Chapter 11

It’s been a month since Robbie left. He calls and talks to the kids who beg him to come home. He tells them he will soon but he won’t talk to me at all.

I just take care of my children and goes to work every day as usual. I tried to tell the kids that daddy would be back soon but didn’t know exactly when. Everyone at the office is wondering what’s wrong with the usuallly bubbly happy Melinda. They don’t realize I’m dying inside. I miss him so much. Again i knows it’s my fault that he’s gone.

I found a motel on the other side of town and I move around occasionally in case she’s looking for me. I hasn’t talked to Melinda in a month but I know I’m going to have too at some point.

I’m sitting at the same bar I was sitting at all those years ago when she walked in and sat down beside me.

“Robbie, the kids miss you and so do I.”

I asked, “Who am I talking to, Melinda the Escort, the adulteress or Melinda, my wife. I guess you’re still my wife. Have you filed yet?”

“Robbie, I love you, I have no intention of divorcing you unless that’s what you want. If it would make you happy, then I will set you free. If not, we need to talk, privately. I have a lot to tell you and I want to get it all out. Then I’ll leave you to your sadness and anger. I just want you to know that since you forgave me and let me back into your life, I have been totally faithful to you. You have given me the life I always wanted. Will raped me. You are aware of that so that wasn’t infidelity. So if you want to talk, you know where to find me. I love you, Robbie.”

She got off the stool and walked out. Just as the door closed, I thought, I have to know. I threw down some bills and ran after her. I caught her just as she was unlocking her car.

I said, “Ok, let’s talk. Your old career as a hooker is how you knew Jack, wasn’t it?”

She sighed, “Yes. That Melinda was a fucked up high end party girl escort that was fucking rich clients on a regular basis. I’ve already told you that I wasn’t a good person back then. But in my defense, I was ill. Anne had a word for it but the bottom line was, I was sick ... mentally, Robbie. That Melinda loved to fuck and even more she loved the feel of her fuck buddy ejaculating in her. That induced mind numbing orgasms in me. I begged them to shoot their load in me and knock me up. Not that I wanted them to actually impregnate me. It was just sex talk and some of them got off on it thinking they were actually putting their baby in my womb.”

“The thought of a strange man cumming in my pussy triggered my kinky side. Robbie, I fucked at least twenty five men before I met and fell in love with you. Jack was my last client before we married. I didn’t like him as a sex client then and I hated him more for what he and I did to our marriage later.”

“He saw me one day when I was picking up take out at a restaurant for dinner. I tried to tell him I was out of the business and happily married but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. He threatened to tell you everything about me if I didn’t fuck him. I agreed to meet him to keep him from telling you all about the slutty Melinda. I had stopped my pills hoping to conceive with you. You know the rest. He drugged me and fucked me. He impregnated me. I had to tell you. It wasn’t something I could hide for long. My belly was going to swell with another man’s child. I knew there was no way you would or could accept that.”