Chapter 8: Nadia’s New Computer

Nadia stared dumbstruck at the mountain of boxes stacked precariously on her living room floor. Claire stood grinning beside them, looking ridiculously casual in an oversized hoodie and faded running sneakers—a stark contrast to Nadia’s own carefully curated work-from-home attire.

“So,” Claire began, tossing a stray strand of blue hair out of her eyes, “Ready for the next level?”

Nadia could only nod. Her mind was struggling to catch up with what she saw: multiple boxes clearly labeled “PC components,” others overflowing with wires and peripherals, a giant box emblazoned with “Pegasus” that had to be the graphics card ... and then there was a behemoth of a crate marked “Desk - Assembled.”

“You didn’t have to...” Nadia started, her voice catching in her throat.

Claire waved her hand dismissively. “Don’t even start with that. I knew you were getting serious about this. You practically vibrate at the mere mention of new porn I made for you these days.” She nudged a box labeled ‘Storage’ playfully. “Besides,” Claire continued, dropping her voice conspiratorially, “Think about it – we need room to grow that library. And those old monitors aren’t doing justice to my edits, you know? Remember how you said your laptop’s fan sounded like a dying walrus? And how it threatened to melt down if you tried watching anything past ‘softcore’? I took some liberties. A good computer and storage solution is essential to your new lifestyle. Living without porn is impossible now.”

Nadia felt a warm blush creep up her cheeks remembering the night a few months ago. Her first real orgasm watching porn. A deep, shuddering release that left her breathless and wanting more. It was like a door had swung open within her, revealing a whole new world of pleasure. Nadia now found so much pleasure in porn. The intense orgasms, the exploration of fantasies, the feeling of control over her own arousal – all became more important than anything else in her life.

Her routine changed drastically. The laptop was always open, the external hard drive constantly plugged in, ready to accommodate a growing collection of her favorite clips and new discoveries. She started developing rituals. She made time for nonstop porn consumption, she slept with porn. She sorted through folders, watching specific clips on loop, edging tasks, and dedicating the weekend to gooning and nothing else. Every week, she found some new way to deepen her experience with porn. It’s beyond addiction. It’s her life now. Porn became a cornerstone of her being. She had actual porn withdrawals now, so she made sure to scroll discreetly at work to stay focused. Porn regulated her now. Her porn time was the answer to all her emotional needs in life. She developed a deep, meaningful friendship around porn. Claire and Nadia got closer because of their addiction to porn. Like Claire said, Nadia was able to fill a void with porn that no other person could fill. She was right. Porn is better than people.

Claire knew that Nadia’s porn addiction fully unlocked her true nature. There was a new vibe from Nadia. It was warm and upbeat and chill. It was very similar to the glow of a woman who has regular and satisfying good sex. A woman who is put together and balanced. A woman at peace.

For Nadia, porn became the driving force that brought her good things in life. Nadia was taking control of her pleasure. Nadia didn’t see her extreme porn consumption as addiction. She slowly started to tap into the world Claire found a long time ago, edging to porn in her dorm room all those years ago. Nadia was finally living. All because she decided to masturbate to porn as much as possible.