Chapter 2

So find myself here again,
Alone in this room with you, my friend.
What happened to land me in this place?
Was it pride’s success, or just disgrace?
Can you tell me what happened to land me here?
I can’t stand this place of hate and fear.
I feel the temperature stale,
Colors mix, all is pale.
The thoughts don’t stop,
The thoughts don’t stop,
The thoughts don’t stop,
The thoughts don’t...
Stop.
Where have I found myself now?
I’m somewhere else, I don’t know how.
Everyone here smiles wide,
Everyday I know I’ve lied,
But I can’t help it, I really tried!
So many people all around,
So much noise, yet not a sound,
Please someone, something put me deep underground!
Why am I here when I don’t belong?
Where is my nothing with its siren song?
Someone, something, what the hell is wrong?!
The thoughts don’t stop,
The thoughts don’t stop,
The thoughts don’t stop,
The thoughts don’t...
Help me please...