Chapter 48

Afterwards, my mother and I quietly went into the bathroom and woodenly washed away the traces of passion. When we were washing, we found that my shoulder was bitten by my mother, leaving a deep tooth mark, and there was a large bruise around it.

My mother didn’t touch me or apply medicine to me as usual. Instead, she didn’t even dare to look at me. I knew why. The mark was not only the proof of my intense sexual intercourse with my mother, but also the ironclad evidence that my mother and I had betrayed my father.

But the mother-son sexual intercourse has already happened. No matter how much we clean our bodies, it cannot change the fact that I have ejaculated inside my mother three times in a row from last night to today.

After taking a shower in silence, we put on our clothes, packed our luggage and returned to the home that seemed to have been away for a long, long time.

When we got home, Dad had already returned. He first praised me for my firm attitude of standing by my mother’s side, and then told me to go back to my room and rest.

I know he has a lot to say to my mother. Maybe he needs to explain some misunderstandings about hair, perfume, and mobile phone passwords, or show his medical records to my mother to emphasize his innocence, or let my mother try the new clothes I bought for her to make her happy ... But no matter what they want to do, I have no right to stop them.

After all, Dad is Mom’s only legal partner.

And I am just my mother’s secret lover.

I suppressed the bitterness in my heart, lowered my head and went into my room, leaning against the door and covering my face. The happy time with my mother during this period flashed through my mind quickly, as beautiful as a dream, and as unreal as a dream.

I slowly walked to the bed and fell down on the pillow like a wooden man, gently stroking the scar on my shoulder, my heart aching.

Just an hour ago, I was still cuddling with my mother, but now I don’t even have the qualifications to say I love her. I can only bite the pillow tightly like a coward and let the tears flow freely.

Because my rival in love was my father, the man who truly loved my mother and the father who gave me life. He raised me wholeheartedly and did not do anything to let me down. But when he and my mother had a misunderstanding, I invaded the woman he loved most and made him wear a big green hat.

A sinner like me, what right do I have to compete with him for my mother?

That night, I stayed awake all night, and they seemed to have stayed awake all night too. I could faintly hear crying and laughing outside, the voices of my mother and my father. But there was no room for me to interfere in their joys and sorrows.

A few days later, Paige ‘s case was reported in the city news and became a hot topic among people. However, our whole family tacitly avoided related reports and no one mentioned the incident.

After clarifying the misunderstanding with my mother, my father worked harder. But no matter how busy he was, he would still take half an hour every day to exercise, and he also greatly reduced the number of times he smoked and basically stopped drinking.

I know he is trying to recover his body functions for his mother. After all, he is not yet fifty years old. As long as he takes good care of himself, he will have a great chance of recovery. His mother is also very considerate of him. She will prepare some warm and nourishing food for him every day, and then watch him eat it up with a smile.

I used the excuse of exercising my independence to refuse my mother’s request to pick me up from school. I stayed at school very late every day and hid in my room as soon as I got home to minimize the chances of meeting them.

My dad thought I was busy dating Kimberly and even joked with me. However, he didn’t know that I hadn’t contacted her for a long time. In order to avoid the embarrassment of meeting her, I even gave up going to the gym.

Of course, my mother knew why I avoided her, but she didn’t say anything. She also became much more polite to me. Although she still cared about my food, clothing, housing and transportation, we could both feel the alienation between them.

My forbidden love with my mother was originally a misunderstanding, and perhaps it was a blessing that it ended like this. I used this excuse to deceive myself, but the pain in my heart was so real that I could hardly breathe.

Today I stayed in school until it was almost dark before leaving. When I walked out of the school gate, I saw a familiar smiling face.