I look at the phone and it doesn’t ring, and I hate it
I check my emails and there are none from you and that makes me sad
I think of our chats and our laughs and hugs, and our cuddles and I miss them
I once asked if you hated me and you said you didn’t, and I should never think that, but I do
Not having you around, not having you in my life is shit
Whatever I said or did it must have been bad
I do wonder if we will ever meet or talk again?
What will my life be without you?

I look at the phone and it doesn’t ring, and I hate it
We talked about this and that and nothing and yet we talked for hours and hours
We were like two parts of a puzzle, two sides of a coin, don’t ask me why we just were
and now I wonder where my life will take me without you by my side.
Not having you around, not having you in my life is shit
I have no one to treat, no one to send flowers
I sit on our bench and cry and wish you there here
I walk our walk around the park and think about how much I have cried.

I look at the phone and it doesn’t ring, and I hate it
We used to talk about the future and about holidays
Now my future seems forever dark and forever sad
We used to talk about me and you and us...
Not having you around, not having you in my life is shit
Now it seems we have gone our separate ways
I hope you are happy, thinking you are make me feel glad
I feel deep inside there never will be or ever was me and you and us...

I look at the phone and it doesn’t ring, and I hate it
Not having you around, not having you in my life is shit