Chapter 1: How I Got Here

Don’t worry, I’m not going to repeat everything that I just published a few days ago in my recent diary entry “Compromises”. Just a brief word for those who have no idea what this is all about...

Ever since I was a little girl, my goal in life was to be a school teacher. My dad is a lawyer and my mom was a nurse but neither of those professions interested me. For me, teaching was really the only thing I ever considered. I worked hard in school, got good grades, suffered through four years at a strict, conservative college to get a good degree, and finally achieved what I’d dreamed of - I became a teacher. Albeit, my first position was only temporary, filling in for a teacher on medical leave, but I had hopes of it becoming permanent. The pay was crap and the benefits non-existent, but it was a teaching job nonetheless and besides, it would look good on my resume when I reapplied to one of those larger schools with huge waiting lists for teachers.

Since I was fourteen and first had sex with the sixteen year-old brother of one of my friends, I’ve always been sexually active, to put it mildly. Actually, most people who know me call me a slut - a moniker I actually take pride in as it says people think I’m sexy and desirable. However, regardless of my personal lifestyle, I’d always tried to keep it separate from my professional career. To me, sucking a guy’s dick to have him take me out and pay for a good time is one thing, putting out for a teacher to get a better grade is another. If I was going to be a teacher I wanted to make it based on my hard work and skills -not my sexual prowess.

With that in mind, when my new career hit a speed bump (actually, it was more like a mountain), it was because exactly what I didn’t want to happen, happened. The guy I once thought I might marry broke up with me. His family were good friends of the family of the school administrator where I was working and so he used the opportunity to pass along some personal information about me and my family. While nothing that would harm me or my dad (thankfully my boyfriend didn’t know about THAT relationship), it was enough for the administrator to meet with me privately and ask for my resignation. Officially I resigned for “personal reasons” but we both knew as long as he was in office that my teaching career was on hold - if not forever.

Well, it turned out his term ended sooner than anyone expected when he had a sudden heart attack and was forced to resign. Assuming his replacement wouldn’t know the details of my departure, I applied for my old position back. As it turned out, he DID know but rather than turn me away, he used that knowledge to blackmail into having sex with him as a condition of my employment. Under the circumstances, I didn’t have much choice so I did what I had to do - what any girl would have done in my shoes.

Being the new administrator was married to a hot fox with two daughters, had he simply hired me and then later made a pass at me, the odds were I would have gladly had sex with him. Indeed, he was exactly the type of guy that turns me on when it comes to having recreational sex. He was taking a HUGE risk in fucking me and even better, to want me that bad when he had a wife at home as hot as she was and as sexually open as she was just made it all the better for me.