I look at the phone and it doesn’t ring, and I hate it
I check my emails and there are none from you and that makes me sad
I think of our chats and our laughs and hugs, and our cuddles and I miss them
I once asked if you hated me and you said you didn’t, and I should never think that, but I do
Not having you around, not having you in my life is shit
Whatever I said or did it must have been bad
I do wonder if we will ever meet or talk again?
What will my life be without you?

I look at the phone and it doesn’t ring, and I hate it
We talked about this and that and nothing and yet we talked for hours and hours
We were like two parts of a puzzle, two sides of a coin, don’t ask me why we just were
and now I wonder where my life will take me without you by my side.
Not having you around, not having you in my life is shit
I have no one to treat, no one to send flowers
I sit on our bench and cry and wish you there here
I walk our walk around the park and think about how much I have cried.