How I lost my wife to other guys

These are true accounts of my adventures with my wife. No names have been changed, those we know anyway. These are all true and as accurate as I can recall.

Me – my name is Kevin, I am white, 32, and a closet bi.

Her – Her name is Mary, white, 28 and as straight as can come.

I met Mary when I was 21, she had just turned 17. I had just gotten out of a 3 year serious relationship. I knew for my whole life I was small in the cock region. I had seen enough guys in porn, and locker rooms to know this ... and I had 3 ex girlfriends let me know on multiple occasions. It is cut, and about 5.5 inches long.

I am not sure if it was due to my bisexual side, or because of my fixation on my lack of size, but I had been trying to get past girlfriends to do threesomes or group sessions, and all refused. I continued to try to push Mary into this, and she resisted many times too, until the first time she did not.

Chico

He was a co worker of ours. I was now 22, Mary was 18, and I believe Chico was 16. We hosted a party at our apartment, had about 8 people there ... most left at the end, but two crashed (one on our couch, one on the kitchen floor). Chico was on the floor, Peter on our couch ... EVERYONE was wasted on dope and booze. I was fucking Mary in our room HOPING one of the guys would wake and come in, but it was not happening. I convinced Mary to take this to the kitchen and she agreed...

We got in there, Chico was asleep on the floor on his back. I got behind Mary and began fucking her and coaxed her into trying to suck him. She undid his fly and was fishing out his cock when he woke up. He started to protest “no, I have a girlfriend” and stuff like that. I told him “she will never know” and tried ... but he was persistent. Marty was stopping and I told her to keep going, and she complied and this time got him out. He was uncut, and even soft he was bigger than me hard. I heard Mary mutter “OH MY GOD” and I knew she was hooked. She lowered her head and started to suck him as I was fucking her. Chico woke up again and said “what the fuck” and realized he was in her mouth. He looked at me all glazed over ... shook his head a bit and started to sit up. I could tell he was thinking why the hell not now.

I could not see well from behind Mary, but I could hear the obvious sucking sounds, her moans, and Chico enjoying, so I knew damn well all were having fun. Now he started to get into it...”Damn Mary, you suck fucking good” to which she just kept going. I wanted to see so I got out of Mary and walked (staggered to the side) and could see Chico hard now ... DAMN, it must have been 8 inches and thick. I could see Mary loving a real cock ... maybe for the first time. I stood in dismay...

I watched for a couple minutes before Mary looked up, saw me, and reached for my cock. I stepped forward and she began sucking me ... easily taking it all. I did not realized, but soon I felt Mary really moaning and grunting ... I opened my eyes and was FLOORED to see Chico had gotten up and began fucking her from behind. Mary had her eyes rolled back in her head and he was giving her every inch he had ... every inch I could not. I did not want this, only her to blow him...

“No Chico ... just headddd” I slurred but he just smirked and Mary did or said nothing. I knew I was not going to be able to stop this. I stepped back in to get more head from Mary. It was amazing, everytime Chico went nuts deep in her pussy, I was nuts deep in her mouth as he pushed her onto my cock ... it was an amazing rythym.

Before I knew it, Chico was stopping and I looked over to see him starting to get up ... he pulled out of Mary and I could see his cock, all covered in cum ... the bastard had barebacked her and cum in her pussy ... OMG. He walked up to us and waved his cum covered massive dick at Mary...”yo babe, suck this clean”. What a ballsy kid I thought ... but figured, maybe with a big cock like that, you can be. Mary looked over to me, smiled and slurped and sucked his cock to clean it up ... leaving me on my own. He started to soften a bit, but stayed hardish ... all 16 year olds do right ... LOL. When we had been satisfied, he stepped back and out of her mouth with a plop.

He layed back down on the floor and went to sleep. I looked at Mary, with her cum covered lips, smile on her face, and she was staring at his cock, which was still out. I got behind Mary and started to fuck her again, and it was drenched in Chico’s cum ... what a rush it was. I fucked her for about 4 minutes before I was about to cum, so I pulled out and was about to go to her face when I realized she was sucking HIM again the whole time ... so the moaning was maybe due to him and not me ... FUCK.

Either way I had to cum so I said “I am cumming hon, suck me” and she sat up and took me in her mouth and sucked me. Even as I was cumming in her mouth, her eyes never left Chico ... DAMN. I came and was done ... so we went into the bed room.

“Kevin, I am still horny” she said. FUCK, this was not like her. She was always a great lay, but not a nympho or anything. But she was cooking now. She tried to suck me and stuff and I kept saying No. and no. But she kept trying.

“If you are still horny, call Rob” I said. Rob was a friend who always was hot for Mary, and I think she was kind of into him too...

“what” she asked. So I told her again...”call Rob, if he wants to come over he can fuck you”. “Noooo, I couldn’t do that ... could you call him for me” she purred. I said NOPE, you need to. She looked at me, then the phone ... and grinned. She called him... (it was like 2AM now) ... got him on the phone and here is what I heard.

“Rob, Im horny, come fuck me please”.

“Yes it is Mary”

“no, for real”

“take a taxi then”

“Yeah he knows, he told me to call you”

“PLEASEEEE”

“Fuck”

Then she hung up.

She told me he said he was too drunk, if I had of asked before he left (he was at our party), he would have done it. He has no money for a taxi.

She was shit out of luck.

“Well Peter is in the next room Mary, if you are horny, he is there” I laughed. Her and Peter were NOT friends, they did not like each other ... She rolled her eyes at me, said gross, and stuff like that. I said “well I am going to sleep, so fuck him or finger yourself ... I don’t care” and went to sleep.

A bit later I woke up to voices.

“I saw what you were doing, so either do it or I tell Kevin”. It was Peter, I shook my head and heard mumbling and voices but could not make out stuff. I dozed a bit and woke up again to moaning and “you slut, you like that eh”. I knew that voice was Peter again, so sat up on the bed and walked to the kitchen.

There on the floor was Chico, awake and pants off. His cock fully buried in Mary as she rode him. Sitting on a chair was Peter, his cock out and Mary sucking his cock. I had seen him many times in locker rooms etc, he is a bit bigger than me, cut, but not thick. The vision of Mary totally stripped, and Chico’s huge cock going in and out of her pussy as she sucked Peter, and Peter was humiliating her was awesome to see.

“I see you got some more cock Mary” I said. Nobody missed a beat.

“MMMM” said Mary.

Chico said “she is a fuck machine bud”

And Peter said “I walked in on her fucking this guy bud ... so I figured one more strange cock would not hurt”.

Chico said “she did not want his cock bud, but he made her”

“Sure did Kev” said Peter...”but she is in the swing of things now” and he laughed.

I watched for about 10 minutes before Chico pulled out and came on her ass before shoving it back in for a few more strokes.

Then Peter said “swallow Mary, you will like my cum” and he stood to ram it all the way in her mouth before cumming. He pulled out half way through to cum on her cheek and nose before putting it back in her mouth and finishing off. Mary rolled off Chico and layed on the floor.

“FUCK, that was awesome ... now I am happy babe” she said to me. She crawled over to me, and we went to bed.

The next day, Peter and Chico left, Mary and I talked. She gave me the normal bullshit (it was fine, I was all she wanted, I was plenty big, I had nothing to worry about, she was sorry, etc). I let her know that it was fine, I could not compete with Chico and his cock, how surprising it was to see her with Peter, and she really did not say much). I let her know I was fine, still loved her, fully understand etc.

We had sex a couple times that next week, and I could tell she was missing something (or should I say I was missing something ... inches). I let her know we can do it again if she wants, with either guy ... she hesitated etc. The next night, she mentioned she would like to do it again with Chico ... SHOCKER ... LOL

I made her call him ... LOL. She said no, she would not ... wanted me to ... but I refused. That night they worked together (they worked at a gas station/convenience store ... he pumped gas and she was the store cashier. I hoped he was only pumping gas during their 11 PM to 7 AM shift at least.

The next morning, she got home as normal around 730. She woke me up by coming in and saying “Chico is coming over tonight around 8. He will go straight to work from here after we ... you know.”. She had asked him at work ... OMG. I asked her outright if they do anything at work ... and she said no.

He came over that night and was more brazen then the other time. Made jokes about him being the boy with the man cock, and me the man with the boy cock. How Mary was drooling all night thinking about his dick. How she may be too sore to work after he tears her up.

We did have a threesome again that night. He came three times. Once in her pussy, once on her face, and once in my mouth. I got off twice ... in her cunt after Chico and once in her mouth. He fucked her for about 30 minutes more than I could go, but I watched the whole time. He showered, Mary showered (separate) and they went to work in his car. I now knew I had better watch Chico.

ROB and his friend

Two nights later, we were watching TV when a knock came at the door. It was Rob and someone we did not know. Still do not know his name, nor care. Rob came in, it was the first time we saw him since the phone call and rejection. It was awkward at first ... then Rob broke the ice. He told his friend about Mary calling and wanting his cock ... how he was too far away and drunk and had to pass. But how he was here now and ready and able. We had been all drinking a few beers when they showed up ... and each had 2 or 3, not drunk at all, just starting to buzz really.

“you still want this cock Mary” Rob said as he rubbed his crotch. Mary turned red and looked down. “Oh Mary, you vixen you ... no need to call today, just come closer” he said and kept rubbing. Mary looked to me, I just shrugged. She bit her bottom lip, stood up, and walked over. She looked back to me once and then went to her knees in front of Rob. She started to rub his cock through his pants, but Rob stood up, and pulled them down (sweat pants) and showed a decent size cut cock. Mary smiled, looked up to him, then started to suck his cock as we watched.

“Mary likey likey eh” he said. “See told you, she was a horny girl” to his friend. I almost forgot he was even there till now. “come get some, she will suck you too” he said. I started to protest “hey now, come on guys...” but Mary looked back to me as if to say STOP IT KEV, I WANT THIS.

I shut up. This guy walked over and stood by Mary, but did nothing ... I was expecting him to pull out and get some. Rob was getting harder now, and it looked about 7 inches ... decent for sure. Mary looked up to the other guy as if asking and pleading for him to join in. He said “go ahead slut, take my cock out for me”. Mary purred on Rob’s dick as she reached over to him, pulled down his fly, unbuttoned the jeans, and pulled down his pants. He had boxers on, and she then pulled them down. It revealed a LARGE, LONG, CURVED cock ... it seemed bigger than Chico. Mary GASPED and pulled off Rob.

“OH BABY” Mary said ... and looked back to me.

“You Babe, suck it if you want me to fuck you” he said and grabbed her head and pulled her forward onto him.

“Kev, I knew she would like his cock ... it is legendary” and laughed. Mary was gagging and tears streaming down her face as she was choking on his massive dick. Rob was watching and stroking as she struggled.

“Kevin, get her naked for us bud” his friend said. I stood up ad complied as I undressed her as she was sucking his monster. I saw her go to Rob and suck him, then back to the monster, etc. She was naked and on her knees when Rob went behind her, spit on her pussy, and shoved in with one thrust ... Mary was wet to start with, so it was easy.

He fucked her for a few minutes and then said “NEXT” and laughed. The other guy said “That would be me” and pulled out of Marys mouth.

He told Mary to get on her back on the floor, and she complied. He then lifted her legs up and slowly entered her, then more and more and more before he was fucking her and she was taking most if not all of his dick (I guess 9 and half inches). She was moaning like crazy and cumming and he was loving it.

Rob commented “look at that pussy stretch over that dick” and roared laughing. This went on for about 5 minutes then he pulled out, Rob picked Mary up and through her over his shoulder and took her to our bedroom ... and tossed her on the bed. The two of them then took turns at her mouth and pussy while I watched. They asked me to toss on a porno on the VCR, and I complied.

I stripped and wanted to join but was told I can watch and wait my turn ... so I was cock blocked by these two with my GF ... DAMN.

They both ended up cumming ... one on her tits, one in her mouth. Then they went and got a beer, had a joint, and came back in as we layed there talking ... they told Mary to suck them some more, if they get hard, she can get another fuck ... she happily agreed ... and yes both got hard again and FUCKED her hard this time ... real HARD ... so hard and noisy that neighbors to our side banged on the wall a few times and told us shut the fuck up.

They both came, this time in her pussy ... then dressed and left ... laughing and smiling as they did. I wanted to fuck her now, but she said she was too sore ... but I NEEDED in her, so took her anyway ... so damn sloppy and loose after those two ... I am sure she barely felt it ... but she had me pull out a couple times so she could suck my cock ... and later told me it was cause she wanted to taste their cum off my dick. I came on her belly and we passed out and went to sleep...

The next day another talk, we were good. Yes she was liking big cocks, but still loved me. Maybe we should play more often. She would never cheat on me, only play with me there. I agreed ... all seemed fine.

We had another threesome with Chico one weekend ... and Mary wanted him to stay over. I was against it, but lost the argument. He got to sleep in our bed ... their rational was what is wrong with that since they were having sex anyway ... and I could not refute it. I woke up that night to Mary sucking his cock ... I just layed there and watched as she finished him off and acted like it was normal. The next morning we woke up and had sex as a threesome ... and he left.

We talked about it and Mary said she was starting to have feelings beyond lust for him ... I said no, you just love his big dick, and she smiled and agreed.

Rob moved to another city and we did not see him for a while.

I asked Mary to get a new job after she fessed up one day that while her and Chico worked graveyard shift, they had done stuff. I pressed her and she said she blew him quite a bit, and a few times they had sex ... out back or in the washroom when nobody was around. Once a customer caught them and left, but the customer never told since they did not get fired. I let her know this was against our agreement (no cheating) and she said she could not help herself. She agreed to leave to keep us together.

She got a job as a waitress at a Chinese Restaurant called the House Of Chan

The House of Chan is a Chinese restaurant. Mary was now 18 and not able to be around alcohol since the drinking age was 19. She seemed to like the job, she would come home happy and tell me about it. We worked the same hours (me at the gas station, her at this restaurant) so we had more time together. One day she told me she had to work late ... no biggy. Then the next week, she had to work late again ... this time she came home and she LOOKED like she had just been fucked. Messed hair, red, and very PLEASED. I asked her, and she said no ... just a hard day at work. Two weeks later, she had to work again she said ... but this time I drove to her work, hid in the parking lot, and waited.

About 30 minutes after she was to be off work (should have been off at 5) she walked out ... then behind her were a couple of guys in outfits like hers, so obviously they worked there. I watched as they passed in front of her, and then I sighed a sigh of relief as they walked towards a car ... but then I saw Mary follow them. One guy jumped in the driver seat, another guy in the back seat, and Mary jumped in back with him.

They sat there in the parking lot for about 5 minutes. I was quite a ways back but I could only see the two guys heads ... but I know I saw Mary get in ... or did I? Then she appeared, and started looking around ... I figured it out now, she was probably sucking him I figured ... and dropped my head in shame and hurt ... then as I looked up again, her head was gone. Then I saw brake lights, and the car pulled out ... I started to follow. I followed for about 10 minutes, and every now and then Mary would pop up and look around, a couple times she kissed this guy, then disappeared again. They stopped at a red light and I pulled up on the passenger side beside them. I strained to look in, and since my car was higher than theirs, I was able to see some stuff.

I saw Mary’s head bobbing, saw this guy’s cock which was VERY hard and wet, and could see him loving her oral talents. He looked over, saw me watching ... and me smiled at me and gave me a thumbs up. He did not know me of course, just figured I was some guy seeking this scene. I did not really acknowledge him. I could see Mary had her pants off and panties and was being fingered as well. This guy looked about 20 or 21 ... white as well. I then noticed the driver and he looked Asian. Then the car pulled away as the light changed ... I waited and pulled in behind them to follow them again. I followed them for 15 minutes and Mary did not come up once ... so she must have been sucking or licking him the whole time I knew. They pulled into a parking lot of an apartment building ... I pulled in and parked a few cars away.

Mary popped up, seemed to be straightening up a bit, as did the guy. Then a couple minutes later, I watched the driver get out, and go to the main entrance and open it, then he held the door as the other dude got out, and lifted Mary up over his shoulder (fire man carry style) and carried her to the door ... from my car I could see she was still bare assed. I thought HOW BALLSY, still light out, public place, and this guy was carrying my girlfriend naked from the waste down to an apartment building. As they got to the door, some guy (older, probably about 30) was coming out. He looked (DUH), and he and the Asian guy high fived, said a couple things to each other, and then he turned and went WITH Mary and the two guys ... the door closed, and that was the last I saw of them. I sat in the car and waited ... over 3 hours later, Mary came out wearing a pair of sweat pants (a guys, so must have been one of theirs) and started walking away ... I pulled up along side her and told her to get in. She was SHOCKED to see me, but jumped in. I told her about following her, seeing what I saw, and demanded the truth ... here is what she told me.

The guy in the back seat is Jason. The driver was Ling (not sure the spelling). The guy in the doorway was Brad or Brian ... something that starts with a B. Jason had flirted with her from her first day at work ... she thought he was cute, and he was so helpful. One day she walked in on him in the staff bathroom (the mens room that she was asked to clean), and she say him pissing and he was big and hot. She tried to fight the urge, but really liked him and his cock. He flirted some more, asked her out a few times, and finally a couple weeks ago she agreed (she did not work late). They screwed, then again the following week when she lied to me. He lived at home so she had to go to Lings apartment to do this. The second time there, Ling asked for a BJ, and she blew him ... but only a BJ. She was not really attracted to him. Tonight they had planned this and they were going to have a threesome. The guy at the door was just a guy passing by that they knew.

On the drive over, she was blowing Jason, and he was fingering her. He told her about me at the light, just that some perve was watching her suck him. She told Jason “invite him to Ling’s too, I will fuck him too”, also not knowing it was me. He laughed and said she was insatiable. Once they got to the apartment she wanted to get dressed but Jason said if she does, he would not fuck her ... and she needed his big dick so she agreed. YES she was scared of getting caught, but it was exciting too.

She was carried in and the breeze on her wet pussy felt amazing. At the door with the stranger (Brad or Brian), she heard Ling say “this is the slut who wants more cock I texted you about. You sure your room mates wont mind if we take her up there and all fuck her?” and they laughed. So the driver had arranged this based on Mary’s comment at the traffic lights. On the way up (they had an apartment on the second floor, Jason put Mary down on her knees and told her to show Brad how horny she was. She pulled out his dick (it was uncut, and about 7 inches ... and sweaty) and started to suck him in the stairwell. She said she was not worried if anyone came ... if it was a guy, she would blow him. If it was a girl, she would just keep going and not share. Someone licked her pussy as she was sucking him (she thinks it was Ling). This only went for about 2 minutes before Brad called someone and said “open the door boys, we will be right there”. Then Jason scooped her up again and carried her up to an apartment (2E) and walked into the open door.

As soon as she was in, she was dropped to her knees and told to suck. She smiled as she looked around to Brad, Jason, and Ling ... still not knowing who else was there.

Mary then said “smallest to biggest boys” and started with Ling ... then Brad ... then Jason. I asked how big Jason is ... and she turned soooo red. “OMG Kev ... he is as big as Chico”. She sucked on the three of them for about 10 minutes, and felt hands on her hips. She started to turn to look, but Jason grabbed her chin and said “focus on the cocks in front of you my slut, not the cocks yet to come” and laughed. I nodded and did as I was told. I felt hands lifting my hips up, and soon I was standing as I kept sucking the guys. Mary said that Brad (or Brian) moaned and said “gonna cum slut” and started jerking off on my face and came. I pulled off Ling’s cock to take some in my mouth and sucked him clean. As I was doing this I saw Ling leave and before I knew it, he was behind me and in me. I asked how big he is and she said “small ... like you hon ... and very skinny cock”. “he went right in cause I was wet, and he is so small”. Jason then had me back on his cock and I heard shuffling and clothes coming off ... I guessed it was the other guys.

It felt good getting both ends used ... and then I saw feet ... lots of feet coming to my face. “Slut want to see your next dicks” and I purred over his cock in my throat. “No names” Jason said. This is dick one and up stepped a guy ... decent size cock ... cut, and very hairy. I looked up to him, and he looked about 30. “Dick two, and in stepped a BLACK guy Kev ... we both knew she had NEVER been with black. He was real thick, and long ... and no hair. I looked up to his face, he was scruffy and looked real old ... like 40. Jason then said “and last, is my bud ... dick number three”. A white guy stepped up, nice size cock, uncut, veiny, and nice balls. I looked up to him, and he was dreamy ... abs, pecs, clean shaven, and looked about 20 ... a real hung.

“so slut going small to big still” said the black guy. Just then Ling grunted, slapped my ass, and said he was cumming ... I almost forgot he was in me as I was eyeballing these strangers. He came, pulled out, wiped his small dick on my ass, and stepped away.

“I gotta get that pussy guys” Jason said and stepped back. I looked at the guys before me (Dick 1, 2, and 3”. I really wanted 3 of course ... but did not know where to start. “You aint getting my dick till your mouth is busy Mary” Jason said ... I looked back to him, and smiled. I leaned over to 3 and opened my mouth. “Me first whore” someone said and I had a handful of my hair grabbed and pulled onto number 1. He began to pull my mouth on and down his dick, then up ... very rough. I started to try and say something but then BAM, Jason entered me and I melted. I let out a noticeable moan and the guys laughed. “Slut likes that bud” said number 2 (black old man), but I could not deny it ... I did. I was being FUCKED and face fucked hard. I put a hand up to balance my self, and found number 3 abs ... rock hard, just like the cocks in me. The black guy took this time to move to my left and put my hand on his big black cock. I was jerking him, sucking one, being fucked by another, and holding those nice abs of the third stranger. The guy pulled me off his cock and said “chocolate time bitch” and moved me onto the black cock.

My first taste of black, and I must say, it smelled and tasted different ... not real good. Not sure if all black cocks are like this, or only him, but I was not really liking it. After a couple minutes, he pulled me back to his ... but I wanted number three ... so I moved my hand down and started rubbing his cock ... and what a nice cock it was. The black guy also had me jerking him ... Jason picked up his pace ... faster and harder and everytime he went nuts deep, I would swallow the cock to the balls in my mouth, driving him nuts too.

“to the bedroom” someone said an I was carried by my arms and legs and tossed on the bed. Jason then got on with me, and lifted me up as he slid under me. The three guys then stood on the bed and sat on the headboard. I instinctively leaned forward and took number 3 cock in my mouth. He was precumming and tasted sweet ... not even salty ... was he PERFECT I remember thinking. Then I felt Jason’s hands on my hips as he lowered me onto his cock, first the head, then body, and all his big dick into my waiting pussy. I actually SHOOK as I was impaled on him. Dick 3 took this chance and began moving in and out of my mouth. He was gentle, but giving me his whole cock. He said “Man, she can take every inch boys” and they chuckled. I pulled off, looked at him, and said “she can honey” and licked his cock as I looked him in the face.

“Lick my balls” said the black guy. I looked at him, and what a difference from the hung to him ... but I obeyed. I licked his nuts as I jerked the other two. Jason was loving the view and talking to me as I did this.

“Told you guys, the minute we set her up and had her walk in on me, I knew we could pass this slut around anytime we wanted”. He slapped my ass, and began fucking me as fast as he could ... then he said “gonna nut babe ... get down on me. I jumped off him and got on my knees on the floor and swallowed his slick cock in one gulp. He just lay there as I gave him 6 good sucks before he shot in my mouth ... it mixed with my cum made it taste amazing. A bit came out the corner of my mouth, but after he was done, I pulled off, opened my mouth to show all, and swallowed ... then went AHHHHH.

The number 1 dick then said “give me that pussy” and stood behind me, lifted me up, and slid his cock in my. The other two guys then lay on the bed and I began sucking the black guy. “lets see the bitch take every inch I have.”. His dick had kept growing and the old fucker did have a huge cock ... maybe 10 inches now. I would go down, take about 8 inches, and gag, and pull up ... then back down ... I got about 9 inches in again, hit my throat, but I swallowed hard and his cock head entered my throat and I had him nuts deep in my hot throat baby. The old fucker SCREAMED “FUCK SLUT yeah ... all my cock in ya slut throat” and he grabbed and held my head there. Tears started to come down my face as I struggled, but I was not gonna let him win ... so I stayed there as dick 1 was pumping me good too.

Then after what seemed like 5 minutes, but was probably less than a minute, he pulled my head up and let me suck at my pace. I sucked him a few more times before pulling off and over to the hotty ... and I licked and swirled my tongue on his nice dick ... I was loving pleasing him. The guy in my pussy then tried to go in my ass and I stopped him ... and let them know I do NOT do anal ... but you know that Kevin ... and Mary laughed.

This seemed to piss him off cause he then went in my pussy, grabbed my hair, pulled my hair, and began POUNDING my pussy. “You like that hard and rough slut, I will fuck you senseless then” and he did this hard and fast for a minute before I felt him pull out and plaster my ass and back with hot cum. He then rubbed his dick on my pussy an shoved back in to finish emptying his nuts before leaving me emply. The bed moved as the old black fucker got up, leaving me to savor dick number 3 as his amazing body was in my full view.