To Hell and Back
Copyright© 2025 by Megumi Kashuahara
Chapter 12: Crossing Lines
Walter Reed - Two Years and Ten Months Into Program
Kirstie stood at the podium in the Senate hearing room, her prosthetic leg visible beneath her professional dress, facing a panel of legislators who would decide the fate of advanced prosthetic coverage for veterans.
She’d come a long way from that first nervous television interview. In the past two years, she’d spoken at conferences, testified before committees, done countless media appearances. She’d become the face of the Advanced Prosthetic Research Program—the wounded warrior who’d fought back from the edge of suicide to become an advocate for others.
But today’s testimony was the most important yet. The VA Prosthetic Coverage Expansion Act—legislation that would mandate insurance coverage of microprocessor knees and powered ankles for all qualified veterans. Legislation that could change thousands of lives.
“Senator Harris, members of the committee,” Kirstie began, her voice steady despite the cameras and the weight of the moment. “My name is Kirstie Roberts, former Staff Sergeant, United States Marine Corps. On June 23rd, 2012, my helicopter crashed in Afghanistan. I lost my left leg above the knee, along with my career, my identity, and nearly my life.”
She paused, making eye contact with the senators.
“Six weeks after my second amputation, I attempted suicide. I saw no future worth living. But then I was selected for the Department of Defense Advanced Prosthetic Research Program. I was fitted with a microprocessor knee and powered ankle—technology that gave me back not just mobility, but dignity. Independence. Hope.”
She gestured to her leg. “This prosthetic system costs approximately $125,000. Without the research program, my insurance would have denied coverage, calling it experimental or not medically necessary. Instead, they would have provided a basic mechanical knee worth about $8,000—a prosthetic that would have left me dependent on crutches, unable to navigate stairs, limited to flat surfaces.”
Kirstie pulled out her phone, brought up her prosthetic app, and projected it onto the screen behind her.
“This technology adapts to my movement fifty times per second. It catches me when I stumble. It adjusts for stairs, ramps, uneven terrain. The powered ankle provides propulsion that reduces my energy expenditure by thirty percent. Because of this technology, I can walk three miles. I can hike. I can climb stairs. I can live independently. I can contribute to society.”
She closed the app and looked directly at Senator Harris, who’d sponsored the bill.
“Without this technology, I would be confined to a wheelchair or limited to very short distances with crutches. I would be dependent on others for basic mobility. I would be exactly what insurance companies claim amputees should accept—limited, dependent, grateful for the bare minimum.”
Her voice hardened slightly.
“But here’s the truth: we didn’t give our legs, our arms, our bodies to this country to be told that basic mechanical prosthetics are ‘good enough.’ We deserve the best technology available. And that technology exists. It works. I’m living proof. Over the past three years, the research program has equipped seventy-five veterans with advanced prosthetics. Our data shows dramatic improvements in quality of life, reduced secondary injuries, decreased depression and suicide rates, and increased employment.”
She pulled out a sheet of statistics.
“Veterans with advanced prosthetics are sixty-seven percent more likely to maintain full-time employment. They have forty-three percent fewer secondary orthopedic injuries. They report fifty-eight percent better mental health outcomes. And every single one of them—one hundred percent—says the technology transformed their lives.”
Senator Williams, known for fiscal conservatism, spoke up. “Ms. Roberts, the cost of providing this technology to all qualified veterans would be approximately $750 million over five years. How do you justify that expense?”
Kirstie had anticipated this question. “Senator, what’s the cost of veterans who can’t work? Who develop secondary injuries from poor prosthetics? Who commit suicide because they see no hope? The VA already spends billions on disability payments, secondary medical care, and mental health services. Advanced prosthetics reduce all those costs while improving lives. It’s not an expense—it’s an investment in the people who sacrificed for this country.”
She paused, then added quietly, “And senator, can you really put a price on a veteran’s ability to walk their daughter down the aisle? To hike with their kids? To feel whole again? Because that’s what this technology provides. Not just mobility—humanity.”
The room was silent. Several senators were visibly moved.
After her testimony concluded, Kirstie stepped down from the podium, her legs shaking slightly—both the biological one and the prosthetic. Brett was waiting in the hallway, along with Colonel Martinez and her parents, who’d flown in for the hearing.
“You were incredible,” Brett said, his pride obvious. “Powerful, articulate, and you had them. Even Williams looked convinced.”
“Think it’ll pass?”
“After that testimony? I’d be shocked if it doesn’t.”
Colonel Martinez approached, shaking Kirstie’s hand firmly. “Outstanding work, Staff Sergeant. That was exactly what the committee needed to hear. I’ve already had three senators’ aides reach out asking for additional data.”
“Happy to provide it, ma’am.”
“Good. Because you’re not done yet. We’ve got two more state legislatures requesting testimony, and PBS wants to do a documentary on the program.” She paused. “But first, you’ve got your final program evaluation next week. Three years is almost up. Time to discuss next steps.”
After the colonel left, Kirstie’s parents pulled her aside.
“We’re so proud of you, sweetheart,” Eleanor said, her eyes wet. “The way you spoke, the strength you showed—”
“You were commanding that room,” James added. “Just like you commanded that door gun. Different battlefield, same warrior.”
The praise meant everything, but Kirstie found her eyes drifting to Brett, who stood a respectful distance away, giving her family time. In two months, the program would officially end. In two months, he wouldn’t be her therapist anymore.
In two months, they could finally stop pretending there was nothing between them.
Final Program Evaluation
The evaluation was comprehensive—medical assessment, psychological review, prosthetic performance analysis, and future planning. Kirstie sat through hours of testing, measurements, and interviews.
Dr. Kim examined her residual limb. “Exceptional condition. No pressure sores, no skin breakdown, excellent muscle tone. You’ve taken excellent care of it.”
The psychologist—Dr. Chen, who’d been with her since the beginning—smiled warmly. “Your mental health scores show remarkable improvement. You’re no longer clinically depressed, your PTSD symptoms are managed, you’ve developed excellent coping mechanisms. You’re thriving, not just surviving.”
Brett’s evaluation was the last one. They sat in his office, the space where they’d spent hundreds of hours over the past three years, and reviewed her physical capabilities.
“Walking endurance: five miles without breaks. Stair climbing: no limitations. Running: up to three miles, though you still prefer shorter distances. Swimming: competitive level. Hiking: advanced trails, no restrictions.” He looked up from his tablet. “Kirstie, you’ve exceeded every goal we set. You’re not just functional—you’re athletic.”
“Couldn’t have done it without you.”
“Sure you could have. You’re the most determined person I’ve ever worked with.” He paused, set down the tablet. “But I’m glad I was here for it. Watching you go from wheelchair-bound and suicidal to this—to someone who testifies before Congress, who swims and hikes and runs—it’s been the privilege of my career.”
“Just your career?”
The question hung between them. Brett met her eyes, and Kirstie saw everything she’d been feeling for two years reflected back at her.
“No,” he said quietly. “Not just my career. You know it’s not.”
“Two more months.”
“Fifty-six days. But who’s counting?”
Despite the tension, Kirstie laughed. “You’re really keeping track?”
“Since about six months in, yeah. Since the day you went swimming and I realized I was in serious trouble.” He ran his hand through his hair. “Look, I know we can’t do anything about it now. Professional ethics, power dynamics, all of it matters. But when the program ends, when you’re officially discharged from my care...” He met her eyes. “I’d like to take you to dinner. A real date. No parallel bars, no gait analysis, no prosthetic adjustments. Just you and me.”
Kirstie’s heart hammered. “I’d like that too.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. I’ve been waiting two years for you to ask.”
“I’ve been waiting two years to be allowed to ask.” He smiled, but then his expression turned serious. “I need you to know something, though. I’m not asking because I see you as a patient I helped, or a project I’m proud of, or some kind of rescue fantasy. I’m asking because you’re smart, and funny, and strong, and you challenge me. Because you make me want to be better. Because somewhere along the way, watching you fight your way back to life, I fell for you. The real you, not the warrior you were or the patient you started as. Just you.”
Kirstie felt tears sting her eyes. “I fell for you too. Somewhere between parallel bars and swimming pools and hiking trails. Somewhere in all those moments you saw me as strong instead of broken.”
“You were never broken. Just healing.”
They sat in silence, the acknowledgment hanging between them, heavy with promise and possibility.
“Fifty-six days,” Kirstie said finally.
“Then we can figure out what this is. If it’s real, if it can work outside of this context.” Brett stood, offering his hand to help her up—professional to the end. “But until then, we do this right. By the book.”
“Agreed.”
As she left his office, Kirstie felt something she hadn’t felt in years: excited anticipation for the future. Not anxious about what she’d lost, but excited about what she might gain.
Eight Weeks Later - Program Completion
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