Note: this was my first story about my journey into being a pain slut.

-My name is Debbie and I’m a 49-year-old white divorcee. I am 5 foot 7, 148 lbs. I have green eyes, shoulder length brown hair. My measurements for those who want to know is 38C -29- 38. I used to trim my pubic hair but now I shave completely clean.

I’ve had a few male friends in the past, but they were just like my ex-husband and could not understand my sexuality. You see I’m a masochist. Yes, I love inflicting pain on myself or have others inflicted for me. I’ve always been like this since a young girl. When I would tell most men that I like to be spanked, whipped on both my breasts and my pussy they would think I’m nuts and run for the hills. My husband tried but couldn’t bring himself to beat me like I wanted. I like my breasts hurt and my pussy to hurt.

So that brings me to one of my fantasies that I indeed carried out on myself. I had read on some S&M sites about to torture and cunt torture and was amazed at all the different variations that you could torture a few male tit or cunt. I was really surprised that I came along a site that showed a woman sitting naked on an ant hill. She let those ants crawl all over her cunt as she squirmed from the tiny bites that they were given her. I just about came looking at that short video and wished that it was me on at anthill.

I came up with what I thought was an ingenious way to really self-torture my clit and deep in my cunt. To give me the ultimate pain. I gathered a 1-1/2 vacuum tube and cut it about 8 inches long. I got tape in taped 2 small rubber ties with hooks on the end to both sides of the two closes to the and that was cut. I then set up a weightlifting bench and raised the barbell holder to its highest setting. I fastened ankle cuffs on each side to except my legs and secure them. Then I got too large wide leather belts from the Salvation Army store that will go one around my pelvis area just above my cunt the other around above my tits and below my armpits so I will be secured to the bench and could not get up. Next, I secured a ring in the floor with a chain that would go to handcuffs that I would lock on my wrist like couldn’t stop what I was about to do to myself. I had taken the key for the lock that would unlock my handcuffs in on a heavy shoelace I froze the key in one of those popsicle freeze containers (the ones who used to make ice pops) this would be hung so I could reach it with my hand and the only way to free up the key as I torture myself would be to melt the pop to get to the key.

What I had done all set up I went in search of my tormentors and found in my backyard a ant hill of red ants. I scooped around 50 to 60 of these red ants into a container with a stocking lid on it so they would still get air. I also had a pair of old stockings that I cut a patch out of them and configured it so it would go over the vacuum tube then wrapped several routes of plastic electrical tape as to form a cap that would go on the end of the tube and allow air to get into the tube but keep the ants from crawling out of the tube.

The final step was to get out my commercial tens unit this unit has five contact leads on it so I could put a positive and negative on each nipple and I put one on my clit. This unit would be set on an AC timer that would come on a couple minutes after I started my torture. The unit was set at 8 on the power dial.