Chapter 7

I was on my hands and knees, my arse in the air with Toby licking my hole. An irresistible urge to be fucked overwhelmed me, an urgent, compulsive need to be buggered by Toby.

‘Fuck me now, Toby, fuck me hard.’

Toby stopped his delightful licking of my hole. ‘Are you sure, Ash? Is that what you want?’

I looked back at him over my shoulder. ‘More than anything, just fuck me.’

Toby sat back. ‘Do I need a rubber?’

I hadn’t thought that far ahead, I wasn’t sure what the right answer was.

‘No, just do it, stick it in.’

He reached again under the coffee table and picked up a tube of KY Jelly. It had been there all the time, without me knowing. It showed that he was already prepared to shag me. He smeared the gel all over his cock and then poked some up my arse. The big, defining moment was at hand.

This was proper sex, the real thing. I felt like it was a right of passage. I was changing, evolving from a boy to a queer man.

Toby shifted his position so that he was kneeling right behind me, his hands tenderly caressing my bum. I braced myself for the penetration to come, the initial entry of his dick into my hole. I tried to relax, to avoid any tension that might tighten me. But I knew that the actual moment of penetration was so significant, so pivotal and life-changing, that I found myself tightening up.

All that practice with the deodorant bottles and the dildo was for nothing. I might as well have not bothered.

‘OK, Ash, here it comes. I’ve wanted to do this for so long. I’ve dreamed and fantasised about it, and now it’s actually happening.’

‘Go on, Toby, go on. I’ve wanted it too.’ I held on to the arm of the sofa, yearning for it, but dreading it at the same time. Just how much was it going to hurt?

Without another word, Toby pressed the slippery tip of his cock against my hole. I shuddered in anticipation. Then, it was in me. Just the tip, but I felt it slide inside me. Oh, God, please let it go in easily. It did. Holding my hips firmly in his hands, Toby slid all the way in me. I let out a loud groan of pure pleasure and of relief. His thick, hard cock pushed all the way in.

I moaned again, ‘Oh fuck ... that feels so good ... uhh ... right up me, Toby ... right up me.’

Toby began to rock gently back and forth, easing in and out. I could hear a slight squelch as the gel was oozed in and out with each thrust.

‘Ohh ... yes ... yes ... uhhh ... fuck me ... fuck me.’

My cock was swinging as he pumped in and out.

Both of us were making moaning noises, hopefully for the same reason, sheer pleasure.

Toby moaned loudly, ‘Uhhhh ... such a sweet arse ... lovely tight arse... ‘