Chapter 6

His hands are rubbing between my legs. I hear myself moan excitedly. I feel myself move my hips to match his fingers. My body keeps devouring the feel of his fingers. Its thick fingers are so much more satisfying than mine. He is pressing harder. And the way he is pressing and alternating between slow circles and rapid movements is making me crazy.

I realise it’s a dream. I keep enjoying the dream. Realising that it’s a dream gives me all the freedom to do whatever I want. I press into his fingers. “Papa, please papa...”, I hear myself say in my dream. He keeps rubbing me. I can see his villainous smile. It is making me more excited.

I start becoming more and more awake. I keep enjoying the feeling of his fingers. I am about to explode in my dream.

It feels more real. It feels like I can actually feel it. Not just in the brain. I think I can feel it physically. I think I can feel his fingers between my legs.

I open my eyes.

My eyes have become used to the dark, and there is the glow from LEDs. I can see his face clearly. His delighted smile immediately makes half my body disgusted,, and the other half really excited. I try to move away. He jumps on me and lies on top of me. He uses his weight to pin me down as he uses his free hand to grope my breast.

“Please stop! Please stop!”, I beg.

He just laughs. “I would have, but your wet fucking cunt wants me to continue...”, he says and laughs. Then he buries his face in my chest and swallows my breast.

He is not wrong, my whole body is on fire. I have never been more excited. I am about to explode. My body doesn’t let me use all my force.

“Under all the fake disgust and anger ... you are just as much of a slutty whore as your mommy, aren’t you slut!”, he exclaims.

“No...”, I force myself to lie. It doesn’t matter if my hands are grabbing his arms, not to push them away, but clutching them for support.

He laughs and moves his mouth on top of mine. I try to keep my mouth shut. He brings his hand that was groping my breasts and squeezes my face from both sides to force my mouth open.

Then his tongue enters my mouth. He continues to kiss me. He moves his back to my breast as the other hand keeps rubbing me between my legs.

I know I could turn my face away. But I don’t. My whole focus is not to explode. But I realise that’s not possible as my body drowns in excitement.

Then it hits my body. My body explodes in the biggest explosion in my life. My brain goes blank for a few seconds as ecstasy fills each tissue.

By the time I come to my senses I realise I am kissing him back, my tongue is playing with his tongue as I suck his mouth. My hands are wrapped tightly around his neck. My hips are gyrating and pushing against his fingers.

I can stop. But I don’t. I keep kissing, keep holding him tightly and moving my hip with his fingers.

I am about to explode again.

His face moves my chest again. I hear myself moan. I am powerless to stop it.

In a few minutes, I explode again and then again.

His face moves up again as he starts kissing my neck. My shoulders, and then he moves up, and I raise my head to kiss him.

But he raises his face higher. I look at his face. It has a villainous smile plastered on it. I realise his hands have stopped groping me.

I realise he is just waiting for me to realise what I was doing.

Overwhelming sadness and disgust fill me. I can’t believe I was doing those. I finally push him away and turn my body away from him. I start crying.

I hear him laugh. Then he grabs my hand and pulls it and places it on his hardness.

“See how hard and hot it has become ... don’t you think you should take care of this?”, he says.

“Please ... no”, I beg him.

I know I wouldn’t stop him. My nipples have immediately hardened, and I feel myself getting wet again. I know if he has sex with me, my legs would be spread open, my hands would be wrapped tightly around his body, and my mouth would be moaning delightedly. I know I won’t fight him. My brain was filling with images of the same.

The only way he doesn’t have sex is if he decides to. I can only beg now, I know I won’t later.

He laughs.

“I want to fuck your holes so much ... but I have a better idea ... he says and kisses my neck...”, he says and climbs down from the bed.

“By the way...”, he says as he grabs the TV remote and switches on the TV.

“If you want to see what I am going to do to your mother now, you can watch it here ... just press the red button and then 1225...”, he says as he presses the button.