Lilith
Copyright© 2025 by Megumi Kashuahara
Epilogue: Whole
BALTIMORE, MARYLAND
JUNE 2023
The chapel was small, intimate—exactly what Shira had wanted. Sunlight streamed through tall windows, casting golden patterns across the wooden pews. White flowers, simple and elegant, lined the aisle. No grand cathedral, no military honors, no rifles or flags. Just family, close friends, and the quiet promise of a new beginning.
In the small preparation room, Shira stood before the mirror, barely recognizing herself.
The dress was simple—ivory silk, flowing and soft, nothing like the hard edges of her combat uniform. Her hair, usually pulled back in a practical ponytail, fell in loose waves around her shoulders. She wore minimal makeup, just enough to highlight the peace that had finally settled into her features.
Captain Reyes, who’d flown in from her new posting, stood beside her, adjusting the veil. “You look beautiful, Shira. Really beautiful.”
“I feel strange,” Shira admitted. “Like I’m playing dress-up.”
“You’re not playing anything. This is you. The real you.” Reyes smiled. “The warrior gets to be a bride today.”
There was a soft knock, and Miriam entered, her face already glistening with tears.
“Ima,” Shira said gently. “Don’t cry yet. The ceremony hasn’t even started.”
But Miriam couldn’t help it. She approached her daughter, taking both her hands, studying her face with an intensity that made Shira’s throat tighten.
“What is it, Ima?”
“You’re here,” Miriam whispered, her voice breaking. “You’re really here. Alive. Whole.” Her hands trembled as she cupped Shira’s face. “Do you know how many nights I lay awake, terrified that the next phone call would tell me you were gone? How many times I prepared myself to bury another child?”
“Ima—”
“But you came home.” Miriam’s tears flowed freely now. “Not just your body—you. My Shira. The girl I raised. The daughter I thought I’d lost to the war.” She pressed her forehead to Shira’s. “The ghosts are gone, aren’t they? Ari, Saul, all those battles—they’re not chasing you anymore.”
Shira felt her own eyes burn. “No, Ima. They’re not. I’m free.”
“Then I’m free too,” Miriam breathed. “For the first time since we lost Ari, I can breathe. I have my daughter back. Not the soldier. Not Lilith. Just my Shira. Whole and alive and choosing life.”
They held each other, two women who’d survived wars in different ways, finally finding peace in the same moment.
Another knock. Simon’s voice, gruff but gentle: “It’s time.”
Miriam took her seat in the front row, dabbing her eyes, watching as the small gathering settled. Staff Sergeant Warren sat with his wife. David’s parents beamed from across the aisle. A handful of veterans Shira had helped through her work sat quietly in the back, honored to witness this moment.
The music began—something classical, soft, beautiful.
The doors at the back of the chapel opened.
And there was Simon, standing tall despite the cane in his right hand, his left arm extended for his daughter.
Shira took his arm, and for a moment, father and daughter simply looked at each other.
“You ready?” he asked quietly.
“Yes, Abba.”
“No regrets?”
“None.”
His jaw tightened with emotion. “I trained you to survive, Shira. I taught you to be a warrior because I was terrified of losing you like we lost Ari. I made you into something dangerous because I thought that was the only way to keep you safe.”
“Abba—”
“But today,” he continued, his voice thick, “I get to walk you into peace. Into love. Into the life I always hoped you’d have but was too afraid to believe possible.” He blinked hard. “You don’t need to be a warrior anymore. And that—that’s the greatest gift you could give me.”
“I love you, Abba.”
“I love you, daughter. Now let’s get you married.”
They began the walk down the aisle.
From her seat, Miriam watched them approach—her husband, still strong despite his injuries and age, and her daughter, radiant in white, no shadows in her eyes.
Look at her, Miriam thought, fresh tears spilling over. She’s smiling. Really smiling. Not the polite smile she wore when she came back from Iraq. Not the exhausted smile from Afghanistan. But joy. Pure, unguarded joy.
Shira’s gaze was locked on David, who stood at the altar with tears streaming down his face, not bothering to hide them.
She’s not haunted, Miriam realized with sudden, overwhelming clarity. The nightmares are gone. The weight is lifted. She’s not just surviving anymore—she’s living.
For seven years, Miriam had watched her daughter carry the dead—Ari, Saul, the 96 people she’d killed, the Rangers she’d saved, the wars that had marked her soul. She’d watched Shira become someone else entirely, someone hard and distant and unreachable.
But the woman walking down this aisle wasn’t Lilith. She was Shira. Just Shira.
I have my daughter back, Miriam thought, pressing a hand to her heart. Whole. Healed. Free.
The ghosts that had chased their family since 2009—since that bus exploded in Jerusalem—were finally, blessedly, laid to rest.
Shira was home.
Simon and Shira reached the altar. David stepped forward, eyes never leaving his bride.
“Who gives this woman to be married?” the officiant asked.
Simon’s voice was steady, proud: “Her mother and I do.”
He placed Shira’s hand in David’s, squeezed her shoulder once, then stepped back to sit beside Miriam.
Miriam took his hand, and they watched together as their daughter—their survivor, their warrior, their miracle—became a wife.
The ceremony was brief but beautiful. Traditional vows, simple rings, and when the officiant said, “You may kiss your bride,” David cupped Shira’s face with such tenderness, such reverence, that half the chapel was crying.
“I present to you, Dr. and Mrs. David Coleman.”
The small gathering erupted in applause.
Shira turned, beaming, and caught her mother’s eye. Miriam mouthed: I love you.
Shira mouthed back: I’m home.
And for the first time in fourteen years, Miriam believed it completely.
FIVE YEARS LATER
BALTIMORE, MARYLAND
SPRING 2028
The backyard of their modest Baltimore home had become Shira’s favorite place in the world.
It wasn’t large—just a small square of grass, bordered by a wooden fence, with a flower garden Miriam had helped her plant along one side. But it was theirs. Safe. Peaceful. Far from any war.
Shira sat on the back porch steps, coffee in hand, watching the afternoon sunlight filter through the trees.