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Conner's Story

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Chapter 5: Chez Joséphine

Conner crossed the Seine on the Pont des Arts, where a boy was fishing off the rail. The fates led him up the Boulevard Saint-Germain, under the plane trees, past the bookshops and tobacco shops; past the Deux Magots and the Café de Flore, where a man in a black turtleneck sat writing. As he wrote, he argued and gestured, then settled into writing furiously, as if he had a deadline.

He stopped a few streets on, at a nameless little café on the Rue du Four. He ordered a croque-monsieur, a green salad, and a glass of cold white Sancerre, then sat for an hour and watched Paris go by.

He had never done this before. At Saint-Aubin, an hour was a unit of instruction. If you were caught doing nothing, Herr Brandt would have considered it evidence of profound moral collapse.

It turned out to be the best free show in the world. A nun on a bicycle sped past, her habit flying. A man in a blue work jacket carried a door on his back. Two very old women, arm in arm, one with a poodle and one with a parrot on her shoulder, were deep in conversation. A cluster of students with long hair and armbands handed out leaflets that most people didn’t take. A beautiful girl in a yellow dress looked straight at him as she passed, for two endless seconds, and then away.

Conner was left feeling like he had been struck by lightning.

The noise of it all was so tremendous and constant that after a while it became a kind of music, and he stopped hearing it as noise at all.

At the next table, three middle-aged men in good suits, with the look of civil servants on a long lunch, were arguing about the Tour Montparnasse.

“A crime,” the first one was saying. “A crime against the city. You can see it from everywhere. From the Tuileries! You’re standing in the most beautiful garden in Europe, and you look up and there it is, like a tombstone.”

“It’s modern. Paris is modernizing.”

“Let them be modern in La Défense. Let them put their glass boxes out there where nobody has to look at them. Not in Montparnasse. Not where Picasso worked.”

The third man, who had been quiet, lit a cigarette and said that the view from the top was actually very fine, which was why he’d taken his wife to dinner up there. The other two looked at him with disgust.

“We’ve never been so rich,” said the first man gloomily, “and we’ve never complained so much.”

He found a hotel late in the afternoon, on a quiet street running down toward the Luxembourg Gardens. It was called the Hôtel du Panthéon. It had a narrow blue door, a cheerful concierge with a wooden leg, who solemnly promised, “Toutes les chambres avec bains et douches.” (All rooms with baths and showers.)

Conner had learned by now that “toutes les chambres” in Paris was more a statement of hope rather than of fact. But the concierge took him up in a tiny iron cage of an elevator to a room that was clean and bright. It had an oversized brass bed long enough for his feet not to hang off. A white tiled bathroom with a claw-footed tub and shower.

He tested it. It worked. The water came out hot, almost at once, in a thundering torrent.

“Parfait,” he said happily to the beaming concierge, who seemed to take personal credit for the plumbing.

He stood under the shower for twenty minutes. He shaved with the mirror steamed and a towel around his waist, and looked at his face, and thought that it looked a little different than it had in the mirror at Saint-Aubin.

He put on his other trousers and a clean white shirt and the leather jacket and went out into the evening for more adventure.

Conner walked south and east, through streets that got steeper and narrower and older, up the slope of the Montagne Sainte-Geneviève and down the other side, into the tangle of lanes near the Rue Mouffetard.

On a crooked little street called the Rue de l’Arbalète was a door painted deep red, with a string of colored bulbs hanging over it and a sign in hand-painted gold script that said, “Chez Joséphine — Cabaret — Dîner — Musique.” From inside there came the sound of a piano, a few bars of something jazzy, and then a bang, as if someone had shut the lid on it hard.

A woman’s voice, very deep and very American, saying:

“Well, that’s just about the last damn straw.”

Conner stopped and went in.

Inside was a long, low, warm room, decorated like the inside of a jewelry box: walls the color of claret, little round tables with red candles and white tablecloths, a bar along one side with a mirror behind it, and at the far end a tiny raised stage with a battered upright piano, a microphone on a stand, a wooden stool, and a velvet curtain. About half the tables were full. A waiter in a long white apron was taking orders. The air smelled of garlic and cigarettes.

Standing beside the piano, one hand still flat on the closed lid, was a Black woman in her sixties, tall and wide in the hips, in a deep green silk dress and a matching turban.

She was talking to a second woman, plainly her sister, a little shorter and plumper, dressed in a gray dress with spectacles on a chain.

“Three nights,” the tall woman was saying, in American English. “Three nights in a row that boy’s let me down. First his mama’s sick. Then his car won’t start. Tonight he don’t even call. You know where he is, Hortense? He’s at that girl’s in Belleville is where he is. I’ve got a full house tomorrow and a half house tonight, and every one of ‘em came to hear music, and what am I gonna give ‘em? Me? I haven’t sung a note in public since de Gaulle.”

“You could sing, Josie,” said the sister placidly.

“I could also dance the cancan and break my hip.”

Conner stood in the doorway.

The tall woman had noticed him standing there. She turned, taking in all six-foot-three of him, the white shirt, the jacket, the blue eyes.

“We’re open, honey,” she said, in French. “Sit anywhere. But I gotta warn you, there’s no music tonight.”

And Conner heard himself say:

“I could play. If you’d like.”

Josephine looked at him. Hortense looked at him over her spectacles. At a table near the door, a couple who had been holding hands stopped to look at him.

“You’re American,” said Josephine.

“Yes, ma’am.”

“You don’t sound American. Where you from?”

“I’m not entirely sure anymore. I was born in Connecticut. I’ve been in Switzerland since I was eleven.”

“Well, Switzerland,” said Josephine, as though that explained a great deal. “And you can play.”

“Guitar. Classical guitar, mostly. And I can sing.”

“Where’s your guitar?”

“I gave it away. To a cook’s granddaughter. Last week.”

Josephine looked at him for a long, unreadable moment. Then she laughed, a big, rolling, deep-bellied laugh that filled the whole claret-colored room.

“Hortense,” she said, “go up and get Louis’s guitar out of the closet.”

“Josephine. That’s Louis’s guitar.”

“Louis’s been dead nine years, and he’d rather this boy played it than the mice chew it up.”

She turned back to Conner. “My husband’s. He played in the clubs here before the war. Good, too. Better than good.” Her eyes went somewhere far away for half a second, then came back. “It’s an old Selmer. Gypsy jazz guitar. Not what you’re used to.”

“I’ll be careful with it.”

“Honey,” said Josephine, “I don’t need you to be careful. I need you to be good.”

The guitar was a Selmer-Maccaferri, as different from the nylon-strung Spanish instrument he’d learned on as a racehorse is from a cello. Hortense brought it down in a battered case.

Conner took it out gently and tuned it by ear while Josephine watched him with her arms folded and a skeptical look on her face.

He played a few scales, a few chords, and a run of arpeggios up the neck to feel the action and hear how it liked to be played.

The sound was bright and punchy. It wanted to be played hard. He adjusted his right hand, the way Señor Albéniz had taught him to adjust to any strange instrument: listen to what it wants, not what you want.

Then he sat on the wooden stool on the tiny stage, under the one spotlight, lowered the microphone to the level of his mouth, and looked out at the room.

Twenty-three curious faces looked back.

Conner had played for audiences before: at school concerts for visiting parents. But always with a program, and always with Albéniz in the front row, mouthing the count.

There was no program now. No one was counting.

“Bonsoir,” he said into the microphone, and his voice came back at him out of the old speakers, deeper than he expected. “My name is Conner. The regular singer is in Belleville tonight, following his heart. I’m told that’s very common in Paris. So instead you have me, who is less romantic, but at least I showed up.” A ripple of laughter. “I’m going to begin with something old, because the guitar is old, and it seems polite to let it warm up on something it knows.”

He played the first thing that came to mind, which was Tárrega’s Recuerdos de la Alhambra, the tremolo study that Albéniz had made him practice every morning for two years until the fingers of his right hand could run across the strings like rain on a roof. On the Selmer, it sounded, somehow, right, too, a Spanish song played in a Paris café.

The room went quiet.

When he finished, there was a moment of silence, and then the man at the bar with the mustache started to clap, slowly, and then everyone else did.

Josephine had not moved. But she had put down the glass of rum.

He played the Beatles because the couple by the door asked for them: “Here, There and Everywhere” and “Michelle,” which he sang to an old woman sitting with her husband. She laughed and hid her face in her husband’s shoulder. He played the music that had been smuggled into the dormitory at Saint-Aubin by boys coming back from their summer vacations. Dylan’s “Girl from the North Country” and “Mr. Tambourine Man.”

And in between the songs, the whimsy leaked out. It was the bakery all over again, except that this time there were no pastries to tell a story, only music.

“This next song,” he’d say, “was written by a Portuguese fisherman who fell in love with a mermaid. He had lost his boat to the bank. It’s a very sad song. He wrote it while drinking brandy on the beach. The mermaid couldn’t walk, and he couldn’t swim. They spent years waving sadly at each other.”

And then he’d play the lament, making it up as he went along, a slow little melody in a minor key, with words that were half English and half French and rhymed about one line in three:

She sang to me from the edge of the tide,

I sang to her from the shore;

Forty years on the wrong side of the foam,

And I loved her a little bit more each year...

They laughed as he sang but somehow, halfway through the song, they stopped laughing, and when he finished some of the women had tears in their eyes.

He recited poetry. He did not plan to, just set the guitar across his knee, picked a slow chord, let it ring, and said into the microphone, over it:

She walks in beauty, like the night

Of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that’s best of dark and bright

Meet in her aspect and her eyes...

Herr Brandt had made him learn the whole poem at thirteen, as punishment for some offense he had now forgotten. At the time, he had never understood why Byron would write something like that. He knew now. Margot, sitting cross-legged in the train compartment with the sun on her ankles. And the lightning bolt sent by the girl in the yellow dress.

 
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