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To Hell and Back

Copyright© 2025 by Megumi Kashuahara

Chapter 5: Deployment

PART TWO: COMBAT

The C-17 Globemaster descended through the Afghan darkness toward Camp Bastion, and Lance Corporal Kirstie Roberts felt her stomach drop with the altitude. Around her, the rest of the Purple Foxes sat in silence, each Marine lost in their own thoughts as they approached the war zone that would be home for the next seven months.

Through the small window, Kirstie caught her first glimpse of Afghanistan—a vast expanse of darkness punctuated by scattered lights, the desert stretching endlessly in all directions. Somewhere down there, people were trying to kill Americans. And soon, very soon, she’d be hanging out of a helicopter with a machine gun, trying to keep them from succeeding.

The C-17 touched down hard, taxied to a stop, and the ramp dropped. The heat hit them like a physical force even at 0200 hours—dry, oppressive, carrying the smell of dust and diesel fuel and something else Kirstie couldn’t quite identify. The smell of war, maybe.

“Welcome to Helmand Province,” Sergeant Vance said beside her. “Still think this is what you wanted?”

“Ask me in seven months,” Kirstie replied, shouldering her pack.


Week One: Orientation

Camp Bastion was a small city in the desert—20,000 personnel from multiple nations, the largest British military camp since World War II. The Marines of HMM-364 were assigned to a section of the sprawling base, their Black Hawks parked in protective revetments, maintenance facilities set up in hardened structures.

The first week was orientation and acclimatization. They learned the base layout, the threat level, the rules of engagement. They practiced donning body armor and helmets in under thirty seconds when the incoming rocket alarm sounded—and it sounded often. The Taliban liked to lob 107mm rockets at the base, usually missing but occasionally getting lucky.

“Get used to it,” Captain Mendez told her crew during their first briefing. “We take indirect fire almost daily. The Brits have counter-battery radar that usually tracks the launch point and sends fast movers to destroy it, but sometimes the enemy gets a few rounds off before we can respond. When you hear that alarm, you move. Clear?”

“Yes, ma’am,” they chorused.

Kirstie learned the rhythm of combat aviation operations. Flight crews worked twelve-hour shifts—day crew and night crew. They pulled QRF (Quick Reaction Force) duty, sitting ready to launch within fifteen minutes for emergency medevacs or troops-in-contact situations. They ran scheduled missions—resupply runs to remote outposts, troop movements, reconnaissance flights.

And they flew in conditions that would have grounded civilian aircraft. Heat, dust, high altitude, primitive landing zones, all while the possibility of enemy fire was constant.

“The enemy doesn’t care that it’s 120 degrees,” Master Sergeant Kowalski said during a maintenance brief. “They don’t care that the dust is eating our engines. They don’t care that we’re tired. The mission continues. We keep these birds flying or people die. Simple as that.”

Kirstie spent her off-duty hours studying maps of Helmand Province—the districts, the towns, the known enemy positions. She memorized call signs, frequencies, medical facility locations. She cleaned her weapon obsessively, checked her ammunition, rehearsed emergency procedures in her mind.

“You’re going to wear out that M240 just from cleaning it,” Sergeant Vance observed one evening in the maintenance hangar.

“Can’t be too prepared,” Kirstie said.

“No, you can’t. But you also can’t prepare for everything. At some point, you just have to trust your training and react.” He paused. “First combat mission is always the hardest. The unknown is scarier than the reality most times.”

“When’s our first mission?”

“Tomorrow. 0600 launch. Resupply run to FOB Delhi. Should be routine, but there’s no such thing as routine here. Get some sleep.”

Kirstie tried. Sleep didn’t come easily.


First Combat Mission

The pre-dawn darkness was cool, a brief respite from the coming heat. Kirstie performed her pre-flight checks by muscle memory, hands steady despite the adrenaline coursing through her system. This was it. Her first real mission.

Captain Mendez and Lieutenant Morrison completed their pilot checks. Sergeant Vance gave her a thumbs-up from the left door. The aircraft carried supplies for a remote outpost—food, water, ammunition, mail from home for Marines who hadn’t seen friendly faces in weeks.

“All crew, preflight complete?”

“Left door ready.”

“Right door ready,” Kirstie confirmed.

“Roger. Bastion Tower, Purple Fox 05, request departure.”

“Purple Fox 05, cleared for departure, contact departure on button 4.”

The Black Hawk lifted into the Afghan dawn, and Kirstie settled into her stance. The M240 was loaded, safety off, her finger indexed along the receiver. Her eyes scanned her sector—the right side of the aircraft, watching for threats, obstacles, anything that could affect the mission.

The landscape below was alien—brown and tan and beige, mountains rising in the distance, dried riverbeds cutting through the desert, mud-walled compounds clustered near water sources. Beautiful in its desolation. Deadly in its possibilities.

“Crew, we’re approaching the route checkpoint. Taliban activity reported in this area last week. Stay alert.”

Kirstie’s grip tightened on her weapon. Every shadow could be a threat. Every building could hide an enemy fighter. Every—

“LEFT DOOR, MUZZLE FLASH, NINE O’CLOCK!”

Sergeant Vance’s M240 roared to life before Kirstie fully processed the words. Tracer rounds arced toward the ground, kicking up dust. The aircraft banked hard right, and Kirstie fought to keep her balance, her sector now including the threat area.

She saw them—two figures with rifles, firing at the aircraft. Without conscious thought, her training took over. Positive identification: armed combatants engaging friendly aircraft. Rules of engagement: authorized to return fire. Backdrop clear: open desert, no friendly positions.

She pressed the trigger.

The M240 bucked against her shoulder, the sound deafening even through her helmet. Tracer rounds reached out, walking toward the enemy position. She adjusted, fired again, saw dust kick up around the fighters. They dove for cover.

“CEASE FIRE! Threat neutralized, we’re clear!”

Kirstie released the trigger, her heart hammering, hands still rock-steady on the weapon. Her first time taking fire. Her first time shooting back at human beings.

“Right door, good shooting,” Captain Mendez’s voice was calm over the intercom. “Left door, same. No damage to aircraft. Continuing to objective.”

The rest of the flight was without incident. They landed at FOB Delhi, dropped off supplies, picked up mail and three Marines heading back to Bastion for R&R, and returned to base without further engagement.

When they landed, Kirstie’s legs were shaking slightly as she dismounted. The adrenaline crash was hitting hard.

Sergeant Vance walked over. “First time taking fire?”

“Yeah.”

“How do you feel?”

Kirstie thought about it. “Scared. Shaky. But ... I did my job. I protected the aircraft.”

“Yeah, you did. And that feeling—scared but functional? That’s normal. That’s good. The day you stop being scared is the day you get complacent. Complacent gets you killed.”

“Noted.”

Captain Mendez approached as they were securing the aircraft. “Roberts, good work today. Your target assessment was textbook—positive ID, clear backdrop, appropriate response. Keep that up.”

“Thank you, ma’am.”

After the debrief, Kirstie sat alone in the maintenance hangar and wrote an email home on the MWR computer. She couldn’t tell them details—operational security—but she could tell them she was okay.

Mom, Dad, Sam, Ellie—I’m good. First mission complete. Can’t say much, but I’m doing the job I trained for. Missing you all. Love you. -K

She hit send and wondered if they could read between the lines, if they knew that “first mission complete” meant she’d been shot at, that she’d shot back, that the war was real now in a way it hadn’t been before.


Week Four: The Grind

The missions blurred together after that first one. Resupply runs to remote outposts, troop movements, medevac escorts, reconnaissance flights. Some missions took fire, most didn’t. The Taliban learned quickly that shooting at helicopters brought fast and violent responses—either from the door guns or from fast movers overhead.

Kirstie learned to read the terrain, to spot potential ambush positions, to feel the rhythm of flight operations. She learned which pilots were aggressive, which were cautious, which crew chiefs were experienced, which were new.

She learned what the inside of a medevac looked like—wounded Marines bleeding on litters, the frantic work of corpsmen trying to save lives, the smell of blood and fear and disinfectant. Those missions were the worst. You couldn’t think about the casualties in the back, couldn’t wonder if they’d make it, couldn’t freeze. You just kept your eyes on your sector and made sure no one shot down the bird carrying wounded Americans.

She learned to function on four hours of sleep, to eat MREs while maintaining a weapon, to ignore the heat and the dust and the exhaustion. She learned that combat aviation was less about dramatic moments and more about grinding repetition punctuated by brief seconds of terror.

And she learned that she was good at it.

“Roberts, you’re becoming one of my more reliable door gunners,” Captain Mendez said after a particularly complex mission involving multiple birds and coordination with ground forces. “You don’t panic, you communicate clearly, and you shoot straight. Keep it up.”

The praise meant everything. Kirstie was earning her place not just as a qualified door gunner but as a trusted member of combat aircrew.


Month Three: Close Call

The mission started routine—transport a platoon of infantry from Bastion to a patrol base near Sangin. Straightforward insertion, land, drop off Marines, return to base. Kirstie had flown dozens of similar missions.

They approached the landing zone, a cleared area near the patrol base, at 1400 hours. The heat was oppressive, making the air thin, making the aircraft work harder. Sergeant Vance called out obstacles as they descended.

“LZ looks clear, no visible threats—”

The RPG came out of nowhere.

The rocket-propelled grenade arced toward them, a streak of smoke and death. Lieutenant Morrison saw it, reacted instantly, jerking the stick hard left. The RPG missed by twenty feet, detonating in the air behind them.

“TAKING FIRE! RPG, three o’clock!”

More muzzle flashes from a building near the LZ. AK-47s, multiple shooters. The aircraft was in the most vulnerable position—low, slow, heavy with troops.

“ABORT ABORT! Going around!”

Captain Mendez yanked the collective, applying full power. The Black Hawk climbed, banking away from the kill zone. Kirstie tracked the enemy position, acquiring targets.

“RIGHT DOOR ENGAGING!”

 
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