Poetry of the Damned
Copyright© 2026 by Oz Ozzie
Chapter 7: The Peak
Merko came home to a house that ran like a good watch, and had come to take the running of it for granted in the way a man takes for granted the road he walks every day without turning an ankle. The lamps were lit and trimmed. The fire was the right size. His slippers were where slippers should be, and the smell coming up the hall was the smell of a dinner that would be exactly on time and exactly right, and Vinda came to meet him already talking, which meant the day had gone well, because Vinda in a sulk made you come and find her.
“— and you will not believe, you simply will not believe what your purchase has been up to behind our backs.”
“Good evening to you too.”
“Good evening. Sit. Eat. Listen.” She had him by the sleeve and into his chair, and the girl was already there with the first dish, set down silent and square, gone again to the edge of the room where she stood with her hands folded and her eyes down, present the way a sideboard is present. Dinner was, as it was always now, without fault — the meat right, the wine right, the bread still warm, the whole of it arriving and clearing with a smoothness he no longer thought about any more than he thought about his own pulse. He ate. Vinda talked.
The Ferrant luncheon, it transpired, had been a triumph, and the triumph had been in some considerable part the girl’s. “I sang — you know I’d said I might — and it went down beautifully, the Ferrant woman’s been humming it since, I’m told. But that wasn’t the half of it.” Vinda leaned in, delighted with her own news. “I had her running the whole morning before — to the Ossuns, to the Hales, a word here and a word there so that everyone who mattered knew I’d be performing and knew to make something of it when I did. You cannot just sing, Merko, you have to be expected to sing, the whole room has to be leaning the right way before you open your mouth, and she managed every thread of it, quiet as you like, in and out of six houses before noon.” She buttered a piece of bread with great satisfaction. “And then — and this is the part — when the Ferrant girl sat down to play and there was that dreadful empty hole where the second instrument should have been, because the Loy boy never turned up, drunk no doubt — she played. My girl. Took up a flute and played the second part cold, no music in front of her, and made the Ferrant child sound twice as good as she is, and the room thought I’d planned it.”
Merko stopped with the wine halfway. He looked at the girl by the wall, surprised into actually seeing her for a moment. “She plays?”
“She plays.” Vinda was watching his face and enjoying what she found there enormously. “Flute, at least — I daresay there’s more she hasn’t owned to. I had it from one of the Ferrant aunts who’d known the family before. I didn’t tell you.” A small pleased cat’s smile. “I do like to keep one or two things back. It’s nice to be able to surprise one’s husband after all this time.”
He laughed, because it was the kind of thing that pleased him about her, the way she hoarded little advantages and produced them like a conjuror. He looked again at the girl — flute, of all things, the trader’s daughter, the dead life she’d had before this one furnishing his house with its leavings — and found he was, in a small way, impressed, the way you’re impressed to learn the cart-horse can do sums.
“Well,” he said to the girl. “You did your mistress credit.” And then, to Vinda, because it never hurt to set the coin down where she’d see it: “Your girl did me well, there. Best money I’ve spent.”
Vinda inclined her head, granting him the point, which was all the beat required now; it had taken whole speeches once, and now it took four words and a nod, the thing worn smooth as a doorstep with use. The girl said nothing, and dipped her head, and refilled his glass, and stood back.
“And your day?” Vinda said. “You’ve a face on you. The good kind.”
So he told her. He told her the arms-ground story first, because it was the funny one and she liked to laugh before she had to think — how young Possit had been so busy bawling out a recruit for a fouled musket that he’d backed his fine grey mare straight into the Quartermaster’s water-butt and gone in to the waist, and stood there roaring with dignity while half the division pretended to study the sky. She laughed properly, head back, and the girl moved the soup and brought the next thing and was not there.
Then he told her the rest, which was better. “Reldan’s been at me about the spring postings — the eastern line, the new companies — and it seems the right people heard how I sorted the Wandit supply tangle, because Reldan as good as told me there’s another step coming. Not this season. But coming.” He let that sit, watched her take it in, watched her be pleased. “And there’s more. You know Hesket — Major Hesket, the tall one, the wife with the teeth — he got himself in a real mess over the levy returns, numbers all to pieces, the kind of thing that ends a man if it lands on the wrong desk. I spent two evenings straightening it for him, no great matter to me, but it saved his neck. And he’s had me into his club for it. The one off the Brand — officers, the better sort, men who’ll be running things in ten years. The sort of room,” he said, “a fisherman’s boy doesn’t usually get the door held open for.”
“Merko.” She reached over and pressed his hand, and meant it. “That’s the whole thing, that room. That’s worth three promotions.” And she meant that too, and was right, though neither of them yet knew how right, or in which direction.
The girl cleared the plates.
“It’s funny you should talk of rooms and being asked into things,” Vinda said, turning her glass, thoughtful now. “I had an approach myself. The Mercy of the Magdalen — the Hold sisters run it, you know the one, the house next to the hospital — well. For the girls who’ve got themselves into trouble. Unmarried girls, gone wrong, the ones the families won’t have back.” She made a small fastidious motion with her fingers, as at a faint smell. “They’re putting on a benefit. Music, an evening of it, the great and the good to come and be seen being generous, and they’ve asked whether I’d sing. It would be a kindness, I suppose. The Hold sisters do good work, by their lights.”
“Hm.” Merko considered it the way he considered everything that touched the family’s standing now, which was carefully. “Is it the right sort of thing, though. For you. Just now.”
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