Gwendolyn"S Choice
Copyright© 2026 by Megumi Kashuahara
Chapter 5
For two more weeks, things were almost normal.
Gwen worked the ranch from sunup to sundown. She ate meals at the table without being asked. She slept in the small room upstairs, though Ethan noticed she never fully closed the door—always left it cracked, always kept one ear open.
She didn’t talk much, but she listened. When Tom told stories about old roundups, she’d pause in her work. When Jesse asked her opinion on a horse, she’d give it—blunt and honest.
She was becoming part of the rhythm of the place.
But Ethan saw the signs.
The way she’d startle at sudden sounds. The way her eyes would go distant sometimes, staring at nothing. The way she’d grip a fence post too tight, her knuckles white, like she was holding herself together by force.
At night, he heard her pacing upstairs. Back and forth, back and forth, until exhaustion finally dragged her under.
He didn’t ask. Didn’t push.
He just waited.
It broke on a Tuesday night.
Ethan woke to the sound of something crashing in the barn—wood splintering, metal clanging, a sound of violence that sent him out of bed and running.
He found Gwen in the barn, wild-eyed and shaking.
She’d slammed a pitchfork into the wall so hard the handle had cracked. Her chest heaved. Her hands trembled. Sweat plastered her hair to her face despite the cool night air.
She looked like she was fighting an enemy Ethan couldn’t see.
“Gwen?” he said carefully, stopping in the doorway.
“Don’t.” Her voice cracked like breaking glass. “Don’t come close.”
“Okay.” Ethan stayed where he was, hands visible, non-threatening.
She pressed her back against the stall door, breathing hard. Her eyes darted around the barn like she was looking for exits, for threats, for chains that weren’t there.
“I woke up,” she choked out. “Thought I was back in that canyon. Thought they had me again. Thought I was—” She couldn’t finish. Her breath hitched. “Thought I was chained.”
Tears filled her eyes—angry tears, the kind only someone who never cries finally lets fall.
She covered her face with her hands. “I ain’t weak,” she whispered fiercely. “I ain’t.”
Ethan’s voice stayed low and steady. “No. You’re strong. Stronger than anyone I know.”
She shook her head violently. “Then why does it still hurt?” Her voice broke. “Why can’t I forget?”
“Because you’re human,” Ethan said softly. “Not an animal. Not a monster. Not an outlaw to be hunted. Human.”
He took one slow step closer. She didn’t stop him.
“You survived hell, Gwen,” he murmured. “Now you gotta learn how to live after it.”
She lowered her hands. Tears streaked her dirty cheeks. She stared at him like she was trying to understand something impossible.
“No one’s ever cared what I felt,” she whispered.
“I care.”
“Why?”
“Because you deserve someone who does.”
The silence that fell was warm and heavy and full of meaning neither of them dared say out loud.
Gwen took a shaky breath. Her walls were crumbling, and she couldn’t hold them up anymore.
“Ethan,” she said, her voice small and raw. “If I stay—if I choose to stay—you gotta know something.”
“All right.”
“I ain’t ever gonna be soft. Or gentle. Or proper.”
Ethan stepped forward, close enough that she could feel the warmth of him, smell the familiar scent of leather and woodsmoke that meant safety now instead of danger.
“I don’t want soft,” he said quietly. “I want honest. I want fierce. I want you.”
Gwen’s breath caught. “I don’t know how to give anything back.”
“You already have.”
Her brow furrowed. “What?”
“You stayed.”
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