Chapter 1

My life (as told by a 21 year old single girl)

It all started when I was 13. I was in grade 7, and was “going steady” with a boy in grade 8. He kept pressuring me for sex and I loved him. I was 4 foot 7, about 84 pounds at the time. I have dirty blonde hair, and real small tits. He was hot, most girls said I was SOOO lucky to have him like me. After about a month of going out with him, and him always pressuring me, I agreed to blow him (trying to shut him up).

We agreed to meet in the woods by school, common area for fooling around. We went there on lunch one day, and snuck off to a spot we had gone to before to pet and play around. His name is Kevin (My name is Donna by the way), and he wasted no time once we got there, he pulled his shorts down to the ground, slipped his underwear down some, and presented his cock to me. He was cut (we are Canadian and I learned in life that most Canadians are circumsized) and about 4 inches ... not too thick at all. I looked up to him pleadingly, hoping he would stop and let us go slow, but he smiled and said “suck it Donna or I know a few girls who would LOVE to suck my cock”. I sighed, opened my mouth and leaned in slowly. He was already pre cumming and it had a string of pre cum as I gulped his head into my virgin mouth. I did not mind the taste of precum or his dick, which surprised me.

I began to bob (I had read and seen movies on the internet) so I knew what to do. I remember reading somewhere to purse your lips over your teeth too, and I did this. He loved it. “FUCK, you have done this before I see” he moaned. I pulled off and started to say no, but he put a hand on my head and pulled me back down to his cock, which I sucked eagerly. Poor Kev, I know this was his first BJ, and he had no lasting power, after about 2 minutes he came ... IN MY MOUTH. We had talked and he agreed NOT to do that. At first I did not realize, I thought it was saliva from my mouth ... then I gulped and KNEW it was his cum. I instinctively pulled off and spat, but most had gone down ... and it tasted rather nice I thought.

“sorry Don ... I did not know I was cumming” he pleaded, as I looked to him, and his cock covered cock. I could not resist, I started licking and sucking his still hard cock and cleaning up the cum.

“FUCKKKK” he moaned as I savored his cum and dick. “No FN way you have not done this before slut” he said to me ... and I was shocked. He did not believe me and he was calling me those names ... but it kind of turned me on. I sucked him and made him cum again, this time swallowing every drop. He had to step back to get me off his dick ... I could not get enough. He laughed at me as it pulled out with a plop and I licked my lips and smiled.

“Bet you wish I let you suck me sooner” he said. I smiled. Let me, I thought, I fought him off for a month, but no longer ... I will suck him as often as possible, as we walked out of the woods. On the way out we saw friends of each ours, and they KNEW what was going on ... the boys high fived and hooted, a couple girls looked at me jealously and I know wished they were me.

From there on, I blew Kevin almost daily at school on lunch at “our spot”. He told everyone (word got back to me and a lot of folks in a hurry), I lost some friends over it (slut, easy, etc), but I did not care. I figured I was getting Kev to love me even more. I had other guys “hit on” and flirt with me from grade 8 all the time now (our school went K to grade 8), but I did not take anyone up. Kev now started pressuring me for intercourse ... saying it was the next logical step, if I loved him, all the lines guys use. Finally I agreed. We were going to do it at his parents place on a Saturday afternoon ... they were going to be out, he would have the place all alone. I showed up as planned, and without any talking or fore play, we went to his room and he undressed and told me to. No licking, no kissing, nothing ... he simply got on top of me and fumbled around until he figured it out. It hurt like hell losing my hymen, and Kev took that as a compliment “yeah, my dick is big aint it Donna” he was saying ... I don’t think he really knew about hymens, first times, etc. Again, he did not last long and he pulled out as he began to cum and he came on my pussy and belly. He now noticed the blood on his dick and asked if I was on my period ... I told him know, it is supposed to happen the first time (no details needed about hymens) so he just said “cool” and stood up to go clean up. As he was, I could not resist and I scooped up his cum in my fingers and ate it (I enjoyed the taste that much). He came back, and we had sex again (just him on top, no other position), and this time I asked him when we was going to cum to pull out and let me swallow. He laughed and agreed. He did as I asked and I remember tasting my juices on his dick, which I did not care for as much as his cum, so I made the sacrifice.

He wanted to screw once more but I was sore so I blew him instead. This time he said “I want to cum all over your face like in the pornos”. I did not want to, but he insisted. “don’t worry, you can keep your mouth open and you will get some of my cum you love so much Don” and he did as he said and coated my face ... landing some in my eye (which stung), some in my hair, and the rest on my cheek and in my mouth. I ate what I could and he began wiping his cock in the cum on my face and feeding me it that way. He loved that and he became nasty calling me names as I ate his cum off his cock. After the third time he came, he was done and did not really want or need me to stay. He said I should go, which surprised me because we still had a couple hours before his parents were due home. I asked why and he said he had some friends coming over. I asked if I could stay and he got mad.

“Yo Donna, you aint gonna fuck my friends so stop trying”. I was FLOORED. I told him that was not what I meant, etc ... but he was not hearing it. He was PISSED at me and told me to leave. I tried and tried to reason with him but could not. I left crying, but he did not care.

Monday at school he would not talk to me. At lunch he ignored me even when I asked if we could go to the woods. Two of his buds over heard and said “I will go to the woods with you babe” and Kev jokingly punched them in the arm. “watch it boys, the slut may take you BOTH up on that ... she cant get enough cock” and sneered at me. I had NO clue what I had done. I again pleaded with him, but he walked away and left me there. Next day was the same, and Wed too. Then on Thursday I heard that he was breaking up with me and going with Angie now.

I confronted him and he confirmed. I was shocked...

Friday at school a boy named Glenn talked to me in French class and asked if I wanted to go for a walk at lunch. Kevin overheard and I made sure to say loudly “sure Glenn, we can go to the woods at lunch”. I had NO intention of doing anything, but wanted Kev to think I did.

Lunch came and we met at the entrance to the woods and went in. Glenn led me to a different area than I was used to, but he knew the way. After about 5 minutes he stopped and kissed me. I kissed him back and he looked around.

“so I hear you suck cock like a trooper and I am horny as hell ... how about you show me what those sweet lips can do on this” as he fished his cock out of his sweat pants. I was totally SHOCKED at his openness, his words, and then at the size of his dick. It must be at least twice as thick as Kevin, and probably 3 inches longer I thought. “Errr, Glenn, I don’t know” I said.

“that is okay babe, I know enough for us both” he said. I heard from the guys you love cock and cum, and I have cock and cum to give you so either get to it or get going” he said. He was quite forceful which turned me on...

I looked around and bit my bottom lip. “YEAH, babe, now kneel and suck” he said quite loudly. I went to my knees and looked at the cock before me. I must admit, I was horny as hell and wanted to ... so I leaned in and opened my mouth and engulfed his cock head. My cheeks puffed at the thickness of it, but loved how it filled my mouth.

“Yeah Donna, suck my dick like the cock lover you are” he said (again loudly). I began to get into a good routine and was able to take about 6 inches before gag reflex kicked in and I would pull back. His balls were much bigger than Kev and would hit my chin and throat with a slapping noise. I remember hearing that in the quiet woods and getting hornier as they did.

“Mary loves sucking my cock” Glenn said and I moaned and murmered. After about 5 minutes I was thinking I was doing a bad job because he had not cum (as Kev would by now) and I pulled off and said “am I doing bad Glenn, I want your cum so bad” and went back to his cock. “FUCK no hon, you are doing great ... and you will get cum” to which I greedily resumed. He began to try and fit the last of his cock into my throat (where Kev could never reach) but could not as I would gag each time. After another 6 or 7 minutes he said “you want cum hon ... here comes a load for you” and he began to slowly fuck my face as he held my head in place.

Kev would shoot what I assumed was a “normal” load and was like three shots then a couple dribbles. I had no knowledge about cum build up etc ... and when Glenn came it shocked me the amount of cum he had (at least 3 times as much as Kev). I swallowed 4 times to keep from choking and my eyes widened as I did. After he was done cumming, he pulled out and said something I could not make out. I looked at his cock and marveled at the size and thickness of it. I sat on my bum as I looked to him.

“What did I say boys, I told you I would have my cock in her mouth today” and I heard clapping behind me. I turned around and there was Roger, Andy, and Steve there (kids from the grade ahead of me). I got beet red in embarrassment wondering how much they saw. “why the fuck would Kevin dump this hotty” I heard from one of them. “probably because he knows she needs more than one cock to be happy” one of them said. All three of them were ogling me and I knew they had bad thoughts. I stood and quickly ran past them ... as I did one slapped my ass and one grabbed a tit ... but I made it out as they hooted behind me.

That afternoon inbetween classes my cell phone was blowing up from friends and others who were commenting on the lunch time thing. Stories got told that I pulled a train on all four, got ganbanged by them, etc ... I tried to defend myself and tell what really happened, but then one of the guys showed a pic of me blowing Glenn and obviously enjoying it. So my response was that yes it was one guy, but not all them (since they only had pics of me and Glenn), but the guys simply said they were busy fucking and could not take more pics ... I know most people believed the guys over me.

The whole weekend was more of the same, so I stayed home all weekend hoping it would blow over ... it did not. I skipped school Monday and Tuesday faking sick ... Wednesday I was forced to go by Mom, Thursday too ... and the guys were non stop asking me for head, to fuck, etc. Friday I simply cut class and hung out at the mall. I was so fucking horny, but did not want to do anything with the guys at school cause I knew that would only make things worse. I got a text from a neighbor family that I babysit for, asking if I was free that night for 7 PM, apologizing for the short notice. I replied back I could do it, hoping that would take my mind off school, and how horny I was.

I showed up at 650, was greeting by Linda and Jean Claude (parents). They had two boys Jean Guy and Nicholas (11 and 8) that I was to watch. They planned on being home at 11 and they would drive me home (10 minutes away). They left right at 7 sharp and we watched some TV until 9 when it was bedtime for Nicholas, and he went right away as he always does. Jean Guy was taking a shower as I tucked in Nicholas, and at 915 I was walking down the hall and caught Jean Guy coming out of the shower and going to his room (he assumed I was downstairs or in Nick’s room still) and he was totally nude ... skinny ass little body, nice looking bum, and his little dick easily visible with no pubes ... I laughed at the sight of him, and he ran to his room and shut his door.

I stood there for a bit and felt bad for him. I did not mean to laugh, I am sure he was embarrassed to begin with, and that probably hurt him even more. I thought for a minute, then thought I would go talk to him ... it had been about 4 minutes, so lots of time for him to be dressed or decent at least, so I knocked once and pushed the door open ... expecting him to be crying on his bed, or sitting at his desk fuming ... but when I entered, I was SHOCKED to see him standing in front of a mirror, visibly stroking his cock and looking at a picture on his phone. He saw me in the mirror and turned to me, showing me his full glory ... his dick now harder (not sure fully hard) and larger.

I turned away and said “JG” and expected him to scream at me. I heard nothing, but said “get dressed” and I heard him scurrying behind me. When the scurrying stopped, I turned around, he was in his tight white undies now, and it was easy to see his dick through the fabric.

“what were you doing JG” I asked, not sure what I expected as an answer.

“Jerking off Donna, fuck” he said ... my eyes bugged out and I was blown away.

“WHAT” I said.

“Jerking my dick to you Donna” he said again. I kind of thought he may not understand what he was saying and meaning.

“JG ... OMG, you are too young for that” I said. “I am only two years younger than you” he said ... which was true.

“But still JG, you should not do that”.

“why not, it feels good” he said.

I looked him in the eye, then to his crotch, and sighed as I looked him again in the eye.

“I bet it would feel better if you did it Don” he said to me.

OMG I thought. This kid, was asking me (his horny babysitter) to jerk his cock. ANY other time, if I had not been horny, I would have stormed out, told on him, and gotten him grounded for life ... but tonight I was so horny ... and no cock options I could really use ... sooooo.

I looked around the room, we were obviously alone. Nick was asleep probably. He wanted it, I wanted it, what harm could it do.

“JG, if I do this, you can NEVER tell anyone. Or I will never be able to babysit you again”.

“You don’t babysit me ... you babysit Nick” he said. I let him have that and let it go (I sit both boys).

I bit my bottom lip, and reached my hand towards him, and stroked his cock through the underwear. He moaned. I then put both hands on his elastic waist band, he lifted off the bed, and I pulled them down, exposing his cock. It was hard (as it gets at that age I know now), and about 3.5 inches long ... and skinny as hell. I noticed his nut sac had no hair, and looked ball less really ... so small and odd looking to me.

I began to stroke his cock slowly and alternated my eyes on his dick, and his face.

“Yeah Donna, I have always wanted you to do this” he said. I knew he liked me, but crushes are common, the fact I was allowing this was bad, I knew that. I stroked him for a couple minutes on the bed, but I wanted more. I got off the bed and knelt by his bed.

“come stand here JG” I said softly. He scooted over the bed and stood before me. I was now at eye level to his dick and started stroking it again slowly, looking at his boy cock as I did. I kept inching closer to it and got my nerve up and flicked my tongue on his head. He jumped back as I did.

“it is OK JG, you will love this” I said as I opened my mouth, took my hand off his dick, and swallowed his small cock whole and began to bob.

“oh my, oh my” he said as I began blowing him in his room. It felt weird sucking cock, but not having a mouth full, and it made me feel dirty. I sucked him for about 4 minutes when he started shaking and I figured he was about to cum ... but he never did. I kept at it and sucked for another 5 or 6 minutes, and again he shook and stuff, but no cum still. DAMN I thought, he lasts longer than boys in my school, but then he asked me to stop and that he was done. WTF I thought, I needed cum. I later learned he had dry orgasms, but I knew nothing about that then.

I was still so damn horny and seeing him naked in front of me made me think ... I stood up, and unbuttoned my blouse, showing him my small tits as I did. I then stepped out of my skirt, and took off my panties, showing him my bald beaver and ass.

“OH FUCK, I need pictures” he said as he went for his phone ... I stopped him dead in his tracks and let him know HELL no. “you can look, you can touch, but no pics or evidence JG” and he agreed. I lay down on his bed and he simply looked me over. I began to rub my fingers on my cunny and asked if he wanted to touch and he jumped at it and began rubbing my twat. I began to get wet and he noticed. He asked if I was peeing, I told him “no, just getting horny like you are” and he smiled and resumed. I then looked at his cock, still hard ... me still horny and had a dirty thought.

“JG, will you put your dick in my pussy”. He froze. I told him what to do, how to do it, etc. He got on top of me, I grabbed and guided his dick lining it up to my slit, “now push JG” and he did. It slipped in and actually felt decent.

“now move up and down a little bit, but don’t let it fall out” I said, and the trooper did as instructed and he began moving slow and steady and was actually making love to me. I was enjoying it and so was he. We did this for about 10 minutes before I was scared a bit by cars driving by etc ... so I told him to stop and get dressed.

We both dressed and I met him downstairs. I let him know again NOBODY can know, he agreed. I let him know the trouble I would be in and he agreed. He went to bed, I got drove home by Mr Richard (Jean Claude) and all was fine.

Monday I got a text from Jean Claude asking me to sit again that night... 6 PM. I had permission from my parents, and I got there at 550. I knew it was early, and odd for a Monday because Linda (his wife) normally has bingo that she and the boys do on Mondays ... but went anyway.

I got there, Jean Claude answered the door and led me in to the living room.

“how late am I babysitting tonight” I asked.

“that depends” he said

I looked at him puzzled.

“depends how long it takes you to finish and come clean”

I just kind of shook my head and shrugged to let him know I had no idea what he was talking about.

“I was talking to JG yesterday” he said.

My heart skipped a beat and I began to sweat.

“he told me EVERYTHING. You like molesting little boys Donna” he asked me.

“er, er ... I can explain” I started.

“no explaining needed. You are a horny teen and you like cock. So you are here tonight and expected some JG cock I bet didn’t you. Well tell you what. Boys are gone, Linda is gone ... you and I are here, so I got your cock if you want cock. You suck and fuck JG, you can suck and fuck me and no cops need involved”

I was shocked. Was he suggesting sex with me, and him. I started to cry and shake my head.

“Fine, you have 1 minute to change your mind or I call 911 now and get them over here”.

I cried harder out of fear “please Jean Claude, I did not mean it”

“no ... what. You did not mean to suck his cock? You did not mean to have him fuck you”

What could I say ... I dropped my head.

“30 seconds Donna ... you pick, my cock or cops”

I lifed my head up and said softly “ok, whatever”

“NO, not whatever, tell me you want my cock or you want the cops”.

I looked him in the eye and said “I want your cock”.

He smirked and stood and said “get on your knees and come over here, and fish out my cock”. I walked over, dropped before him, and looked up to him. He was a tall man to begin with, and being on my knees he looked much taller.

I unbuckled his belt, unbuttoned his jeans, and pulled down his fly. I pulled the jeans down to his knees and he was wearing boxers that really gave no indication. I looked to him and he grinned and said “keep going, find your reward” and I pulled his boxers down slowly ... and soon his cock became visible ... it was hairy, and thick. I pulled down more and more, and more cock kept appearing, then the head and it sprang from his boxers and actually caught me in the chin. OMG, it must be 8 inches long I thought. I started to shake my head in fear but he said “bigger than an 11 year old boy isn’t it Donna”. I gulped and said “ahhh, yeah” and reached for it and could barely get my hand around it. His nuts hung down and were MASSIVE.

“suck my dick like you did JG” he said. I opened up, licked my lips and leaned in. He put a hand on the back of my head and helped me move forward. I soon had his head and about 4 inches in my mouth and was about to back off, but he was not having any of it.

“OH NO Donna, this aint boy cock, you have more to suck” as he pushed me down more and more till it hit my throat and I gagged. This is when he stopped pushing and let me pull back, but soon he was pushing me back down again, till another gag, and backed off. After about 6 of these, he pulled me off his cock totally and said “now you know what man cock is like Don, do you like this or boy dick”. I looked up to him, tears in my eyes (from gagging, not fear now) and said “OMG, your big cock hands down Mr Richard”. He laughed and said “you are sucking my cock Don, you can call me JC and not Mr Richard” and pushed me back onto his cock.

I eagerly and greedily sucked it and kept thinking how much cum he might have for me to swallow. He continued to drive it into my throat over and over and I could not take the final 3 inches or so. “Donna, when I am in your throat, relax and swallow ... a big gulp, and I bet you cock will slide into your throat ... that is how you deep throat man cock like a pro” he said. I found myself nodding and tried to mutter “OK JC” but it came out slurred as I drooled over his cock. He then pushed again, hit my throat and said “gulp and swallow” ... and I did, and OMF, I felt it enter my throat and I could not breathe. He sensed my fear and calmly said “Breathe through your nose ... your nose” and I did, and I could breathe, I was not dieing after all ... LOL.

“FUCK yeah Don, almost balls deep, now swallow again” he commanded, and I did, and I felt more slip into my mouth and throat and my chin was resting on his nuts ... I had done it.

“There you go, balls deep like a champ” he said and took his hand off my head and allowed me to pull back and begin to bob.

“as long as you go deep, you can control the pace Don ... but if you don’t go deep, I can and will help you again” he said. I was more than happy to oblige as I began sucking him and deep throating him. I am pretty sure he would have been happy to take a BJ and nut in my mouth, but I was so horny and wanted cock. I pulled off, looked up to him and said something that shocked me...”JC, fuck me with your big cock ... fuck me like your kid could not”. His look was a mix of lust, shock, and hatred.

“oh you want fucked ... I will fuck you” he said ... and I got scared again. He grabbed my arms and picked me up over his shoulders and carried me to his son’s room. He tossed me on the bed and said “strip naked”. I found myself actually cooing as I stripped in like 10 seconds. I was down to my bra and panties and he stopped me. He kissed my small tits through the bra and unhooked it like a pro and se them free ... he laughed as the came out. He then went down to my panties and I thought maybe he was going to eat me out (I had heard about that many times), but nooo, he simply pulled them down and off and looked at my bald beaver and leered...”OH MY FUCK, this is gonna be tight” is all he said. He then spit on his hand, rubbed it all over his cock, then spit once on my pussy (gross I thought). Then he picked me up in his arms and held me and straddled me over his large impressive cock.

“you ready for man meat hon” he asked.

I shuddered and said yes please...

Then he lowered and I felt his cock head pushing on my small opening, and he tried to get it in, but had to move and shift to get it, then I felt a SEERING pain as his head entered my tight pussy ... I screamed, he laughed, and said something I cannot remember. He then began to lift me up and down on his cock and got a pace going where more and more cock got into me, until he would bottom out. He commented on my no hymen, stating I must have had more cock than JG who would not have popped my cherry with boy cock and I muttered something like “a few” even thought it was only Kev and his cock.

He began going harder and faster and I begged him to slow down and not go so deep ... This only made him go harder and faster. He then dropped me onto the bed and told me to get on my hands and knees, which I did. I looked at his cock as I did and it was so huge, veiny, and bulging ... I was in love I thought ... I had found my calling.

He then got behind me, grabbed my pony tail and arched my back. I honestly had no idea what was happening (not knowing about doggy style) until he rammed in me and began fucking me. He held my ass as he did and he talked the whole time. “nice ass” and “take my dick kid” and “oh I could learn to love this pussy” and I just begged him to fuck me.

After about 10 minutes he asked “you on the pill” and I said no. “You get your period yet” and I shook my head no.

“good then you cant get pregnant so I am gonna cum in your tight cunt” he said.

“No please, I want to eat your cum JC” I said. “JG could not cum for me, but I bet you can, let me eat your cum please” I begged.

“OH FUCK YEAH” he said as he pulled out. I froze not knowing what to do when he sprinted around the beg and rammed his wet large cock in my mouth. I began being face fucked and could see his balls contract and then BAM ... the first HUGE splat of cum in my mouth, then another, and another, and another before it slowed to a trickle. It was leaking out the corners of my mouth and onto the bedspread ... but I swallowed as much as I could. I kept sucking when he stopped fucking, but soon he pulled out and said he was done (I later learned men have a recovery period).

“You fucking loved that load of seed didn’t you Don” to which I replied “FUCK YEAH”. He then wiped his fingers into the bedspread and fed me the drops I missed.

“get dressed and I will take you home” he said. I tried to say “it is too early, my parents will think something is wrong if I go home now”. I don’t care kid, we both got what we wanted, now you have to go before Linda and the kids get home.

“when can I suck your big cock again JC” I asked.

“when I want you to. Now get ready”

He drove me towards home, I got off in an alley 5 minutes away, waited about 90 minutes, then went home and to bed.

He never told me to shut up about it ... I knew enough to.

That night I googled babysitter, and sex, and stuff to see about this ... and was SHOCKED how much was on the net about this ... so what happened was not odd I realized. I wondered if other dads of kids I babysit would fuck me, or if they had big cocks. I wanted to find out ... SOON.

That night laying in bed I made a decision ... I loved cock, and was going to get it when I wanted. I was not going to pretend any more, or try to be good ... I was just going to go with the flow and be the slut I figured I was meant to be. I packed some “slutty” clothes for school the next day, and before home room I went in and changed. A low cut blouse, a short plaid skirt, and I took off my panties ... when I walked in home room, the shock was obvious from everyone. We did not have any dress regulations, and nothing strict, so there was really nothing that could be said or done. On recess I had the attention of lots of guys as I walked around. At the corner of the building (where the older boys smoked), I walked over and there was Glenn, and a few older boys (a few of who told of gang banging me when they had not). I walked right up to them, and stood in front of Glenn and said “Can I suck your cock at lunch today”. He almost fainted at hearing it...”sure hon” you can suck me anytime. I then turned and took two steps before lifting up my skirt and showing my bare ass to the group ... then I turned and said “any of you pricks want to come watch a pro in action, feel free to be there”, and I walked away. I heard the laughing as I left.

I was so horny waiting for lunch that I actually went to the washroom and rubbed my pussy in the stall. I got wet thinking about it. When lunch bell finally went, I was about to bolt out, but damned if our teacher did not make us stay 5 minutes longer as he finished his lesson ... FUCK. when he did finally dismiss us, I made a beeline past the cafeteria to the woods. I did notice the cafeteria very quiet ... normally there are MANY folks there at lunch, but not today ... odd I thought.

I actually started to run once I got outside and as I entered the woods, I noticed some guys hanging around, they snickered as I passed them. Some made comments which I had to agree with. As I got near the spot I had blown Glenn before, there was Andy and Steve from before smiling at me. I looked them in the face and said “where is the cock for me, I am so fucking horny”. They looked to each other and said almost in unison “we got cock for ya Don”. I looked to their groin and said “I mean Glenn silly boys” and lifted my skirt up in front exposing my pussy to them ... they high fived.