Growing Up More
Copyright© 2025 by TMax
Chapter 14: What Excites You
Coming of Age Sex Story: Chapter 14: What Excites You - The second book in the growing up series. Margot goes to school. Note: The first chapters are much darker than the first series. I have posted chapters 5, 6, and 7 earlier than expected because I wanted to move through the dark times faster. These took a long time to write because of how much abuse Margot suffers.
Caution: This Coming of Age Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including mt/ft Ma/ft ft/ft Fa/ft ft Teenagers Coercion Drunk/Drugged Reluctant Lesbian School Incest Mother Daughter Rough Gang Bang Group Sex Orgy Interracial Anal Sex Double Penetration Exhibitionism Facial Fisting Masturbation Oral Sex Petting Sex Toys Squirting Voyeurism Water Sports Big Breasts Public Sex Small Breasts
Fenna and I walked into the backyard. Mark stood behind the grill. Does he ever do anything else at parties? He didn’t even wear a costume. A blonde woman knelt in front of him and gave him a blowjob. A neighbour, in a striped, Where’s Waldo outfit, swung his beer around as he talked. Smoke wafted from the grill and gave the backyard a wonderful BBQ aroma. Two women, one in a schoolgirl costume, one in a doctor’s costume, stood behind Mark, with wine classes and cigarettes.
Abigail had set up black curtains that covered half the shallow end of the pool and part of the deck area. James stood in the shallow end, while Robert swam in the deep end with two mothers, both naked. Near the pool, passed out on separate lawn chairs, lay two men, both naked, one, the black man, had one leg off the lounger, as if to expose and show off his soft black cock. The Asain, with his hands behind his head, snored, while his erect dick twitched. Around them, in groups of three and four, people, almost all nude, talked, drank, and caressed each other. Light jazz played in the background, soft enough to allow conversation to flow. A cloud of marijuana smoke wafted across Fenna and me. She kissed my cheek and wandered off after the smell. Steam rose off the clear blue pool. Too cold to remove my clothes, and I didn’t want to get wet, but for the first time in my life, I wanted to swim.
I snuck around the curtains, where grunts and groans emerged. No breeze, and yet the curtains moved. The blackout curtains hung from silver poles, the top open, and the sounds from inside wafted out: moans, grunts, squishy, slimy sounds, and a scream. I dreaded what I would find. The hairs on the back of my neck tickled me, my hand paused and shook, as I lifted it to the curtain. Halloween, Abigail style, what awaited me inside? Something sexual, Abigail, but what else? Blood, lots of fake blood? Some torture chamber? But how did she incorporate the siren motif?
I stuck my head between the curtains, and the sight floored me. Naked bodies intertwined everywhere. Abigail lay on her back, a huge, muscled football player fucked her. His abs and pecs, defined, massive, as he thrust hard. Char, on all fours, with a dad behind her, pudgy, with a belly, sweat fell from his chin and landed on Char’s back as he fucked her. Ada walked around, nude, with a camera, as Stella bounced on a skinny boy from my English class, and her breasts caused my pussy to twitch. The whole area smelled like sex and chlorine.
Half in the water, an older lady, older than Mom, lay with her elbows on the black jigsaw mat that Abigail had placed on deck, the lady’s small breasts, with wrinkles on the side, hung out the sides of her tiger costume, while Robert, with his hands on her ankles, buried his head in her crotch.
A young naked woman, with her arms around an older man, pushed past me. They smelled like sex. “I never would have known,” the girl said. Her hand held his ass, while her head leaned on his shoulder, and her fingernails, on his ass, glittered in the half-light, while water dripped off her short hair and ran down her spine. She had wide hips and walked bow-legged.
“You learn tricks as you get older,” he said, and they both laughed, which made me smile. Lust for sure, but maybe, in the future, it would grow into love.
Abigail and Char kissed while the men pounded them from behind. Beside them, a woman dressed like a teacher, who might teach at our high school, had two guys inside her. One, a black kid from my English class, Frank or Francis, lay on his back with her apple-sized right breast in his oversized mouth, while Sofia’s dad fucked her ass. Camila, Sofia’s mother, lay on her back, legs wide, her fingers inside her thick, matted, black haired pussy, and a wet pile of clothes beside her head. I wanted to join them, especially Camila, with her bright red lips, dark red nipples, and spread, butterfly pussy, but I also wanted to spend some time with Fenna. An image of my face buried in Camila’s pussy, while Fenna fucked me, caused me to turn away to find Fenna. I hadn’t spent any time with her tonight, and I missed her. I wanted her to join Char and me, my two best friends. If I hurried, I could find Fenna, drag her back here, and join Char, Abigail, and Camila.
The pot smokers hadn’t seen her, although I don’t know how much they saw through the haze or how much they could remember, as all four looked confused when asked. Why would anyone want to miss this Halloween party or forget the orgies all around us? I couldn’t stick around, the smell made me nauseous and a little sad.
I walked over to the BBQ. Mark had put away his dick and leaned over the huge metal grill with a brush and a bowl of oil. A few steaks, hamburgers, and chicken pieces lay on a white plate. His entourage had wandered away, though the two women hadn’t gone far. They sat on a wooden bench, arms around each other, and kissed.
“Eat, or are you in your not-eating phase?” Mark said and gestured to the food. Besides the meat, some red, green, and yellow grilled peppers lay charred in a clear sauce. Everything smelled wonderful. While an asshole, he grilled well.
“Fuck you, asshole,” I said under my breath as I grabbed a skewer of peppers and a piece of chicken. Only two remained on the plate. Behind me, someone screamed, followed by a splash from the pool. I didn’t trust Mark and wouldn’t turn my back on him.
“What was that?” he asked and stared at me. He held the brush like a sword, ready to cut me in half.
“Nothing,” I said, paused, and mentally said ‘fuck it,’ I didn’t care what he thought. “I said you’re an asshole.” I braced myself for the scream, the condemnation, that I knew he would direct at me.
“I thought so,” he said, and returned to his beloved grill. The fucker didn’t even care enough to yell at me, but instead, he dismissed me out of hand, no second thought. Bastard.
The chicken and peppers tasted divine, I actually hummed as I nibbled.
“Where the fuck is Abby?” Rachel screamed at Robert, while Matt held her shoulders. “Inside,” Robert said and pointed to the black curtains. A brunette, one of the cheerleaders, held onto the side of the pool while Robert fucked her from behind. Waves radiated from them as she moaned. The scent of chlorine mixed with the BBQ and reminded me of the wrap-up party, when Lisa accidentally booked a stripper instead of a rapper.
Rachel wiggled out from under Matt’s hands and rushed to the curtain. I waited to hear screams or shouts or something, anything, except the silence that emanated from behind the curtains. Matt and I glanced at each other, our eyes wide. Fuck, did Rachel kill Abigail, or did Abigail kill Rachel? We both slow-walked to the curtains. Fucking sounds grew louder as we approached, the smell of sweat and chlorine more pronounced. The air tickled my nipples under my thin, transparent shirt.
Abigail and Char each held a side of Rachel down, Char on the right with her pussy in Rachel’s face, and Abigail on the left, with her face in Rachel’s pussy. Rachel muffled, screamed, and moaned, while the girls held her down, while the football player and the dad stared at the trio, rejected. Stella had paused her bounces and watched. Even the older lady that James serviced held James’ head away from the crotch to watch the two girls hold Rachel down. Camila’s husband had abandoned the other lady and fucked Camila in the ass, while she moaned and rubbed her breasts on the black mat.
“I guess they made up,” I said. I wanted to switch places with Rachel, but instead of Abigail, I wanted Fenna.
“Not likely, but at least we will have peace for the rest of the night,” Matt said. Rachel half-fought, half-held Char. Above Rachel, legs on either side, stood Ada, camera in one hand to film the action, while the other rubbed her clit in frantic motions. Matt squeezed my hand, and apple, cider, chlorine sweat filled my nose.
“Have you seen Fenna?” I asked Matt. He stared at Rachel with lust and admiration in his eyes, while he unconsciously moved my hand to his crotch and his rock-solid dick. I almost grabbed it, but knew that it would distract me and I wouldn’t find Fenna, who I really wanted to fuck tonight. He released my hand and took a step towards Rachel as he said, “I saw her going to the garage.” Stella had moved on top of James, and had a guy behind her in her ass. The older lady licked and played with Stella’s breasts. Matt, like a zombie, stared at Rachel, with Abigail’s pussy in her face, Char’s face in Rachel’s pussy, and Ada’s toned, small-breasted body as she squatted over all three and rubbed herself. Dick out, he shuffled towards them.
“Thirty minutes. Parties over in thirty minutes,” Mark shouted to groans. Fuck. I had barely seen Fenna tonight, and now I had only thirty minutes to find and fuck her. Asshole always knows what to say and do to ruin everything. Others on the deck shuffled towards the sliding doors, most naked with clothes in their hands, but some still wore their costumes, with their naughty bits exposed.
Fewer people milled around in the living room. Only a couple of people stood at our booth, so Lise, Amir, and Julia could easily handle it.
Ava and Sofia sat on the garage steps. The inside of the garage stunk of urine and shit. They appeared exhausted. Ava’s braid had come undone, and some of her blonde, silky hair stood up. Sofia had hair plastered to her face, and some of her mascara ran down her cheeks.
“You had the scariest haunted house ever,” I said as I massaged Ava’s shoulders. Tight, she needed more than just a massage. Sofia would help her later. I wanted to join them, to listen to Ava’s stupid jokes, and help Sofia loosen Ava, but I wanted time with Fenna more. Maybe, after I find Fenna, we could all work on Ava.
“Fucking asshole pissed on me,” Sofia said. She sat topless. Her dark breasts kept drawing my gaze, and I almost switched from rubbing Ava’s shoulders to Sofia’s shoulders and chest. I also knew that if I switched, I might forget to find Fenna.
“That was fucking funny. The way you screamed and cursed her,” Ava laughed. “You were so pissed.” Ava laughed, and Sofia smiled, an exhausted smile.
“Wasn’t funny when more people pissed their pants and that old man shat himself,” Sofia said, but laughed as Ava smiled. She stared at Sofia with doe eyes, still in love, so now I wanted Fenna more than anything.
“Have you seen Fenna?” I asked, with the secret hope that Fenna would magically appear to scare me, kiss me, and drag me anywhere and do unspeakable things that I will totally share with Char to make her jealous.
“No, maybe downstairs,” Sofia said as she leaned her head on Ava’s shoulder, “We did great.” I wandered downstairs. Yassim and Emilio lay naked beside the two helper girls, all four asleep. The pale girl had whip marks on her belly and lay with her legs over Emilio’s belly and her head on Yassim’s chest. The other girl, Asian, lay curled up against Yassim, his arm under her head. Bella and Luca stood side by side, holding hands and laughing.
“Who knew D&D nerds could be so wild. Do you remember that football player?” Bella said and took a swig from her cooler. Her belly and right breast had claw marks, while Luca’s left thigh had two welts on the front. Her blond hair stuck to her face, while black stuff covered Luca’s right jaw and neck.
“Yeah, he lost it when the cheerleader asked to join our next D&D game, if we brought the bondage stuff,” Luca said and grabbed the cooler from her and swallowed the rest. Bella hit him and said, “No, stupid, the other football player, the lineman, huge guy, who broke the pillory, when he said this was the coolest haunted house ever.” Bella picked up another cooler from the bunch at her feet.
“No, when was that?” Luca asked and tried to grab her cooler, but she moved too fast and dodged him. She smiled, exhausted, while he smiled and his eyes sparkled, too much energy, too much love for Bella.
“Bella, have you seen Fenna?” I asked. We could join these two, whatever they had planned. Bella always had crazy ideas, and it appeared that Luca did also.
They turned to me. “I’m pissed at you, you never came to our haunted house,” Bella said and hid the bottle behind her back while Luca grabbed for it. He circled her while she kept the bottle safe behind her.
“You are? I’m sorry, but it did,” I said. I didn’t want her mad, but I also didn’t want to tell her about the crappy visit I had.
“No, stupid, I’m not mad. You’re so gullible,” Bella said and twirled around to avoid Luca’s lunge. Clear liquid splashed around. Luca gave up on the bottle and just tackled Bella. The two fell onto the soft carpet in a bundle of arms, legs, and laughter. With a heavy heart and an ache in my cunt, I left to find Fenna.
At midnight the party officially ended. Mark announced the end to groans and a naked basketball player who wanted to fight him, but his buddies subdued him and pulled him from the house. Mark, Lisa, and Mom started in the backyard and slowly moved people out of the house, but they allowed the team to stay. I had lost Fenna, and while I helped them move people and get cabs and Ubers, I looked for her.
Upstairs, gross, shit brown mud covered Rachel’s room, the hallway, and most of the bathroom. A trail led into Anna’s room, which I tried to open to see if Fenna had joined them, but they had locked the door, and they didn’t respond to my knocks.
With the house empty of outside party guests, Lisa, Mom, and Mark disappeared into their bedroom—still no Fenna.
In the living room, Rachel and Matt lay curled up together on a white carpet with red-wine stains. Amir, still sober, had driven Fenna’s and Lise’s parents’ home, while Stella drove Brad, Sunshine, and Julia home. Ada took Abigail, James, Robert, Bella, and Luca home, and Yassim and his crew had shared an Uber.
The house felt lonely, too still, too empty, and way too quiet. Eva and Sofia lay asleep on a couch together, still in their black outfits, and their faces calm. Eva made small snort noises, while Sofia had heavy breaths. No music played. A haze still hung in the air.
I found Fenna in the booth with Lise. They hugged on the ground, Fenna beside the pool of vomit, and cried. Her cheeks, nose, and ears glowed a bright red. Lise’s blonde hair stuck to the back wall, almost like a halo around her head.
“Let’s never fight again,” Fenna said as tears streamed down her face. Her arm around Lise, her hand squeezed Lise’s shoulder, as she sat, hunched, topless, with knees pulled up against her massive breasts.
“Unless you start it,” Lise said, between gasps as she attempted to breathe. Naked from the waist down, her wet, meaty pussy stuck out from between her legs, which she pulled up and wrapped her arms around. Tears dripped off her chin and joined the sweat that rolled down her sternum.
“Great that you made up, it’s time to go,” I said, exhausted and a little frustrated, but happy they made up. Char leaned against the wall almost asleep.
I helped them up. Fenna couldn’t walk straight, so Lise and I had to carry her, while Char followed like a lost puppy. We spilled into an Uber, Char nude, Fenna with her breasts exposed, Lise missing her pants, but I still wore my Wednesday outfit, even if cum had dried on my legs, and our driver, a young teenager in a LA Kings cap, could see my breasts through the transparent top.
We ended up in my bed, still in what we wore, no teeth brushed, no makeup washed off, just light kisses and cuddles.
Tuesday morning, Char slept in a pile of blankets, while Mom, somehow awake, forced Fenna, Lise, and me to get up and get ready for school.
Thankfully, Mom drove us to school. While too exhausted to take the bus, or figure out another way to school, I felt better than Fenna and Lise looked, who wore sunglasses and my clothes, Fenna in Dad’s old Knicks hoodie, and Lise in a dress I never wore anymore. While both girls had brushed their teeth and showered, vomit, and a sour odor, still hung over them like a cloud.
We meet Anna and Tess in the parking lot. Matt arrived with Rachel, who jumped out of the car and sprinted towards Anna and Tess.
“YOU FUCKING FUCKERS!” Rachel screamed and leaped on Anna. Tess and Matt had to separate them before they fell to the filthy concrete. Matt held Rachel in a bear hug, and Tess tried to control her arms and legs as they flapped and waved.
“We have cleaners,” Anna said, with a smirk. She had bruises on both arms from the mud fight, and needed to redo her hair from Rachel’s attack. Somehow, like her mother, Anna didn’t appear tired from last night.
“FUCK YOU!” Rachel screamed. A crowd of students stood around us, phones out, and smiles.
Matt walked away with Rachel while Anna gave her the finger.
“What was that about?” Fenna asked. Lise shrugged her shoulders and leaned on Fenna.
“Anna and Tess had their mud pit in Rachel’s room,” I said. Lise had laid her head on Fenna’s shoulder, and her pink and yellow purse lay on the ground, as the strap dangled from fingers that had two fake nails missing.
“Mud pit? I missed a mud fight?” Fenna and Lise said together. Fenna more mumbled while Lise had snapped her head up and stood tall, chest thrust out.
“Fuck you, Rachel,” Anna yelled, both middle fingers in the air. Tess stroked Anna’s hair and tried to push down the blonde strands as they fluttered and waved in the slight breeze and Anna’s movements. A pleasant fall smell of sweet musky scents, and a tree perfume that I haven’t figured out where it came from yet, wafted by us. Even the gasoline smell of the parking lot couldn’t dampen the fall scents, so much nicer than New York. The decaying leaves smelt wonderful, not like death, but like flowers having a nap.
“She has every right to be mad, Bee, we kinda wrecked her room,” Tess said and managed to put Anna’s ponytail back in and tie it off with a green elastic. Tess had deep black bags under her eyes, and yet, Anna had a freshness about her.
“Worth it,” Anna said. Tess nodded.
“Why didn’t you tell me you two were doing a mud pit?” Lise asked.
“It was secret,” Tess said.
“How did Margot know then?” Lise asked.
“She stopped by,” Anna said.
“You didn’t tell me about the mud pit,” Fenna said and turned on me.
“You would have wanted to go?” I asked.
“Fuck yes,” Lise and Fenna said together. While glad that they had made up, I had forgotten how much they thought alike, like twin sisters who looked different, but shared the same brain.
“Next time,” I said. Somewhat mad that I hadn’t seen much of Fenna last night, and I couldn’t have dragged her to the pit because I couldn’t find her. I hoped that she didn’t fall back into the pot with Lise now that they liked each other again. While I wanted a happy Fenna, I hated the idea of Fenna turning into a space cadet again. Somehow, I didn’t worry about all the sexual stuff they used to do, partially because I might enjoy Lise’s sick, sexual mind, but also because I had trust in Fenna.
“Fucking rights,” Fenna said. Lise had pulled out her phone and texted someone.
“School time,” Anna said, tall, awake, unlike everyone else, and ready for school. Around us, the other students talked too loud. Most wore sunglasses and moved slow in baggy clothes, but a few, which annoyed the slow ones, moved too fast. A subdued excitement hung in the air.
“Sunday, mud fight, all arranged,” Lise said as she stared at her phone, with a crack down the middle of the screen, and the bottom left corner a mess of colorful pixels. An ‘up in smoke’ sticker on the back had half-worn away.
“Can’t do Sunday, Tess and I have a hike planned,” Anna said.
“Well, Saturday is Abigail’s scavenger thingy,” Fenna said.
“Postpone it a week,” Tess said.
“Nope, Sunday, you two can join us after your hike,” Lise said.
“What’s Sunday?” Abigail asked as she and Ada arrived. Somehow, both had energy, both looked like they had an excellent sleep, both had done their makeup, dressed in nice clothes, and neither had puffy eyes like the rest of us. Abigail’s crop top showed off her belly button with a gold ring. She hadn’t worn a bra, and as she moved, the bottom of her breasts showed. Her nipples tented the fabric.
“Mud fight,” Lise said as she dropped her phone into her purse and linked elbows with Fenna.
“Sounds fun. Remember, Saturday starts early, so get plenty of sleep, you’ll need it,” Abigail said, puffed on her vape, and put an arm around me. The bottom of her crop top lifted and almost exposed her breast to the nipple, which tempted me, but I didn’t squeeze them or feel them, instead, I focused on surviving school. My elbow rubbed her right breast, and accidentally, on purpose, lifted her shirt to expose the nipple. One of the basketball players, maybe Connor, or Colton, or Conrad, gave me a thumbs-up as he passed us.
“I like your friend, is she coming to your party tomorrow night?” Abigail asked. Her side ponytail brushed my cheek and nose, and I tried to push it out of the way, but only managed to make it swish against me. Her lilac shampoo mixed with the cherry vape smoke, which both irritated my sense of smell and called up fun memories of Abigail on the playground.
“Abigail, it’s a surprise,” Fenna said and hit her, hard, on the shoulder. Abigail pulled her arm back and rubbed her shoulder while she stared at Fenna. Ada smirked and kissed Abigail’s shoulder as if to make it better, but more to bother Abigail, who pushed Ada away.
“I knew about the party,” I said and wrapped my arm around Fenna. Lise and I flanked Fenna, partially to protect her and partially to calm her down.
“Not all of it,” Abigail said, and Fenna hit her again, harder this time, on the other shoulder. Lise and I pulled Fenna back, and Ada smiled as Abigail smiled. The two locked elbows, and we seven moved together towards the school.
Rebecca and a group of soccer boys waited outside the front doors. Tess spotted them earlier enough that we could go around the school and through the back smoking doors. Alex, one of the twins from across the street, stood with one hip shifted to the side, an oversized black leather jacket on, and a cigarette between her fingers. Beside her, in just a white and black heavy metal shirt, stood the guy Bella and Lise had pissed on.
“Alex, so nice to see you,” I exclaimed. Alex glanced at me, then looked away, too cool to associate with someone like me. I wanted to blurt out what we had done together, but held my tongue and waved the haze from my face. The guy nodded to Anna and Tess, but ignored Fenna and me. He stepped forward to talk with Abigail, but she face-palmed him and walked past.
We waited outside the locked math door, with the smells of cherry, onions, garlic, horrible farts, and bad breath, like a murk that hung in the hallway, until the teacher arrived. He hadn’t shaved and smelled like cigarettes and body odor. He fumbled with his keys, unlocked the door, then stared at the board, as we slipped past him, then, before I sat, I read the board.
‘It is not what is poured into the student, but what is planted, that counts. - E.P. Bertin’
‘Our teacher likes to plant his dick in his students and pour his cum in. - Anonymous’
“Who? And how?” the teacher asked while he stared at the board. His forearm muscles bulged, and he had widened his stance.
“Whoever this is, sleeping with a student is a serious allegation,” he said and erased the board with long strokes that at first smeared the message, then cleaned it.
Eva put up her hand, but the teacher waved it down. He wrote a chapter to do on the board, sat down behind his desk, and looked anywhere but at me.
Tuesday night, Fenna and Lise disappeared to do something, something secret that I couldn’t know about. While I felt happy that they no longer fought, I wondered if maybe my life would get more complicated as the two conspired. Fenna promised that she would run with me after dinner, as I had to get ready for the cross-country race on Friday.
Abigail, Ada, Char, and I went shopping. Char and Abigail walked hand in hand, shared the vape, and acted like long-lost sisters. Ada, who didn’t appear jealous at all, walked with me behind them.
The two talked at the same time. Somehow, they could listen, talk, respond, walk, notice cute dresses and shoes, and make comments about the various boys around us, all at the same time. Strange, because neither did well in school, because both claimed they couldn’t focus.
“Brandy Melville, fucking awesome, let’s go in,” Char said and pulled Abigail into the store.
I liked the styles, but the too much beige overwhelmed me, as I wanted a bit of color in my world. Char and Abigail held up various pieces of clothing. They only produced one size in each style, which made shopping both easier and much harder. The sustainable fabric felt so soft that I even wanted to try a couple of pieces.
“Changing rooms are at the back,” Rachel, Nathan’s wife, said. My first boyfriend, not only married but also had a child. Oh, fuck, I turned away from her and hoped that she didn’t recognize me. I grabbed a shirt at random, and while I kept my back to her, I walked towards the change room.
Char and Abigail held up various crop tops and talked about whether they would fit. They did more chest touching than shopping.
Ada joined me with an ivory dress that accented her thin, athletic body, with perky, petite breasts, and defined shoulders and arms. She looked stunning. I didn’t even try on the shirt, instead, I sat and watched Ada spin and twirl to see how the dress moved. I loved her energy.
“Ada, how the fuck could this happen?” I asked. My chin in my hands, my back hunched, while visions of the jerk, Nathan, caused me to vibrate in anger. I wanted to scream at the sales girl, to apologize, to break down and confess everything. That asshole! That fucking asshole! She didn’t deserve him, except maybe she did. After all, she yelled at me. I hadn’t done anything wrong. I just wanted a boyfriend. I hadn’t known. The only good thing, it made me swear off boys, which led me to Rebecca. My breath grew short and my lungs could no longer process oxygen. My head spun and my chest hurt. Another fucking panic attack. In the middle of the change room. In the middle of the mall. With her outside. Fuck!
Ada shrugged her shoulders and did another spin. How can she not care? I counted to fifty, my heart rate slowed, my lungs started to work, the pain lowered, and finally disappeared.
“The sales girl, she’s the wife of that guy I dated in the summer. They have a one-year-old. What do I do?” I asked Ada. Why did I bother to ask Ada? Sweet girl, always around, but never does anything. Like a puppy dog, she follows her master, Abigail, always the shadow. What did I expect?
She stared at me, grabbed my hands, and pulled me out from the changeroom, through the store, and in front of Rachel. Too shocked, I only resisted at the end.
“The fuck you doing in here?” Rachel said and stepped towards me. My chest hurt. I needed to pee. I wanted to run, but my feet wouldn’t move, stuck to the ground, and a sour smell almost caused me to gag. I deserved the abuse. I didn’t know, but that didn’t matter. She had the cutest kid in the universe.
“Yes, I fucked up. I didn’t know. I’m so sorry,” I said, with my eyes on her feet, ready for the physical or verbal abuse. Instead, she hugged me. Tight. With the smell of cinnamon and coffee, she held me. I lifted my arms, slow, an inch at a time, and held her. Nothing made sense, but her arms felt good.
“I’m so sorry I screamed at you, I was just shocked, and I don’t know, stupid, and I kicked the lying, cheating, sack of shit out, which, fuck, felt awesome, and I have a new roommate, my best friend from high school, who loves Danni, and that helps, and her boyfriend cooks and cleans, and fuck! I can’t believe I put up with his bullshit for so long, you have no idea, or maybe you do, but girl, thank you,” she said.
I could breathe again, even though her arms crushed me. What do you say to that? You’re welcome? I agree? I just held her until a young girl, maybe fourteen, smashed the bell beside the cash register.
“Fuck. Fucking service already, fucking stupid,” she said. Her language did not match her innocent face and clothing.
“Coming,” Rachel said, squeezed my hand, and went to help the potty-mouth.
“Should I tell Fenna?” Char asked with a smile and a photo of the saleslady with her arms around me. We did appear intimate.
“Sure, she knows what happened,” I smiled at her, then added, “Should I tell Eric about last night?” I wouldn’t. What happened at the Wilsons stayed at the Wilsons. Otherwise, more than Fenna and I would have trouble.
“No need, Abigail sent me the video links, and he’s already watched them. He wants to meet her when we come for Christmas,” Char said, then paused, eyes wide, mouth open, “Fuck! That was supposed to be a surprise.” She looks so cute when she screws up. I have missed her so much. I imagined the gears turning behind her eyes, trying to salvage the situation. A count started in my head, ten, nine, eight, seven, six...