Chapter 10

I feel the sun first, shining over my face. It’s warm, and I stretch, enjoying where it touches me. I can feel Alex behind me, next; one of his arms is still draped over my waist, and I must’ve been sleeping quite close to him in spoon-fashion, since that’s where I still am.

I briefly wondered what time it was, not really invested in knowing, and settled back in close to Alex. Maybe I could fall asleep again. I wonder what woke me? We could usually sleep quite late on the weekends, and had a habit of doing so.

There it was, as Alex had warned—I sighed and pressed my bum in closer to his crotch. We were still naked and I could feel his cock hard against me. It was delicious, the way it was warm and swollen, pressing between my buttocks. I began to really want him. He was just so close...

Honestly, if neither of us regretted what we did last night or the night before, what would there really be to regret about going all the way? I think if I was going to be freaked out or feel guilty about this, I would’ve been feeling it already. We’d done plenty of ‘taboo’ things already—just the fact that we had purposely touched each other with sexual intent was enough, really, but we’d gone farther than that. Had almost had sex already. Rubbed our sexual organs together in mimicry of the act, and had BOTH achieved orgasms from it. Alex had literally cum on my pussy. We should just do it! I don’t think we’d feel any remorse afterwards. Unless ... what if, by some crazy hand of fate, I got pregnant? By my brother? That might be something to regret. We hadn’t discussed that, that possibility. Maybe we should. But doing it one time, before talking about incestuous babies growing inside me, as long as he wore a condom, would probably be okay. Then, at least, we could talk with clearer heads, not feeling crazy wanting to fuck each other.

I turned to face Alex, pressing as close to him as I could, and nuzzled his cheek. He’d already showed signs of stirring, and yawned widely. ‘Good morning, gorgeous,’ he mumbled. I giggled and gave him a deep kiss, not caring at all about morning breath. ‘Mmm,’ he rumbled into my lips, and wrapped his arm around my back to pull me tighter to him. His cock twitched against my belly as we kissed again and again. I moaned in his arms, reaching between us for his swollen penis, wanting him inside me—but wait. Condom. Plus, I should probably mention that I thought we should do it before I just did it. So I receded into the pillows and let him kiss me and rub against me for a while longer.

‘Alex,’ I was saying, gasping a little as he bit my neck. He was holding himself over me, working his way down my body with his mouth, leaving a trail of kisses and hickeys in his wake. I was going to tell him what I thought, and hopefully we would proceed then and there to go all the way. I could almost feel my brother inside me already, feeling him pushing his cock in me deep, stretching me...

My brother put his lips around one of my nipples, tracing around it with his tongue, and kneading my other breast. I moaned, just quietly, wanting him in me so much, but before I could put voice to my feelings, there was a brisk knock at the door.

‘Alex?’

Our father’s voice. I pulled away from Alex so fast I almost got whiplash. Fear soared through my veins in a matter of seconds. Alex, who had tensed but reacted much better, shoved me under his duvet with a small frown and called back, ‘Yeah, Da?’