Chapter 5: Mary Campbell

I followed Miss Campbell to the school parking lot. She got in a car, and when she was about to leave, I arrived in time to stop her. She looked desperate, pale, and with tears in her eyes. I didn’t know what she was going to do after leaving school, what if something happened to her?

Driving in that state, she may have an accident, and although I still don’t understand what’s going on, I’m afraid she’ll end up killing herself.

“Miss Campbell, please stay here.”

“Get out of the way, Ethan!! I’ll run over you if you don’t get out of the way!!”

I felt uncomfortable seeing the despair in her eyes through the windshield, would she really run over me if I didn’t get out of the way? But seeing her despair hardened my determination to keep her from leaving here.

“Shall we talk, please? Calm down, and talk to me, don’t do anything you regret later. You were always such a good person. You are not just going to run over me, right?”

My words seemed to affect her a little. She hesitated for a moment, and after a few seconds of silence, she turned off the car and opened the door.

“Sorry, Ethan. I...”

She was half out of the car, but when she started to say something, she started to cry bitterly and sat down on the seat again. This time, she didn’t start the car and just put her hand on the steering wheel and started to cry.

My heart shook at the sight of her tears falling and I didn’t know what to do. She was very unstable at the moment. After a little hesitation, I went around the car and tried to open the passenger door. When I realized it was closed, I hit the glass a few times to get her attention.

She looked up at me, and realizing that I wanted to go in, she opened the door and I went in quietly. Sitting in the passenger seat, I looked at her for a moment and seeing that she had not yet calmed down, I was silent and took out my cell phone.

The strange things that have happened made me more or less aware of what is happening, and I created a crazy theory in my head. The only way I could think of to confirm this theory was through a type of website that is well known all over the world by young, hot-blooded men.

Even women frequent this type of website a lot.

Porn sites.

I know this kind of site a lot. Although I am ugly ... No, exactly because I am ugly, I have a very strong sexual drive. I once compared my sexual drive to that of Jeff and realized that I am abnormal in that sense.

After all, not every man masturbates 7 times a day. Sometimes I even masturbate more.

I don’t normally count, but I once heard my friends talking about masturbation, and I realized that I am indeed abnormal.

Jeff, the one who masturbated the most, sometimes twice a day, he was abnormal according to the conversation.

If Jeff wants to, he says he can masturbate up to three times a day, and that’s more or less his limit. As for me, who average 5-6 times, I was very abnormal. Of course, I didn’t tell my friends about it.

I was already known as a freak, I don’t want to be known like that in other ways.

It is not as if I constantly seek to masturbate, but that from time to time my thoughts lead me to women I find attractive, like Miss Campbell, and when I realize, I am already hard and ready to masturbate.

When this happens, sometimes I go into a porn site, sometimes I think of women who attract me, and I masturbate.

So porn is very familiar to me.

On my cell phone, I typed the name of the site that I normally enter on google, and clicked on the link.

When I opened the home page, the penny finally dropped, and I was silent. I browsed the site, my face pale, my hands shaking. It was hard for me to believe, but what could I do?

After a few minutes of browsing the site, I looked at the screen of my cell phone, and then I looked at the woman crying silently beside me, and I finally understood completely what was going on.

If there was a site in the world that operated under the idea of ​​aesthetic beauty, it was the porn site. Other than that, there were obviously others, such as those of model agencies, singers, and actors. But what is most evident for sure is the porn sites.

Comparing the women in the videos on my cell phone, with the woman beside me, the difference was huge.

Miss Campbell had long blood-red hair, beautiful blue eyes, long, charming lashes. Red and seductive mouth, small nose, and a perfect white face.

Her body is even more amazing since she has big breasts, maybe an F, a slim waist, wide hips; an hourglass figure. Her legs were long and smooth, drop-dead beauty.

Throughout the school, I can count on the fingers the number of women as beautiful as she is. Although movie stars look good, it is very difficult to find someone with such a devilish body, so she is a rarity, a type of woman almost impossible to find, and she has been my teacher for over a year.

During the past year, I have put her on a pedestal. She is a beautiful woman, with a hot body, and a gentle and calm personality. If it weren’t for my low self-esteem, I would have fallen in love with her already. Even with my self-esteem so low, I still have a crush, it says a lot about the temptation that is the woman known as Mary Campbell.