Between Two Worlds
Copyright© 2025 by Megumi Kashuahara
Chapter 2
Johnny McKenzie awoke and slowly sat up. The storage room in the church that Pastor Higgins let him sleep in to get out of the elements was still cold. He shivered and wrapped the thin wool blanket around his shoulders, hoping to rid himself of the shivers.
The pastor let him stay in return for cleaning the church, shoveling the snow from the front steps, and doing whatever else needed doing. At sixteen, he had been an orphan for three years since his parents were killed by an Arapaho raiding party that attacked the wagon train on the Oregon Trail. A family in the wagon train headed to Willamette Valley, and brought him as far as Fort Laramie. He had been here ever since.
In 1859, Fort Laramie was a large town that had sprung up around the Army fort. It was a vital stop along the Oregon Trail. The town consisted mostly of trappers, assimilated Arapaho, Cheyenne and Sioux living in tipis and wigwams who sold horses and Indian trade items like bead-worked buckskin clothes, jewelry, and other trinkets.
Like any other town, it had its dark underbelly with thieves, grifters and criminals. Whenever slavers had Native Indians for sale, they held slave auctions where miners and trappers would buy an Indian wife or, in polite terms, a bed warmer. They always trumped-up charges of theft and sold them as criminals. Fort Laramie was still a part of the Nebraska Territory, and the 1854 Kansas-Nebraska Act repealed the Missouri Compromise, allowing territorial settlers to decide for themselves whether to permit or prohibit slavery. However, unlike in Kansas, the issue did not lead to widespread violence in Nebraska. So, the U.S. Army did not like or condone selling Indian slaves, but it was not illegal, and they simply turned a blind eye.
Once Johnny felt warm enough to brave the cold, he headed out to make his usual rounds to find something to eat. He had a couple of regular places he would visit: a couple of tents where fur traders would sometimes give him some jerky if they were feeling hospitable. A couple of times he even got a handout from a few Arapaho Indians.
As Johnny made his usual circuit of town, he heard Clint Prescott making noise, gathering a crowd to begin selling the five young girls and women he had to offer. Prescott was a man whose grin never reached his eyes and was a slimy snake of a man with an evil glint. Johnny heard him say he had five, but when he looked, there were only four showing: one on the block and three being held to take their turns on the auction block.
When Johnny took a closer look, the fifth one had her hands tied to the slave wagon. She was trying to work her hands free of the rope without drawing any attention. Johnny gasped when she looked up. He felt hard for her. She was the prettiest girl he had ever laid eyes on! She was slender, with dark doe eyes like molten obsidian and honey-brown hair down to her waist. She was young—younger than him, he guessed.
Johnny quietly snuck around to the other side of the wagon and crawled underneath. He made a barely audible “Shhhh,” and she looked down. He opened his pocketknife and quickly cut her bonds. He whispered to her, “Come on, crawl under the wagon.”
Prescott had one of the young girls on the block and the bidding was brisk. Everyone’s eyes were glued to the action, and the three other bound women were fidgeting as things heated up. Their handler was fully engrossed with keeping them in line, and the girl slipped under the wagon. Johnny reminded her to be quiet as they sneaked away from the area, Johnny leading her by the hand.
Once on the outskirts of town, they hid behind an old, seldom used barn. Once they had caught their breath, Johnny asked her, “Do you speak English?”
She nodded and replied, “Some. I go to mission school here for two seasons,” pointing to the fort. “I run away. They beat us for speaking Sioux. Much beatings.”
He asked her, “What’s your name? You is Sioux, right?”
She nodded twice, replying, “Yes, I Lakota. Name Winona.”
“Do ya wanna go home?”
She vigorously nodded, saying, “Much want!”
“I promise ya that I’ll find a way, come hell or high water, to git ya home. I swear it.”
She teared up, smiled, and said, “Much thanks.”
“Are ya hungry?”
Nodding wide-eyed, Winona answered, “Yes, no eat three moons.”
Taking her hand, Johnny stood and said, “Come on, I know a trapper who can feed us.”
Winona stood, smiled, and looked him in the eyes. Johnny smiled and shook his head, saying, “Boy, you sure are pretty!”
Winona’s cheeks flushed shyly, her cinnamon-colored complexion darkening slightly. He led her through the woods to Jedidiah Boone’s tiny one-room cabin. He nodded to her with a smile and knocked three times.
They heard through the door in a gravelly, tired voice, “Who the hell in tarnation is that a-bangin’ on my door?”
Winona stepped back, startled. Johnny held her hand tight and smiled as he replied through the door, “Hurry up and open up, ya old fart! It’s me, Johnny.”
The door swung open and a big, burly, scraggly old man with a long gray beard stood looking down on them. Winona paled and shrank back, but Johnny did not let go of her hand. Old Jed looked down at her, smiled and quipped, “Who be this pretty little thing? Your new sweetheart or somethin’?”
“Damn right!” Johnny quipped, pulled her hand up and kissed it.
Winona blushed again and giggled as her shoulders pulled forward in shyness.
Jed stepped aside as the two teens quickly stepped inside. He shook his head with a smile and replied, “She be one of Prescott’s? I hope she be worth it, boy. If’n he catches you, he’ll be puttin’ a bullet right in your head and she’ll be sold to a brothel.”
Johnny replied, “That’s why we’re here. She ain’t ate in three days. We need food so I can take her home to her people.”
Jed sat at the table and looked at her. He asked her, “You be Lakota Sioux, ain’t ya?”
Winona, a little frightened by Jed’s manner, slowly nodded. Jed turned to Johnny and asked, “Do you know where her folks be?” Johnny shook his head. Jed answered, “They be winterin’ way up north in Powder Creek Basin. On foot, hidin’ and tryin’ to avoid Prescott’s trackers, that be a three- to four-week walk. And in this weather and snow to boot.”
Winona looked down and started to silently cry. She knew what Jed said was true. It took them ten days to make the trip in the wagon. It broke Johnny’s heart to see her tears. He knelt at her feet and with both his hands on the sides of her face, gently wiped her tears and said as he looked up into her eyes, “Come hell or high water, I’m gonna get you home to your ma and pa. Even if I got to die doin’ it. I got ya free of that slimy piece of shit Prescott, didn’t I?”
Winona bit her bottom lip and nodded. She covered his hands, still holding her face. Something passed between them—not complete trust, but hope. He did free her from the slavers. He knew to come to a trusted friend. She leaned forward and put her head on his shoulder. Johnny started to choke up a bit as he rubbed her back. Not wanting Jed to see him cry, he sniffed and said in a confident tone, “Come on, Jed, feed us. We’re starvin’.”
Jed chuckled and quipped, “Boy, you got balls bigger than my old mule Betsy.”
Both teens looked at each other, puzzled. Johnny asked, “Why you gonna name a mule with balls Betsy?”
“‘Cause she be actin’ like a son of a bitch half the time.” Everyone chuckled at that.
With that, Jed got up, stoked the fire, and stirred the pot of beans hanging on a triangle over the fire in the hearth. As he stirred, he looked over his shoulder and told Johnny, “Make your scrawny ass useful and grab some bowls.”
He filled two bowls, stood and walked to the table. He handed Johnny a bowl and chuckled, “Here; your arms and legs ain’t broke. Get your own.”
Jed was just messing with him, and Johnny took it in stride. That old man had fed him too many times to count. Jed put the bowl of beans in front of Winona, took some stale cornbread out of an old flour sack, and handed her a spoon and a biscuit. He gently patted her hand and said, “Eat slow. Eatin’ fast on that empty stomach, you’ll be gettin’ sicker than a dog eatin’ a snake.” Winona smiled and nodded.
They ate in silence, but Johnny was occasionally looking over, giving Winona goo-goo eyes. She thought to herself, He’s cute and I really like his reddish hair and freckles. I like that he’s like papa: broad shoulders and tall. He’s kind and caring, and brave to get me free. He kinda scares me though. My stomach does flip-flops when he smiles at me. I really like holding hands... Then, a thought of her father, Mato [meaning big bear]. He would beat her hard if he saw her holding hands with a white boy.
Jed said as they ate, “If you’re really thinkin’ about takin’ her home, you got to move at night, even if it rains or snows. Stay close to the rivers and streams. That’ll help hide your tracks. Now if you be leavin’ tonight, you’ll be needin’ rest and supplies. Both of you lay over there on the bear rug, snuggle together to stay warm. Get used to it, ‘cause you two’ll freeze to death out there if you don’t be sharin’ your body heat. I’ll be back with some supplies. I’ll draw ya a map too.”
Jed grabbed some pelts to trade for the supplies, donned his big bear hat and coat, then left. Johnny and Winona just looked at each other, spoons in hand from across the table, without saying a word. Johnny thought, Gee golly whiz! I never thought about this! What happens if my pecker gets hard? I don’t want her thinkin’ I’m some sort of rake...
Winona thought doing that with someone she was not bound to might dishonor her parents, her ancestors and ruin her reputation. Lakota Sioux held virginal purity as paramount for an unmarried girl of marriageable age, which she was. She just swallowed, dropped her head, and finished her plate of beans. Winona sat pushing three beans around the plate, trying to delay the inevitable. She finally took a deep breath and cleaned her plate.
Both teens stood and slowly walked to the bearskin rug near the fireplace. As they faced each other, Winona’s bottom lip started to quiver, and tears spilled over her lower lids. After a few seconds, she could not hold the dam back and she started to cry openly. Johnny gently took her shoulders and pulled her to him—one arm around her back, the other cradling her head against his chest. He gently stroked her hair and whispered, “Don’t be afraid of me, Winona. I will never hurt ya.”
She silently nodded against his chest. She then looked up at him and pleaded, “Please, do not dishonor me.”
“Never,” he said with conviction.
Johnny lay down on his back first, then turned onto his side facing her. He decided he would let her take whatever position she chose, and he would follow her lead. Winona first sat back on her heels facing him. She looked at him and his position. She determined that he was going to respect her and let her decide how they did this. She pulled her legs out from under her and laid down on her side facing him. They laid like that for several minutes. Winona thought, We cannot share any body heat this way...
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