Chapter 54: Writing A List Can Be A Bitch

Sept. 26th, 2019

Hello Everyone,

I was fired on Tuesday the 24th due to my FMLA issues. My supervisor was upset he even texted me on my personal phone about it. He’s a great guy and we’ll keep in touch.

I now have a lot of free time other than playing chauffeur. So I’m trying to figure out a way of using it constructively. So I got a hold of some time management software because I am liable to forget some important appointment if I am not reminded of it.

My wife is trying to decide if I need to apply for rehabilitative services or disability. I don’t make decisions like that anymore. I would prefer disability because I really can’t stand being drowned in noise and light for eight to ten hours a day. I still don’t sweat and with the meds I’m on no security company in their right mind would hire me. I wouldn’t hire me if I was running a security company.

Anyhow, I was trying to make a list of the things I should be doing today. It was almost impossible. That part of my brain said “fuck you.” and fogged over. I was able to get part of a list.

TBH, it is really really easy to go find something easier to do like watch videos and forget about it rather than plow through. I start questioning myself about my motives and end up confusing myself. So I allowed myself the distraction of this blog entry to try to get my self together.

Cheers,