think they will not be watching me. I would be dead before the door finished opening if I tried to go to the police.” He said and I sighed.

“Do you think you could disappear with us, keep us off the radar?” I said and he shook his head.

“Cassie, I am a cheerleading coach. I don’t have the training to do something like that. I would do something stupid and get us all killed. Don’t think I haven’t thought about it.” He said.

“Fuck! I am literally losing my mind and my innocent friend here may be in a permanent coma on her way to her final scene. How do they do that by the way when the girl is non-responsive.” I said.

“Guillotine.” He said and I groaned. I kissed Jennifer on the lips and sat up.

“Well, that is lovely. I guess it is time to go and get me fucked again.” I said and scooted to the edge of the bed.

“Cassie, you don’t have to go.” He said and I looked at him.

“A massage was ordered for me. They need me to recover fast, there are a lot of cocks waiting for me. I would not dream of impacting their schedule. Give me a fucking dress and let’s go.” I said and stood up. I grimaced as the pain in my butt, sides, breasts, and shoulder combined to make me shudder. I was too angry to care.

He pulled a dress out of the cabinet and slipped it over my body. I put my right arm into the sleeve but kept my left arm in the sling. He attached the leash, and I looked back at Jennifer lying perfectly still on the bed.

“As soon as you drop me off you come back here and sit with her. I do not want her to be alone. I will get the massage guy to bring me back after he fucks me in the ass.” I said.

“Yes ma’am.” He said and I followed him out of my room.

“Feel free to fuck her if you want. I guess that is all we are now, a collection of holes.” I said as we walked down the hallway.

“Cassie, I am so sorry.” He said and he sounded very sad. I took a breath and realized I was beating on one of my team members. I didn’t have a very large team; I couldn’t afford to lose any of them.

“Coach, I am sorry. I am just so angry and scared.” I said and he stopped and turned.

“You use me however you need to, if it is to be the villain you can touch and hurt then so be it. I will do or be whatever you want.” He said.

“Coach, I don’t want to think of you as a villain, I have plenty of those. I need friends. I am sorry I snapped at you.” I said and he nodded.

“Apology accepted, now let’s get you to that massage so I can get back to her.” He said and continued to walk.

The massage started with me on my belly. He took my sling off and I hung my arm off the side of the table. It didn’t hurt in that position. He started on my shoulders and spent a lot of time on my left one. He was able to dull the pain slightly, but I was afraid there was something going on in there that needed more than a massage. He was able to work magic with my back. His hands felt nice on my ass, the strap marks were almost gone, and they did not hurt at all when he was rubbing the oil on them. I told him about my abused pussy, so he adjusted the table. The table was split so he could separate my legs. He used it before with me on my back to get close enough to fuck me. He used it this time to spread me apart and he stepped in and slid his cock into my well-oiled ass. It went in slowly and easily. It felt nice to have something warm after having that fucking dildo shoved in there last night. He stayed still in me as he continued to rub my hamstrings and lower back.

It really was a marvelous massage and the ass fucking almost felt like part of the package. He finished in me and then turned me over and took care of my front. His hands on my breasts felt nice. He even brought me to orgasm as he massaged my thighs. His fingers magically slipped over occasionally, and I came hard as he rubbed my clit gently. I felt so much better afterwards. He put me in a wheelchair and laid my dress over me. It seemed silly to put it on only to take it off when we got to my room. Having it over me technically met the no-naked rule and he pushed me to my room.

Coach was lying next to Jennifer and rubbing her belly as he talked to her. It was very sweet, and I stayed in my chair and watched him for a couple of minutes. The massage guy left and told me he would come back later for the chair. I looked at Jennifer and noticed her breasts were almost healed. Emma did a good job cleaning the wounds and the magic salve was doing its job. I could not see her crotch as her legs were together. I did notice her cute feet and my pussy tingled. I wanted to kiss them and hear her giggle. I took a deep breath and stood up. I was a little unsteady after the massage. I took a huge drink of water from the bottle of water on the table.

I sat in the chair at the table, and coach looked up at me.

“She will be ok. I noticed some eye movement and some shudders as I rubbed her stomach. That means she is not too far gone.” He said.

“Have you had a lot of experience with girls in this condition?” I said and he looked back at her.

“Unfortunately, yes. I have seen a lot of them way worse off than her.” He said.

“Did they come back?” I said.

“Some did and some didn’t.” he said.

“Do they really put them in a guillotine?” I said and he nodded.

“Yes, it is the easiest and most dramatic. They film all the deaths. There is a huge demand for that particular type of killing. It is also very clean for processing.” He said and I felt my stomach rumble. I tried to breathe deep to settle it down.

“Coach, how did you grow up in the middle of this?” I said.

“Obviously not very well, you saw what I was.” He said and I nodded.

“How do you feel now?” I said.

“A lot sadder but remarkably it feels good, my heart is light, and I am enjoying the small things that I ignored before. Thank you for that.” He said.

“You are welcome, I live to serve.” I said and he chuckled.

“Do you want your spot back?” he said.

“Yeah, I guess so. What time is it?” I said and he looked at his watch.

“It is 5:00. Dinner will be here in an hour.” He said.

“What time will Beth be back?” I said.

“She will not be done until 10:00.” He said and I looked at him.

“Wait, she left right after lunch, we usually only work 4 hours.” I said.

“You and Jennifer only work four hours. Beth has an eight-hour shift when she is alone.” He said.

“I don’t understand.” I said.

“Cassie, you are special, and Jennifer is unique, especially when she is paired. Beth is not. Pretty little blonde girls are a dime a dozen. This place is crawling with them, and the supply seems endless. She does not have much value other than the clients liking her because she is so young. You literally saved her life when you became her master. Victor wants to keep you happy so he will not kill her, but he will get his use out of her. Her only value right now is on her back with her legs spread if you take the final scenes off the table.” He said and I lost my breath for a moment.

“Coach, do they really think of us as just cattle to get use out of and then process?” I said.

“You and her, no. Most everybody else, yes, especially the ones without masters.” He said and I sighed.

“We have to do something soon. I am going to lose my shit. I think it is already starting, I have memory gaps and blocks of time that I don’t remember.” I said and he frowned. I suddenly felt very tired.