Chapter 4: Seizure

Sept. 17th 2018

I just left work because I am having seizures. I want you to see what it’s like. I was at my job for less than 2 hours. Now, it’s hard to think. My hands and arms jerk. I feel little because I’m not earning money for my wife and children. I’m afraid because the seizures are getting worse before they were just in my head. Now I shake. I work from home and had to dial a number to call in sick. I couldn’t remember how to find the number in my phone. I had to just sit there until I could because I’m home alone at the moment. I try to shield my family from some of my symptoms. To spare them and because I’m afraid when I get too bad they won’t want me anymore. I had to take a Naproxen which are my pain pills. I’m only allowed three a week. I try to save them for the chainsaw people. I’m tired.

Cheers,