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Copyright© 2026 by Kinjite
Chapter 15: Applications
Incest Sex Story: Chapter 15: Applications - Vic is fourteen when she decides she wants her father — not in the way daughters are supposed to. She gets what she wants. What she doesn't expect is everything that comes after: four years of something that starts transactional, turns intimate, and gets complicated by guilt, a best friend who doesn't know, real ambition, and the question of what she's willing to sacrifice for what she wants. Coming of age was never supposed to look like this.
Caution: This Incest Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/ft Consensual Romantic Heterosexual School Incest Father Daughter Cream Pie First Pregnancy Size AI Generated
Age 17 | September - February
Dad’s office became the place I worked. Not because he asked. Just: the light was better in the afternoons, and sometime in August I started bringing my laptop down and not leaving.
He worked. I worked. We didn’t talk for hours sometimes.
It was the easiest thing in my life.
One evening he looked up from whatever he was reading. “What are you working on?”
“Iowa personal statement.”
He held out his hand. I crossed the room and gave him my laptop.
He read. I watched his face. His jaw did the thing it did when something wasn’t working.
“You’re starting in the wrong place. Cut the first three sentences. Start here.” He pointed.
I read where he was pointing. He was right. I hated that he was right immediately.
I took the laptop back. Deleted the sentences. Read it again.
“Better?”
“Better,” he said.
I went back to the couch.
After a while he asked which schools I was applying to. I listed them without looking up. Iowa. Two safeties. Millbrook — good backup, strong program — keeping my voice even across all of them.
His reaction to Iowa was just: “That’s where you belong.” Not a compliment. A fact he’d been holding for a while.
I looked at him. He meant it completely.
“Yeah,” I said. “Probably.”
I went back to my personal statement.
The Millbrook application was in another browser window. Minimized. I’d work on it tonight.
October.
He read my Iowa portfolio the way he read everything I wrote — not to be kind about it. He marked three places where I was relying on the reader to do work I hadn’t earned. He marked a section of dialogue he said sounded like a character explaining herself to the audience.
We argued about the dialogue. I thought it was necessary. He thought I was attached to it because I wrote it first and attachment was the enemy of the draft.
“Kill it,” he said.
“It contextualizes—”
“The contextualizing is the problem. You don’t trust the scene.”
I killed it. Read it back. Sat there.
“I hate you,” I said.
“I know.”
We kept working.
One night in late October he read the finished version of the story I’d been writing since sophomore year. He read it straight through without stopping. Then read it again from the beginning.
Set it down.
Looked at me.
“Submit this,” he said.
I knew what that meant when he said it like that. Not this is good. Not I’m proud of you. Just: submit it. The way you’d say it about something that was done.
I didn’t ask about the ending. He didn’t mention it. Some things were better left between the writer and the page.
That same week Madison texted. my uncle moved back to town. Then nothing. I stared at the message. Deleted three different responses. Sent: you okay?
yeah. it’s fine.
That specific flatness. I knew what it meant and I didn’t push.
November.
The Iowa application — personal statement, portfolio, everything — went in on a Wednesday afternoon.
I hit submit. Leaned back.
Three years of work going somewhere. Out of my hands now.
He was at his desk. He heard me exhale.
“Done?”
“Done.”
He came around and looked at the confirmation screen. Stood there for a moment with his hand on my shoulder.
“Iowa,” he said quietly. Like he was putting it somewhere safe.
I looked at his hand. The weight of it.
“Yeah,” I said.
He squeezed once and went back to his desk.
I sat there. The relief was bigger than I expected, and underneath it something else — a loosening. Like something drawn tight for months had finally let go all at once.
I looked over at him. He was back at his laptop but not really working. I could tell from the quality of his stillness.
“Hey,” I said.
He turned.
“What day is it?” he asked. Not the date. He meant the other thing.
“Seventeen.”
He looked at me for a moment. Just looked.
“Okay,” he said.
I stood up from the couch.
I pulled my sweater off first. Then my bra.
Stood there in the afternoon light in just my leggings and let him look.
He did look. He always looked at me like this — like he was still slightly surprised, three years in. His eyes moved over my chest and something in his face went the way it went when he stopped trying to be composed about it.
He stood up from his desk.
His hands came up and cupped my breasts, thumbs moving slow over my nipples, and I felt them harden immediately. He hefted their weight slightly, like he was reminding himself of something. His jaw was tight.
“Day seventeen,” I said.
“I heard you.”
“Just making sure you—”
“Vic.” His thumbs moved again. “I heard you.”
I swayed into him slightly. His hands tightened.
Then he walked me backward down the hall toward the bedroom, his hands still on me, not rushing but not stopping either.
At the edge of the bed he turned me to face him. His hands ran down my sides, hooked into my leggings, pushed them down. He took his time straightening back up, his palms running up my calves, my thighs, back to my hips.
He looked at me for a long moment.
I reached up and put my hand flat on his chest. Felt his heartbeat. Faster than usual.
He sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled me toward him. His mouth on my stomach first. Then lower. His hands spreading me open and his tongue finding me and I grabbed his shoulder and held on.
By the time he laid me back I was shaking slightly.
He positioned himself over me. Lifted my legs — both of them — up onto his shoulders. I felt the shift immediately, my hips tilting up, everything opening differently. He looked down at me from this angle. My face fully visible to him.
He pushed in slow.
The stretch was deep from this position. Deeper than anything else, a pressure building somewhere inside that made my breath come short. I felt him press against my cervix and the sharp bright sensation of it made me gasp and grab the sheets.
He stilled.
“Okay?”
I nodded. Couldn’t quite speak.
“Tell me.”
“Don’t stop,” I managed. “Please don’t stop.”
He started moving. Long and slow and deliberate, watching my face the whole time. I couldn’t look away from him. Couldn’t move much either — my legs folded against his chest, his weight pressing me into the mattress, completely pinned.
“How does that feel,” he said.
“Deep.” My voice came out uneven. “Really deep.”
He pressed forward to prove the point and I felt it again — that sharp internal pressure — and made a sound I hadn’t planned on making.
“Good deep or—”
“Good,” I said. “God. Good.”
He moved harder.
“Still day seventeen,” he said. Low. Between breaths.
“Still day seventeen,” I agreed.
“And you’re not—”
“No,” I said. “I’m not.”
Something shifted in his face. He drove forward.
“So wet.” His voice roughing up now. “Every time. Your body already knows what it wants.”
I held his gaze.
“Gonna fill you up.” He pressed until I felt that sharp pressure again and couldn’t help the sound. “Walk around tomorrow feeling it. Still leaking.”
“Yes—”
“Could put a baby in you.” He was losing his rhythm, thrusts getting harder, less controlled. “Right now. Tonight.”
My whole body clenched around him.
He felt it. His breath caught. He looked at my face when it happened — watched it move through me — and something in his expression went completely unguarded.
“There,” he said. Almost wondering. “That’s it.”
“Dad—” The word came out broken. Not his name. What he was.
His eyes went dark.
“Say that again.”
I held his gaze. “Dad.”
Something came undone in him. Both hands gripped my hips and he drove forward hard and I felt every bit of it — the depth, the pressure, the sharp bright edge of him against my cervix — and I stopped trying to be quiet.
“Mine,” he said. Rough and low. “My girl. Taking everything.”
“Yours—” I could barely get the words out. “Always yours, please, I want—”
“I know what you want.”
“Then—”
He came. Hard, deep, shaking, pressed as far into me as he could get. I felt every pulse — each wave of heat flooding in, more than usual, like the words had broken something open that couldn’t close again. He kept moving through it, slow and deliberate, working it deeper.
When it finally stopped he stayed there. My legs still on his shoulders. His forehead dropped to my knee.
Both of us breathing.
After a while he lowered my legs carefully. Lay down beside me.
I turned my head and looked at him. He was looking at the ceiling. His chest still moving fast.
The room was quiet.
Neither of us said anything about Plan B.
Day seventeen was what it was. We both knew. We lay there in that knowledge and neither of us moved to fix it. Whatever the math produced we’d navigate.
His hand found mine between us on the sheets.
Warm. Still.
I left my hand where it was and looked at the ceiling with him.
That night I opened the Millbrook application. I’d been building it in parallel for two months — same portfolio pieces, different personal statement. The Millbrook statement had been easier to write, actually. I knew what I wanted to say. I just couldn’t say all of it.
I submitted it around midnight.
Closed the laptop.
Lay in the dark.
November. Mom’s apartment.
She cooked chicken and roasted vegetables. My favorite. She’d been doing this since September — cooking the things she knew I liked, offering what she knew how to give.
We ate. Talked about physics. About Madison. The careful middle distance we’d both agreed to without discussing it.
Then she set her fork down.
“I’ve been seeing a therapist,” she said.
I looked up.
“She asked me when I stopped paying attention to my own life.” She was looking at the table. “I didn’t know what to say.”
I waited.
“I think I made myself indispensable at work because being home was—” She stopped. Picked up her fork. Set it down again. “Harder to navigate. More uncertain.”
The room was quiet.
“I didn’t fail you,” she said. “Did I.”
Not quite a question.
“No,” I said.
She nodded. Something settling in her that wasn’t quite relief.
“I just missed things,” she said.
“Yeah.”
We sat with that. Neither of us crying. Just two people being honest about something that couldn’t be fixed by being honest about it.
At the door when I was leaving: “Have you thought about schools?”
“Still weighing.”
She looked at me for a moment. Something in her face said she heard what I wasn’t saying. She let it go.
December.
I found an application online — a summer writing programme. January deadline. Competitive. I’d been looking at it since September, coming back to it the way you come back to something you know you’re going to do eventually.
One night in December I filled it out. In my room, door closed. Same portfolio I’d sent to Iowa. Personal statement.
I didn’t tell him. Didn’t tell Mom. Didn’t tell Madison.
It would probably come to nothing. And if it came to something, I’d deal with the conversation then.
I submitted it. Closed the laptop.
February.
Safeties first. I read them and felt nothing particular — that had always been the floor, not the ceiling.
Then one afternoon I got home before he did. Mail on the porch. Bills, a catalog, a cream-colored envelope from Millbrook College.
I opened it standing in the driveway.
Read it.
The tight feeling in my chest wasn’t surprise. It was weight arriving. The thing that had been theoretical becoming actual.
I heard his car two blocks away.
I folded the letter. Went inside. Put it in the back of my desk drawer under a stack of old notebooks.
He came in.
“Anything in the mail?”
“Bills. Junk.”
First direct lie. It came out in my own voice. Completely steady.
He poured coffee. Asked about my day.
I answered normally.
The Millbrook letter sat in my drawer. Iowa hadn’t responded yet. The other application was somewhere across an ocean. I had two acceptances and a secret and enough time left before any of it had to become something I said out loud.
We made dinner. He talked about work. I listened.
At some point his hand found mine on the counter. Just resting there. Not going anywhere.
I looked at our hands.
Thought about Iowa. About Millbrook. About the letter folded in my drawer and what I was doing and why and whether I knew yet.
I didn’t have an answer.
His thumb moved once across my knuckles.
I left my hand where it was.
January.
Jenna was already at our table when I got to the cafeteria, backpack on the chair beside her, jacket on the one across. Madison came in two minutes after me. Set her tray down. Sat.
We talked about the usual things. Jenna’s physics presentation. The junior who’d apparently cried in the hallway outside the gym that morning — full breakdown, witnesses, the works. Whether the cafeteria pasta had genuinely improved or whether we’d just stopped expecting anything.
I noticed Tyler across the room. Soccer table, same as always. Laughing at something. Or the shape of laughing — I couldn’t tell from here whether it reached his eyes. He was sitting with his back to us, which meant he hadn’t seen Madison come in, or if he had he was working very hard at his current conversation.
Madison hadn’t looked over there once.
Jenna’s phone buzzed. She looked at it and made a face. “I have to return Patterson’s calculator before sixth or he will actually fail me. Back in ten.” She grabbed her tray and went.
Madison watched her go.
Then she looked at her food.
“I did it,” she said.
I waited.
“New Year’s Eve. I went over to his place.” She pushed pasta around her tray. “His mom was upstairs. We could hear her the whole time — moving around, the TV on, footsteps. Just — there, the whole time.”
She’d called me the next morning. I’d listened for forty minutes and then she’d said she had to go and hung up. This was the first time we’d been alone since.
“He thought I was coming over to celebrate,” she said. “I could tell when he opened the door. His whole face.” She stopped. “He was happy to see me. Like genuinely happy. That specific way he gets.”
Tyler’s laugh carried across the cafeteria. I didn’t look over. Neither did Madison.
“When I started talking he kept nodding,” she said. “Like he was trying to find the part where it got better. Like if he just kept nodding I’d get to the part where everything was fine.” She set her fork down. “And then he realized there wasn’t that part.”
“How bad?”
“He cried.” She said it without judgment. Just the fact of it. “Not a little. Actually cried. And then he kept asking what he did wrong. Over and over. What did I do. Tell me what I did. And I kept saying — nothing. You didn’t do anything. And that made it worse somehow. Because he couldn’t fix nothing.”
I didn’t say anything.
“He said he’d change,” she said. “That he’d be different. Try harder. Be better. And I wanted to—” She stopped. “I wanted to say that’s not what this is. You can’t try your way into being a different person. That’s not how any of this works.”
“What did you say instead?”
“That it wasn’t him.” She looked up at me briefly. “That it was me.” A short exhale through her nose. “Which is the worst sentence in the English language. But it’s true. Just not — complete.”
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