Chapter 29

The usual mini-chaos enveloped the afternoon class of the riding school. After a lunch that Pauline helped Caroline prepare it was back into the fray for the family. (The simple act of sharing a kitchen caught Pauline off guard: she had been so used to managing on her own that she had forgotten what quiet companionship in work could feel like.)

By this time, Rachel was familiar enough with the school’s routine that she was able to help, pointing pupils in the right direction, ensuring they had the correct equipment, and calling the roll. After the class was underway, Matt helped her onto Trixie, who snorted and tossed her head, obviously delighted to have her rider back. Pauline caught herself smiling at the sight. The connection between her daughter and the horse seemed so instinctive, it was as if the two had always belonged together. Rachel kept the mare at a quiet pace, wanting to save her for a more energetic ride after the class had departed.

The family paused for afternoon tea, and Pauline realised with surprise how much the family’s warmth was drawing her in. Laughter bubbled easily around the table, and she found herself joining in without having to measure her words. It had been many years since she had felt some enjoyment in life. So when she was invited to join a family ride, she accepted without hesitation.

Mounted once again, she kept her horse to a careful trot, not confident to do more. Caroline rode alongside while the others cantered ahead. Pauline felt the rhythm of the animal beneath her — awkward and exhilarating all at once. The steady sway unlocked something in her chest she hadn’t expected: a tiny flutter of trust.