Chapter 58

“Mom, do you know? Every day, the desire to confess to you and possess you surges in my heart like a huge wave. I can’t resist the temptation. Every day, I am repeatedly crushed by the extreme pleasure and guilt of the taboo. Even when I am away from you to study, it does not stop, but becomes stronger and stronger.” The situation that could not be broken no matter what I did evolved to this point. My indulgence began to touch my mother’s heart. I hurriedly continued to analyze myself from this perspective from the perspective of the mother’s love that she never gave up on me. But this is not a lie. This is the softest place in my heart.

“But you can’t do this! How can you do this to your mother?” Mom’s hands finally exerted force. They gently but irresistibly supported my shoulders and lifted my entire upper body. She continued, “Mom is also wrong. Mom shouldn’t have been so feudal when you were a child. I didn’t give you sex education, so you ran around and got to this point. Mom shouldn’t have alienated you and made you suffer all the time.”

As my body shape changed, my mind began to receive the pleasure of the friction between the cock between my crotch and my mother’s vagina. Mom also felt it at the same time. Her eyebrows frowned, but she didn’t follow the movement of her hands to curl her feet to her chest, and then kicked me away with one foot, letting my cock continue to beat shamelessly in her vagina.

Mom supported my upper body with force, and her beautiful legs were like a frog, hanging on my kneeling thighs. The taboo mother-son sexual organs were still entangled spontaneously between her open crotch.

“Let’s stop here, okay? Zhang Hao, it’s wrong for us to be like this. We will be cursed by the world!” Mom’s voice began to calm down, with a hint of negotiation and begging in her voice. She was no longer as hysterical and flustered as before. Her face had returned to calm, but this calmness was an attitude of accepting reality for me, an attitude that was no different from encouragement.

“Mom, the more you distance yourself from me, the more I miss you. You are everywhere in my life. I see you with my eyes open and closed. I can’t help loving you. Please, accept me, okay?” I kept my hands on Mom’s ears and continued to express my love while the iron was hot. As I spoke, I stared into Mom’s eyes, trying to catch a trace of her expression or eyes to understand her attitude towards me, so that I could continue to launch an offensive to make her accept me. I selected the right words from the countless scenes of confessing to Mom that I had rehearsed in my mind. Mom’s expression didn’t change much, but confusion, helplessness, surprise, and pity flashed in her eyes.

“Don’t let your imagination run wild. I’m your mother, your real mother. Can you please come down? Let’s just treat what happened tonight as a dream. We will never mention it again. I was wrong before, but I won’t do that again. Can I introduce you to a girlfriend? When you have a girlfriend and get married, you will slowly get rid of this situation. It’s wrong for us to do this, and your idea of ​​me is wrong.” Mom said after a long pause. She didn’t avoid me. She looked at me with her eyes, as if she was also evaluating my condition. Her hands that were originally supporting my shoulders didn’t fall down, but were placed on my chest. “Yes, you are my mother, but in my heart you are not just my mother, but a woman I like and am obsessed with. I just didn’t dare to express it before. You don’t know that you are in my mind every day, and you are in my dreams every day. I restrain myself from offending the noble and holy you every day, and I can’t help but try every way to please you every day, fantasizing that you can treat me a little better, and even feel my love because of the absence of your father, until I found out...” At this point, I hesitated again and again, and still cut off the words and said again: “Mom, I love you! I don’t know how to express myself. I did something worse than an animal tonight, but I don’t regret it. I have no other way to let you know and accept my love for you. Whether you want to call the police or kill me, I won’t resist!” At the end of the sentence, my voice was choked, but I had made up my mind to follow my words.

“What are you talking about? You are forcing me.”

“I’m sorry, Mom. I know it’s my fault. I shouldn’t force you. I shouldn’t force you like this. I was in a trance at first, as if I was in a dream. When I reacted, it was too late. But I didn’t want to stop. I have already regarded what happened tonight as the last thing I will do in my life. Mom, can you promise me? If I lose you, without you, I don’t know what’s the point of living. I would rather die like this.”