Chapter 5: Claire Feeds Nadia Porn

It starts out small.

Claire sends her links, then images, then videos ... just a slow gentle escalation of pornography consumption. Nadia didn’t quite know what to do with them. But she didn’t question things. Claire knew what she was doing. At first Nadia protested and said things like “I’m at work, I can’t open that right now.” Claire would respond “So? You are in a cubicle, no one will see.” Over time, Nadia learned how to carefully scroll porn at work. She accepted Claire’s reasoning.

At first, Claire would send her pretty vanilla clips: Pretty girls moaning soft and slow. It’s just them, naked, touching themselves, performing for the camera. Then Claire added more over time. Odd insertions, creature cocks, fuck machines. She decided to avoid penis as much as possible. Claire knew that men were a sore spot in Nadia’s past so why bring that into porn? As Claire learned Nadia’s tastes, she decided to make custom edits to help guide Nadia deeper for porn.

Due to her obsession with creating goon captions and videos, amateur graphic design and video editing are now second nature to her. She decides to look for porn in her collection, trimming clips, adding lo-fi beats and subtle whispered affirmations: “You’re wanted. You’re seen. Stay here.” She was slowly brainwashing Nadia for the better. Her creations are half porn, half hypnosis. Claire noticed how it was changing her she loved it. She once again figured out how to make porn addiction drive her deeper and further from ‘normalcy’. She knew Nadia would change too.

Nadia has now started watching porn every night with her earbuds in. She is really getting into Claire’s voice-overs. Her best friend really knows what she’s doing and it really shows. Nadia is in awe at all the raw talent Claire has to make all of these edits almost constantly. Her multitasking must be pretty high to make these, while surrounded by porn ... and shes ... touching herself too? Nadia got a little embarrassed and pushed that thought from her mind.

However, one side benefit of all of this is that she doesn’t have time to think about being lonely any more. She goes to work and then watches the porn that Claire sends her. Porn is starting to fill the void no other man could fill. Nadia is slowly starting starting to understand Claire’s porn addicted lifestyle and she even looks forward to what Claire sends her that day. But Nadia tells herself she’s not getting addicted. She’s not getting that aroused. She’s doing it to help her friend. She’s doing it so Claire is seen and understood. That’s what she tells herself, at least.

Sometimes, she tries to touch herself but she’s too afraid to do it right now. She knows that would be crossing a line. Nadia has been so used to being orgasm denied that she just puts away the pent up feelings of being horny. Having an orgasm to porn would mean something is changing; she wasn’t quite ready for that yet.

But she knows Claire is changing her.

Claire told her to spend all her free time watching porn. Now it’s her routine. Claire hopes she will eventually start touching herself. That is when everything will unlock. She knows Nadia must be getting horny even though she’s not touching ... yet. The possibility of making her best friend into a goonette drives Claire like a woman possessed. She makes constant edits and affirmations and audio loops and then goons to her creations ... feeding her very essence of her porn addiction into ever curate pixel she gives Nadia.