The Space Between Us
Copyright© 2025 by Megumi Kashuahara
Chapter 11
Finding Their Rhythm
Spring break came faster than either of them expected. The beach house David had rented was in the Outer Banks—a sprawling place with windows facing the ocean, enough bedrooms that everyone could have their own space, and a deck perfect for watching sunsets.
Rin and Kiko drove down together in Kiko’s car, a six-hour trip that gave them time to prepare mentally for a week with their parents as an openly acknowledged couple.
“Ground rules?” Kiko suggested as they merged onto the highway.
“Like what?”
“Like ... how much affection is okay in front of them? Do we hold hands at dinner? Kiss goodnight? What’s the line?”
Rin thought about it. “I think we follow their lead. If they seem comfortable, we can be more open. If they’re struggling, we pull back a little.”
“That seems reasonable.” Kiko changed lanes, overtaking a slow-moving truck. “What about sleeping arrangements? Do you think they’ll expect us to have separate rooms?”
“Probably. At least at first.” Rin reached over and took her hand. “But we can talk to them about it. See where they’re at.”
“This is going to be weird, isn’t it?”
“Probably. But we’ve handled weird before.”
They drove in comfortable silence for a while, the landscape gradually shifting from urban to rural to coastal. When they finally pulled up to the beach house, David’s car was already in the driveway.
“Ready?” Kiko asked, putting the car in park.
“As I’ll ever be.”
They grabbed their bags and headed inside. The house was beautiful—all light wood and ocean views, the sound of waves a constant backdrop. Rin’s mother appeared from the kitchen, and Rin felt the familiar anxiety spike. But her mother was smiling.
“You made it!” She pulled Rin into a hug, then—after a brief hesitation—hugged Kiko too. “How was the drive?”
“Good,” Kiko said. “Easy traffic.”
David came down from upstairs. “Girls. Good to see you.” He hugged Kiko, held her a bit longer than usual, and Rin saw emotion flash across his face before he masked it. Then he hugged Rin too.
“So,” Rin’s mother said, and Rin could hear the careful tone in her voice. “We set up the two bedrooms at the end of the hall for you. They share a bathroom, so you’ll have your own space but you’re close together.”
Separate rooms, then. But close. It was a compromise, and Rin appreciated the effort.
“That sounds perfect,” Rin said. “Thank you.”
They carried their bags upstairs, and Rin saw that her mother had put thought into it—fresh flowers in both rooms, good reading lights, the kind of small touches that showed care. It made her throat tight with emotion.
“Your mom’s trying,” Kiko said quietly once they were alone in Rin’s room.
“She is. They both are.”
“So we try too.”
“Yeah. We try too.”
The first day was careful, everyone feeling out the boundaries of this new dynamic. They spent the afternoon on the beach, and Rin was hyperaware of every interaction. When Kiko’s hand brushed hers in the sand, should she hold it? When Kiko laughed at something David said, was it okay for Rin to look at her the way she wanted to?
But slowly, gradually, things started to ease. David asked Kiko about her art, and she lit up talking about her latest project. Rin’s mother asked Rin about her classes, and the conversation flowed naturally. And when Kiko casually took Rin’s hand while they walked along the beach at sunset, their parents saw it and didn’t comment. Didn’t look away or seem uncomfortable. Just ... accepted it.
That night, after dinner, they all sat on the deck watching the ocean. Rin’s mother had made her famous sangria, and everyone was pleasantly relaxed.
“Can I ask you two something?” David said into the comfortable silence.
Rin and Kiko exchanged glances. “Of course,” Rin said.
“When you told us—back at the hotel—you said you’d had feelings for each other for years.” David looked at Kiko. “Did I ... did I miss signs? As your father, should I have seen this?”
Kiko was quiet for a moment, choosing her words. “I don’t think there were signs to see, Dad. I was hiding it, even from myself for a long time. And when I did figure it out, I was terrified anyone would know.”
“But six years,” David said. “You carried this alone for six years.”
“Not entirely alone. I had Rin, even if she didn’t know what I was feeling.” Kiko reached for Rin’s hand. “And then when we finally admitted it to each other, I had her in a different way.”
Rin’s mother spoke up. “I keep wondering if I failed you somehow. If I pushed you two together too much, forced a sibling dynamic that made this happen.”
“Mom, no.” Rin turned to face her. “You didn’t make this happen. You gave us a home and a family, and yes, you encouraged us to be close. But our feelings for each other—those developed on their own. Not because of anything you did or didn’t do.”
“I just need to understand,” her mother said, and her voice was thick with emotion. “I need to understand how this happened so I can make peace with it.”
“We don’t entirely understand it ourselves,” Rin admitted. “We just know that it’s real. That what we feel for each other is real.”
They talked for a long time that night—asking questions, sharing fears, slowly building understanding. It was hard and emotional and sometimes uncomfortable, but it was also honest. Real progress.
When they finally went to bed, Kiko walked Rin to her room.
“That was intense,” Kiko said quietly.
“But good, I think. They’re really trying to understand.”
“They are.” Kiko glanced down the hall where their parents’ room was, then back at Rin. “I should go to my room. Give them space to process.”
“Probably.” But Rin didn’t want her to go. Wanted the comfort of falling asleep in her arms after such an emotionally exhausting day.
Kiko must have seen it on her face because she smiled. “I’ll leave my door unlocked. If you can’t sleep, you know where to find me.”
“Same.”
They kissed goodnight—brief and sweet—and went to their separate rooms. But an hour later, when Rin still couldn’t sleep, she crept down the hall to Kiko’s room and slipped into bed beside her.
“Couldn’t sleep?” Kiko whispered, pulling her close.
“Needed you.”
To read the complete story you need to be logged in:
Log In or
Register for a Free account
(Why register?)
* Allows you 3 stories to read in 24 hours.