Chapter 2

“Y’all seem to be doing pretty good,” Mitch said looking around at their equipment. “I mean y’all got everything y’all need to survive.”

“We manage.”

“Would y’all mind if we joined y’all? Y’all could have all the pussy y’all wanted.”

“Mitch, we’ve already talked about that! We’re goin’ to the CDC.”

“CDC? Atlanta? Y’all don’t want to go to Atlanta. That place is a wasteland,” Davis informed them tearing at a piece of meat with his teeth.

“That’s not what we heard. We were told they were taking in survivors and are workin’ on a cure.”

“We’ve been to Atlanta a few times and trust me, y’all don’t wanna go there.”

“The CDC is an evacuation site. We met with people who know people that went there.”

“The CDC is gone. There must have been a huge explosion or something. The place is leveled.”

“See!” Mitch boasted. “I told y’all it was a mistake to go there. We should have stayed with that group me met last winter! Or went to Mobile like I said in the first place!”

“Just shut up, Mitch, let me think!”

“I gotta agree with Mitch this time,” David suggested. “Let’s stay here, these guys seem safe. What choice do we have now?”

“Yea Uncle Michael, they have food, water and guns,” Dylan added. “That’s a hell of a lot more than what we have.”

“FUCK ... FUCK ... FUCK!” resonated throughout the camp site as the man fucking Addison slowed his thrusts until he came to a complete stop, panting hard on top of her. The five of them stared at the bulky man covering the petite girl. “Damn that’s some good pussy!” he added pulling away from her. “Who’s next?”

“I am,” a Spanish-looking man announced pulling his cock from her hand as he jockeyed around to get into position between her legs. His cock was large and hard, with thick veins bulging out from all around. Aiming for her leaking gash, he pushed forward, sinking into her cum-filled hole. She grunted as the breadth stretched her pussy more than her father’s ever had. With a steady motion he began fucking her, slamming his expansive meat into her fast and deep.

“What do y’all say?” Mitch asked again. “Can we stay here with y’all? Y’all have all the pussy y’all ever wanted. All of y’all.”

“All of us? Every one of us? Our entire community?”

Glancing around the camp ground at the other five men he smiled. She’d taken on more than ten men before and came out of it just fine. She’d have no problem handling them and eventually the others would get tired of fucking her worn-out hole and they could resume fucking her all the time.

“What do y’all think, Michael? Can she do their whole group?”

“Yes, everyone in y’all’s group. All of y’all,” Michael offered.

“Hey Lewis, did y’all hear that?” Davis announced with a smile. “They want to join us and said our entire camp fuck her as much as we wanted. How does that sound?”

“FUCK YEA!” the soldier replied to the agreement of the others. “Count me in!”

“Another Steward whore!” someone else called out. Michael furrowed his brow. That was the second time someone mentioned that name.

“Y’all seem pretty generous with her pussy,” the commander scolded, scowling at them. “Y’all find an orphan, fuck her into submission and then offer her up like a piece of meat to any man y’all come across! I have every right to just take her from y’all and put a bullet in your head for being such assholes!”

“Orphan?” Michael inquired. Who said she was an orphan?”

“Y’all did. Y’all said her parents were tore apart by, what did y’all call them? Oh yea, biters.”

“NO, no, no, I’m her father, only her mother was killed by biters.”

“Yea, and I’m her uncle,” Mitch announced. “And so is he and that’s her cousin,” he added pointing at Dylan. The Commander stared at the four of them.

“That’s seriously fucked up!” Serg said shaking his head. “It was pretty bad when I thought she was just some random girl y’all found but knowing she’s y’all relative makes it even worse.”

“Like I said, we gotta do what we gotta do in order to survive,” Michael said.

“And y’all have to fuck your own daughter to survive?”

“It’s complicated.”

“Sounds pretty simple to me. Y’all basically pimping your own daughter out to every Tom, Dick and Harry for food and a few sips of water.”

“That’s all we have to offer! We don’t have anything else! We don’t have a choice, damn it!”

“And now y’all want to join our group because we have food, water and protection. Is that right?”

“Can y’all blame us? We won’t survive out here alone and it is only getting’ worse. We don’t have anywhere else to go. No one else to help us. Addison knows this and is ready, willin’ and able to fuck whomever she has to for our survival,” Mitch added.

“No matter what?”

“No matter what.”

“So y’all willing to just hand over your daughter for our group to fuck?” He asked Michael.

“I guess. It’s kinda a tradeoff. We get what we need and y’all get what y’all want. Addison understands what she has to do.”

“Is that what y’all really want Michael? I feel I have to ask y’all that. We are willing to take y’all back to our camp, but I y’all need to understand what will be expected of y’all. ALL of y’all.”

“Back to y’all’s camp? I thought this was y’all’s camp!” David asked. Davis chuckled.

“Hell no. We’re on a supply run. Three days out, three days back. Our camp is about 18 miles out.”

“Is there food and water there?” Mitch asked optimistically.

“More than enough for five more mouths. We have a huge farm to grow crops, some cattle and other animals for food, eggs and milk. We have an eight foot high with barbed wire surrounding the entire compound and enough fire power to defend ourselves for a decade.”

“Sounds perfect!” Mitch exclaimed and David chimed in with agreement.

The grunting noises emitting from the soldier pounding into Addison became louder and longer. His thrusts became irregular and he growled like a wild animal as he poured his cum into her overworked hole. The men watched for several minutes until he finally extracted himself from her, collapsing on the ground a few feet away. The giant black man was the only one left who hadn’t fucked her and moved closer to the sprawling girl as he unzipped his pants. She was taking short breaths of air, her body glistening with sweat in the dim light of the fire.

The heavy material crashed to the ground with a thud drawing her attention to the final man soaring above her. Her eyes followed his bare beefy legs until she saw his gigantic black cock, so heavy it sagged toward the ground even though it was erect. It looked like a baby’s arm sprouting from a nest of kinky hair between his legs. She swallowed hard.

“HOLLY SHIT!” Michael nearly shouted as he stared at it. “That won’t fit inside of her!”

“Sure it will,” Mitch interrupted. “Her pussy can handle it. Hell, she can handle anything!”

“I don’t think he should try!” her concerned father voiced. “What if he hurts her?” The hulking black soldier stood towering over her looking toward his sergeant for direction. Even though he wanted nothing more than to fuck her, he wouldn’t do it if ordered not to. He was a dedicated soldier.

“Michael, she has to,” Mitch leaned closer to inform him. “A deal’s a deal. Besides, if we start saying who can and who can’t fuck her, they might not take us with them to their camp!”

“But it’s so ... so big. No, it’s beyond big, it’s enormous! He’s gunna split her in half with that giant thang!”

“She’ll stretch, trust me. She’s still young and flexible. We gotta let him try.”

“What I do, Serg?” he asked slowly stroking his fat cock to keep it hard. It was so thick even his long fingers couldn’t encompass it. “I’ll go easy on her.” Davis stared at Michael.

“Y’all her father, y’all decide.”

Michael stared, still in disbelief, at his king-size cock. It didn’t belong to a human, more like a horse or something. He’s seen thousands of cocks before but none reached the size of that one. Not even in his wildest imagination could he have envisioned something that size, not on a man.

“It’s so big,” he repeated unable to break his stare from it.

“I warned y’all, didn’t I?”

“Yea, but I wasn’t prepared for that!”

“Yes or no? Keep in mind if y’all say ‘no’ y’all have to get your things and leave. We’re keeping the girl but y’all have to go.”

“That’s blackmail!”

“No, it’s a fact. The four of y’all have absolutely no value to us so y’all be dead weight. The girl we can use, she’ll be valuable to us. We’re agreeing to take y’all four because of her.”

“I guess I don’t have a choice then, do I?”

“Y’all have a choice, it just depends on what y’all want.”

“Go ahead and fuck ‘er,” he mumbled, turning away from the giant man. “Just make him stop if he starts hurting her.”

“Don’t worry, I don’t want her injured any more than y’all do. She’s got a really nice pussy and I plan on using it for years to come,” he winked. Michael felt uncomfortable by that statement.

She was completely covered by his huge body, just one leg from the knee down was visible beneath him. A high pitched squeal signaled his entry as he fumbled around under his bulky stomach to guide his fleshy pole into her. He hardly stirred, the only visible sign of movement was his ass cheeks as they hollowed and arched slightly. Michael was thankful that he wasn’t pounding into her like the others had. There was no way she’d survive a thrashing like that from him.

With his forearms flush against the ground, running along either side of her, he kept most of his weight off of her, only his lower half was pressed against her body as he slowly rocked back and forth. Michael wondered how much of his cock was actually inside of her and was thankful for the way he was fucking her. Her tightness must have felt great around his massive tool and he watched for several minutes until he began grunting and moving a little faster. He was quiet and gentle with her.

Moments later he pulled away, whispered something to her with a smile and stood to dress. Addison wasn’t moving and her stomach was rising and falling rapidly. The light was too dim to clearly see if she was alright and he could only pray that she was.

“Addison?” he called standing to get a better view. “Honey are y’all alright?” Pulling her torso up with her elbows she slowly nodded, still unable to close her legs.

“Here, bring her this,” Davis said cutting off a large slab of meat from the pig. Reaching for the canteen he held it out to him as well. “She did a good job and she’ll need to keep her strength up for round two,” he smiled.

“And three and four,” one of the soldiers joked snickering in the background.

Ignoring their lewd comments about his daughter, he walked to her and discretely inspected her pussy. The light was too dim to clearly see, but her hole seemed dark and extended. A river of cum trickled from her, disappearing into the shadows under the crack of her ass. He sighed, feeling a little better about her wellbeing.

“Eat,” he said stooping beside her with the meat. She sat up, feeling a rush of fluids pouring from her. Her pussy burned but otherwise seemed okay. Wiping at the mess between her legs she held it out toward the fire hoping that it wasn’t blood. It was mostly white with some clearness. She exhaled deeply thankful she wasn’t bleeding.

“Here’s some water,” he said handing her the canteen. She swigged fast, spilling a lot onto her bare chest and legs. He was amazed by how much she drank. “Thirsty, eh?” She nodded. “How do y’all feel?” Lowering the canteen she wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and shrugged, not making eye contact with him.

“GOD HE WAS HUGE!” Michael joked, hoping to lighten her mood. She grimaced, indicating the discomfort he caused. “At least he went easy on y’all.” She nodded. “Eat now. The men want another round with y’all.” Slowly she nodded, tearing at the meat with her teeth before chewing. “They might fuck y’all more after that too. Think y’all can do another marathon?”

Inhaling deeply she gave him a half smile and a slow nod. She would do whatever was necessary for them to survive.

“Does this mean y’all are takin’ us with y’all?” Mitch asked ignoring the interaction between Michael and his daughter.

“If that’s what y’all want.”

“HELL YEA!”

“Y’all don’t know anything about us.”

“I don’t care. I know it’s gotta be better than what we got now.”

“And y’all willing to share the girl with our entire camp, no matter how many men there are?” He nodded. “She’ll be the only female there.”

“She’s the only female here, so what’s the difference?”

“Exactly how many men are in y’all’s camp?” David asked listening to on their discussion with concern. Davis chuckled.

“It would be a tactical error to reveal our numbers to someone we just met. What if y’all tried to attack?” The two men stared at him with shock. There was only five of them and they already knew they didn’t have any weapons.

“What do y’all mean?” David asked not sure he was serious.

“Corporal Harris, get over here,” the sergeant called to one of the soldiers waiting for the start of the second around.

“Yes sergeant,” he muttered hurrying to join him while pulling up his pants.

“Tell them about our, uh, little camp. Anything they want to know. I’m starting round two,” he added winking at his man as he passed.

“What ch’all wanna know?”

“Well for starters, where is y’all’s camp?” Mitch asked.

“Ever hear of Fort Benning?” The older men nodded. Everyone has heard of Benning. “That’s us.”

“Y’all’s camp is Fort Benning?!? DAMN! It must be strong then, huh?” Mitch asked

“We ain’t had no problems with people tryin’ to attack us or nuttin’, if that’s what y’all mean.”

“How many men are there?” David asked worried about what will happen there if Addison was the only female.

“Don’t know ‘xactly. We get new people and lose people all the time. When we left, I think there was ‘round 220 or so. Maybe a few more.”

“TWO HUNDRED AND TWENTY?!?” David exclaimed giving Mitch a nervous look.

“Hey, there’s strength in numbers, right?” Mitch asked smirking at his nemeses. He’s hated David almost as much as Michael since the day they met. “That just means they can protect us better!”

“Mitch, we can’t go there with that many men!” David leaned to him closer, hoping to avoid the soldier’s earshot. “They’ll fuck Addison to death!”

“That won’t happen,” he huffed. “If she’s the only pussy available, they’ll treat her like gold, I promise.”

Glancing back at his niece lying flat on her stomach he watched Davis positioned himself behind her, pulling on her hips to bring her onto her knees. Her face was turned to the side and resting on the ground, her arms flopped to the side and her ass pointed upward. Davis moved closer, slipping his renewed erection into her cum-logged pussy. Both grunted as he quickly bottomed out inside of her. Just as quickly as he entered, he pulling it from her pussy and aimed higher, pressing it against her puckered nether hole. David could hear her groan as he entered her well fucked asshole in a single thrust. Michael stood nearby watching as the sergeant began thrusting back and forth deep into her gut.

“What do y’all think, Dylan?” David asked hoping to get validation in his apprehension.

“Y’all want to survive, right?” Mitch asked him before he could answer. He nodded, looking toward David. He was still fuming over his closeness to his cousin-lover and was considering ways to get rid of him before they reach the camp.

“So y’all think we should go to their camp? Expose Addison to all those men?” Dylan glanced to his Uncle Mitch.

“Sure he does. Look, I promised his parents I’d take care of him if anything ever happened to them and the best way I can do that is if we go with the soldiers. Y’all know this, right Dylan?” He directed the question to his nephew with a stern voice.

“I guess,” he mumbled, turning his gaze to the ground. He didn’t like the idea of them fucking his girlfriend, but what was the alternative? He was sick and tired of constantly being on the run, scavenging for food and water and never having a safe place to sleep.

“David are y’all with us?” he asked staring at him with unblinking eyes. Even though he knew it was the safest place for them, he didn’t like the idea of sacrificing his niece. There had to be an alternative to this.

I dunno, Mitch. I think we should discuss this with Michael first. Get his input.”

“I don’t think we should mention that bit about how many soldiers are there to Michael. We don’t need him causing any problems for us.”

“It’s his daughter, don’t y’all think he’s got a right to know?”

“We’ll tell him on the way there. If he wants to back out, he can decide that then. If he knows now, he may not want to go at all.”

“I still think we should tell him.”

“We will, just not right now. Let the soldiers enjoy some pussy tonight and tomorrow I’ll tell him, I promise. Enjoy y’all’s food and water and get some sleep. At least tonight we’ll be able to sleep in a proper place and not in a tree or abandoned car. Just keep that in mind, okay?” David nodded, still unsure about the scheme.

“I want to tell him in the morning, before we leave. If he decides to go, I’ll support that decision. If he wants to continue to Atlanta, I’ll follow him there, along with Addison.”

“Y’all heard the sergeant, Atlanta is overrun with biters. It will be a certain death if we go!”

“Michael’s gotten us this far and I trust him. He is my older brother after all.”

“Okay, just don’t say anything to him tonight. Let’s enjoy the company of our new friends, at least for now.”

“Okay, but tomorrow morning, I’ll explaining everything to him, before we leave.”

“Agreed.”

“Have y’all been at Benning since the beginning’,” Mitch asked the corporal hoping to distract David from thinking too much.

“Yes sir, since day one. I was goin’ through basic when all hell broke loose. We got dispatched to Columbus to try and restore order, but I’ll be danged if we didn’t get over runned by them walkers. We had two thousand men there and only ‘bout a third of us made it back to camp. I’ll tell y’all what, it sure was crazy as shit there. We had to abandon the mission.”

“Y’all said there was 220 soldiers in Benning, what happened to the others?”

“Mostly they got kicked out. General McAllister was left in charge after the gov’ment went to hell in a hand basket and he lost his mind last summer. He kept ordering us to go out and fight the dead and we kept losin’ men left and right. Colonel Steward got tired of his crazy-ass orders and tried to remove him from command. McAllister tried to have him court martialed but the Colonel had too many supporters. We armed ourselves and over threw the general and sent him and all of his followers out of the camp. We lost a lotta good men but so did they. We sent over a hundred of them bastards into the woods with only a knife, a pistol and six bullets each.”

“Wow that’s crazy!”

“We keep havin’ those son ‘o bitches coming to the fence asking to come in. We let in a few, but not many. Serves them bastards’ right!”

“Where there any women?” David asked, still concerned about what might happen to his niece.

“In the beginning’ we had some women still from basic training. After a while most left to be with their family. A few stayed but they was havin’ trouble with the other soldiers.”

“Trouble? What kinda trouble?” David inquired.

“There was only a handful of women and hundreds of men so fights were breakin’ out all the time over them. McAllister put the women in solitary to keep ‘em safe, but some of the men kept fightin’ over ‘em. Steward wanted to let the men have ‘em, y’all know to relieve tension but the general wouldn’t even think ‘bout that. After we kicked McAllister out, Steward opened the doors where the women were and let ‘em out.”

“What happened?”

“All I can say is it was like Mardi Gras!” He replied snorting as he laughed. “Ever been there? It was one big party all the time! It had been months since any of the men had a woman and everybody was all pumped up over beating McAllister’s men so the women were like spoils of war.” David stared at him in disbelief.

“Did they kill the women?”

“Hell no, well not really meanin’ to. Y’all got to remember we had over three hundred men at the time and only four women. Steward had promised the men if they helped him defeat McAllister they could have the women and he kept his promise.”

“So they’re all dead?”

“No, one got away. Some of the men chased after her, but she went off into the woods with a bullet in her leg. The other three lasted a while. They looked pretty ragged after about a couple of weeks though,” he added with a smile.

“Were they fucked to death?” David asked growing more concerned for Addison.

“Naw. One broke a mirror in the bathroom and cut her wrists. A few days later another one took a pistol from one of the soldiers while he fucked her, put the barrel in her mouth and pulled the trigger. Her brains were all over the walls. Left a real mess for us to clean up.”

“What happened to the fourth one?”

“She lasted longer than anyone thought she would. With the others gone, she was takin’ on all the men by herself for days on end.”

“How did she die?”

“Let’s just say she was tore up pretty good down there, if y’all know what I mean. After ‘bout five days of everyone fuckin’ her nonstop, she started bleedin’ pretty bad and they couldn’t get it to stop. Doc sewed her up and it helped, but those horny bastards kept wantin’ to fuck ‘er. Started using her ass instead thinkin’ it would be alright, but she started bleedin’ again. She lost a lotta blood by the time they got doc, and he couldn’t stop it in time. They had to put a bullet in her head to keep ‘er from turnin’.”

David’s face turned white. He was positive that Addison would suffer the same fate if they took her there. He made up his mind to convince Michael not to go. He would rather have her alive and with them than having her killed that way.

“They don’t do that with all the women they met, right?” Mitch asked hoping to put David’s mind at ease. He noticed his discomfort when the corporal mentioned about the last girl bleeding to death.

“‘Bout seven months ago we had these two women come to the gate askin’ for help. They were alone and we let them in. One was real pretty too. Blonde hair and bright blue eyes. The other was a Mexican girl with a nice body but not so pretty in the face. It didn’t matter what they looked like though ‘cause the men were only interested in what was between their legs,” he snickered.

“What happened to them?”

“Died.”

“How?” David inquired after catching his breath. He was sure they were fucked to death just like the other woman.

“They killed themselves and only after ‘bout two weeks. We had just finished up a three day fuck-fest and they begged us to give ‘em some time off to rest. Next thing y’all know we found ‘em deader than a door knob. Stupid bitches covered their faces with plastic bags and suffocated in the night. I felt real bad for the blonde ‘cause she was so pretty,” he growled.

“They killed themselves ‘cause they were being mass raped nonstop!” David spat before standing up to leave, mumbling something under his breath.

“What’s his problem?” Harris asked watching as he threw a rock as hard as he could into the forest.

“He’s just upset ‘cause there ain’t no women where we’re goin’,” Mitch informed him.

“We got the little one,” he replied grinning with a quick glance toward Sergeant as he fucked Addison.

“Yes we do and between y’all and me, she’s beggin’ to get fucked by all the men in y’all’s camp.”

“Really?”

“Really. She’s what they call a nympho, ever hear of that before?”

“Yes sir I have, but I ain’t never seen one in real life before.”

“Well now y’all have!” He said smirking. “She wants to fuck all the time and I just hope y’all have enough soldiers to satisfy her,” he winked. Corporal Harris smiled.

“I don’t thank dat’ll be a problem.”

“Just make sure when we get to Fort Benning y’all spread the word about her, okay? I mean tell them how much she likes to fuck.”

“Don’t y’all worry y’all ‘self none, most of ‘em will wanna fuck her even if she weren’t no nympho!”

Turning his attention to the action under the canopy Mitch smiled as the sergeant was just cumming in her ass, grinding his pubes into the roundness of her lily-white ass. A second soldier was sitting near her face while she sucked his cock and a third soldier was standing to the side stroking his erection while he waited for the Sergeant to finish. This was going to be a long night for Addison.

“We’re not going!” David muttered returning from his brief absence. “They’re animals and they’ll kill her and then probably us after she’s gone!”

“Relax, David,” Mitch tried to calm him down. “Tomorrow we’ll talk to Michael together and explain our concerns. If he doesn’t want to go then we won’t go. It’s that simple. It’s his daughter so we’ll leave the decision to him.”

“I want to tell him now! So he’ll know what kinda people we’re dealing with.”

“That won’t do no good, besides, they’ve been very generous to us with their food so the least we can do is share Addison with them for a while. Don’t upset the apple cart tonight,” he said putting his arm around his shoulders. “We’re all friends here, David, so let’s be friendly, okay?”

“I’ll still tell Michael,” he huffed twisting away from his embrace and sitting on a log beside the dying fire. Mitch glanced toward the men and smiled as he watched Lewis pulling away from her backside, his semi-erect cock glistening in the low light to make room for another soldier. She hardly made a sound as the next one dropped to his knees behind her and pushed his hard cock into one of her holes. Which one he didn’t know but it really didn’t matter.

Gripping her boney hips, he began violently slamming into her backside, pushing her mouth further onto the other man’s cock in the process. A third man moved closer, slipped his hand under her chest and began fondling her budding nipples while leisurely stroking his erection. The man getting sucked repositioned himself to sit on the ground and moved closer, his long legs stretching beyond her length. Holding the top of her head with one hand, he began thrusting his ass up and down, shoving his large cock deep into the opening of her throat.

Mitch smiled. Everything was going to plan.

“Dylan, come ‘ere,” he mumbled, giving his nephew a stern look. Finishing the last bite of food, he wiped his hands on his pants and joined his uncle as they walked a long distance into the woods. After a while the fire was no longer visible.

“What do y’all want?” he asked after a moment of silence.

“We gotta get rid of David.”

“Huh? What do y’all mean?”

“David’s gunna ruin everything. He needs to go. Tonight.”

“I don’t understand. What are y’all talkin’ ‘bout?”

“I want y’all to tell him y’all need to take a shit and y’all’re afraid to go into the woods alone. Ask him to go with y’all to watch y’all’s back and I’ll follow. Take him down by the river and when he least expects it, I’ll bash his head in with a rock or something. We’ll throw his body in the river.”

“WHAT?!? Y’all wanna to kill ‘em?!?!”

“We got to. He’s left me no choice. He’s gunna tell Michael ‘bout Fort Benning.”

“So. Maybe he should know. They’ll do bad things to Addison there.”

“That’s the idea, dummy.”

“I don’t want nuttin’ bad to happen to her!” he spat feeling his chest rising and falling with excitement. “I love her.” Mitch stared at him in disbelief before cracking a huge smile.

“Y’all can’t love her, Dylan, she’s a two-bit whore. Y’all can’t love a whore.”

“She only does that ‘cause y’all make her!”

“I’m not making her do shit! She’s a whore and was one long before we left Montgomery. Her daddy made sure of that.”

“I don’t care what y’all call her. I want to marry ‘er someday.”

“Dylan she was y’all’s first piece of ass so y’all think y’all feel something for her but y’all don’t. Its lust y’all got for her, not love. Y’all can’t love a girl like that, or at least she can’t love y’all. Not like y’all expect. She’ll always be a whore and will run off with the first guy that looks her way. Trust me, I know ‘bout shit like this.”

“Addison ain’t like that!”

“Yes she is, son, and the sooner y’all realize that the better. She’s just three holes for men to fuck and dump their cum into. That’s ALL she is, a walkin’ cum dump. It’s all she’ll ever be.”

“It don’t matter to me. I still love her.”

“Listen, Dylan, this ain’t open for discuss’n. I’ve been workin’ hard to get even with fuck-head father of hers and this will be my final payback.”