Traces of Desire
Copyright© 2025 by Big Ed Magusson
Chapter 16
At dinner, we didn’t see Sandy or Liz in the cafeteria after all. Instead, we had a pleasant meal with some of the guys from our floor. All three of them were from out-of-state, but different midwest states. They’d picked CU for the skiing as much as the academics.
Len wasn’t paying attention to the conversation. He kept fidgeting with his glass. He’d slide it to the side a bit, or pick it up and set it back down without drinking. He also twirled his fork in his fingers when he wasn’t actively eating. He didn’t relax until we were back in the room sitting at our desks. Even then, he was staring out into space. So I decided to ask.
“Still thinking about Sandy?”
“Yeah.”
“I don’t know what you could’ve done differently.”
He smiled ruefully. “Besides not sleep with her?”
“Whoa! I didn’t say that!”
“But you were thinking it.”
I shrugged sheepishly.
“In hindsight, I shouldn’t’ve.” His statement was very matter-of-fact. He paused and stared at the wall for a moment before the corners of his mouth turned up in an ironic smile. “She was just, well, all over me.”
I chuckled a bit more darkly than I’d intended.
“What?”
“Ann was all over me,” I explained. “I said no and she got mad. Sandy was all over you. You said yes and she got mad.”
“Damned if you do, damned if you don’t.”
“Yeah.”
“Well,” he said, “Ann didn’t think you had a relationship. So she’ll get over it faster.”
“Maybe,” I conceded, although I really wasn’t sure. After all, Ann had been pretty pissed when she’d stormed off, and we hadn’t talked since. It’d been almost a week.
Len sighed. “Thank God I’m going home tomorrow.”
“Yeah.”
Then he paused in thought before he leaned forward and clasped his hands together
“You know what I’d like to do?” he asked.
I shook my head, slightly confused at his change to an upbeat tone.
“Watch a comedy. You seen What’s Up Doc?”
“Isn’t that ... um...”
“Early Barbra Streisand,” Len said.” And Madeline Kahn. I think it’s the first thing she did.”
“Before Blazing Saddles?”
“Yeah,” he said. “It’s hilarious.”
I grinned, though my head was still spinning from his mood change. “Then let’s do it.”
We didn’t see Sandy or Liz at breakfast or lunch the next day. That afternoon, Len left for home and I had dinner with some random guys from the floor. I did see Liz and Sandy across the room, but we didn’t talk. Liz waved while Sandy glared at me. I shrugged it off. I wasn’t Len after all.
After dinner, I decided to go to the party in the quad tower. As I climbed the stairs of that wing of the dorm, the pounding beat of Foreigner grew until it was almost earsplitting. Thankfully, the party was as far from my room as physically possible and still be in the same building. No one in this half of the dorm was going to get any sleep, but maybe they didn’t care. It seemed like half the dorm was there. People spilled into the hall, sat on the stairs, and even had taken over a couple of nearby rooms. I waved to the people I recognized but didn’t see anyone I really wanted to talk to so I wormed my way through the crowd to the keg. Well, kegs. They had three. All Coors, which was disappointing.
After getting my beer, I worked my way back out to the hall. The crowd inside was just too much. I spotted a guy I knew waving to me before pointing toward the stairs. When I furrowed my brow, he did it again. So I followed.
I didn’t know him well. His name was Aaron and he lived on my floor. We’d chatted casually over dinner a couple of times, but that was about it. I thought he was a poly sci major, but wasn’t sure. He had great hair, though, wavy and thick like an actor or rock star. Like Simon LeBon, I realized.
He was waiting for me the landing.
“Dude,” he said, “Oh, I’m glad I saw you.”
“Okay...?”
“You’re a movie guy, right?”
“Yeah.”
“And pre-med?”
“Yeah...”
“Cool.” He rubbed his hands together excitedly. “This’ll work. What would you think about Beer Pursuit?”
“Beer Pursuit?”
“Trivial Pursuit but you miss a question, you take a drink.”
“Okay...” I wasn’t sure I liked the sound of that.
“It’s teams,” he explained, “and I need a partner. I know history and geography, so we’ll be good.”
I shrugged. It was better than a loud, crowded party where I couldn’t move or hear anyone I was talking to. Still, I glanced back up.
“Oh,” he said. “We’ve got better beer, too.”
Well, that was an incentive.
He motioned me to follow him toward an open door halfway down the hall.
We reached the door and Aaron walked in without knocking. “Found a partner!”
A step behind him, I paused. Four people sat around a makeshift coffee table constructed of crates and a board. The Trivial Pursuit game was set up and each of them had beers. I didn’t recognize three of them, but the fourth smiled at me.
Liz raised her Heineken bottle in a toast. “Mike!”
Aaron turned out to be right about us being good partners. The game started off well and we nailed most of our answers. We didn’t collect many pie wedges but we had good long streaks where we moved easily around the board. After our first couple of drinks, the answers flew even faster for us. We were playing loose and wild and it was a heckuva lot of fun.
It helped that Aaron had a snarky sense of humor. The jokes flew fast and furious, mostly from him and Liz. She was quick-witted and the alcohol only enhanced that.
Liz consistently made quips that got her partner, Kathy, laughing. Kathy had one of those big hearty laughs that pulled everyone else in. The two of them had the friendly banter down to a level that I would’ve envied if I wasn’t too busy chuckling myself.
I did try to flirt a little with Liz, but I don’t think she noticed in the group chaos. Sure, she smiled at me, and sometimes responded to my jokes, but she was more interested in talking with Kathy. I couldn’t keep up the repartee at the speed they went, so mostly I just tried to catch her eye and share a smile.
After about an hour, Liz had to break to go use the restroom. Aaron shifted to talk with Kathy, turning slightly away from me. The other team was a couple that never stopped cuddling the entire time we played and had introduced themselves as Chris-and-Marybeth. They were ignoring me as well, so I leaned back and took in the room.
The motion was enough for me to feel the buzz. Aaron looked cold sober, but the others appeared drunker than me. Chris-and-Marybeth were clearly plastered. She kept nuzzling his neck as he whispered in her ear. From the way he caressed her shoulder, I had a pretty idea where they were headed once the game was over.
Kathy was visibly swaying but she wore a happy smile as she talked with Aaron. She had an aquiline nose and really large breasts, which jiggled when she laughed. Her eyes twinkled as she gently brushed her long wavy hair behind one ear. I tried to join the conversation, but she only had eyes for Aaron, so I shrugged and just settled back.
Then Liz came back. She looked surprisingly chipper for someone who’d drunk so much. As she settled into her place, the side conversations finished up. She waited until she had everyone’s attention.
“So,” she said, “are we ready for the next round?”
“I...” Kathy raised her Heineken bottle and stared at it. “I ... I gotta stop.”
“Drinking?” Aaron replied.
“Yeah. Don’t wanna barf.”
“You’re not that drunk,” he said.
“Nah, and I don’t wanna be.”
“So what do you want to do?”
“Dunno.”
“We could play Strip Pursuit,” Liz suggested.
Chris-and-Marybeth sat up straight, but no one immediately objected.
“Ooh!” Kathy said. “Sounds naughty!”
Liz smiled at her. “It can be.”
Kathy sucked the top of her beer bottle and her eyes flashed at Liz.
“So ... how does this work?” Aaron asked.
“You miss a question, you take something off,” Liz said.
Marybeth shook her head. “That’s too many.”
“So just the pie wedge questions,” Liz said.
Kathy blinked and looked at her, and then at Aaron, and then back at Liz. She slowly smiled.
I studied the board. Aaron and I already had four pie wedges. I was pretty confident we could get the last ones pretty quickly. But the other teams only had two.
“Uh...,” Marybeth said, “but ... only if we can quit at any time.”
“It’ll be okay, sweetie.” Chris gave her a reassuring squeeze.
“Sure,” Liz said. “You can quit. But only between questions. Once it’s asked, you have to go through with it. “After a round of nods, she asked, “So ... everybody in?”
“Yeah,” Aaron said, “let’s do it.”
The game went fast. Or at least it seemed to fly by as far as I was concerned. When someone missed a question, the next team immediately picked up the die.
Aaron and I played well. By the time I slid the last colored pie wedge into place, we’d only lost our socks, shoes, and shirts. I was pretty confident that we could get to the middle and answer the final question before we lost our pants.
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