Chapter 68

May 17th, 2021

Hello Everyone,

I hope this finds you in good health. It’s been almost two months and a lot has went on. First I want to say my stress concerning heat is way lower than it has been the last several years.

Having room, household, and auto A/C keeps me right. I avoid being outside much when it’s my version of hot, Which is 74 degrees or higher. As long as I’m in the shade I can go a bit when it’s that low.

My personal mobility is a growing concern. I go through periods of having to use a cane even in my own home. I now have a mobility wheelchair if I go somewhere a lot of walking is necessary. I’m also getting the Handicapped placard for my vehicle.

Mentally, I’m a mixed bag. On the one hand, I stay active and feel reasonably ok. On the other, I have night terrors as well as some confusion and daily high anxiety levels. Memory is in short supply. The only thing I can do is focus on the now and do my best.

My counselor has decided that I suffer PTSD as well. Apparently, a hard life has consequences. Who would have thought? Lol. So there we are. Cheers.