Chapter 5

“Zhang Hao, don’t hang out outside. Come home. Your father and I have such a large network of relationships that we can always protect you. We don’t harm others, but we can’t let others harm us. You see how dangerous this is!” After drinking a few glasses of wine, Father Shen opened his mouth and couldn’t stop talking like a spring.

I didn’t say anything. When I was still in embarrassment, my mother also spoke.

“Yes! You may not remember that when you were a child, you were abducted by human traffickers for two days. I was so anxious that I begged countless people and almost turned the whole city upside down.” As he spoke, he choked up. “When you were sent back by the police station, I knelt down to thank them on the spot.”

Xiao Rui, who was sitting next to her mother, took out a tissue to wipe her mother’s tears, but it made her sob loudly. Even Xiao Rui was infected. The two women hugged each other and cried bitterly.

Father Shen silently lit a cigarette and smoked it.

Dinner was interrupted. It took a long time for my mother to clean up her mood and go to the bathroom to wash her face, and she regained her beautiful face.

Xiao Rui dragged her father to go shopping, saying that she had made great contributions and asked for rewards.

My mother and I were speechless, with mixed feelings.

“Zhang Hao, accompany your mother to take a walk and see where you live~” Mom said to me after cleaning up the dishes.

“Well~ OK~” The expected solitude suddenly came, but I was not prepared at all. I didn’t know how to face it. That crazy thing made me and my mother not be alone for three years, let alone have a heart-to-heart talk. Usually when I go home, my mother and I seem to be separated by a layer of glass. I look forward to being closer, but I am afraid that I can’t hold back, and I am even more afraid of being rejected. I carefully guess whether my mother has a deep meaning through her tiny movements and changes in tone.

I took my mother, who was half a head shorter than me, to the small park. She walked beside me gracefully. Her breasts were high under her business suit, her waist and hips were slim in her straight pants, and her legs were straight and tall in a pair of high heels. I couldn’t help but hold my head high, chest out, and my stomach and hips tucked in to make myself look majestic.

“Zhang Hao, tell me about your plans and hopes for the future.”

“Uh~” I was speechless when I had imagined living together with my mother. I found that I had no pursuit for the future.

“It seems that I have neglected your education.” Seeing that I didn’t speak for a long time, my mother took me to sit on a stone bench by the roadside. “You have been calm and opinionated since you were a child, which made me mistakenly think that you have already made plans. You must choose a direction to develop.”

“Oh~”

“Oh what! Will you die if you say one more word? What about your opinion?”

“I don’t know! I suddenly felt confused when I was locked up!”

“You kid ... choose a direction first, scientific research, civil servants, business.”

“Actually, I don’t have any ideas. Mom, please help me decide. I should be able to do all of them.”

“Then listen to mom, go home first, think it over, and then go in your direction. Actually, it’s not bad to go to Shen Lin’s place. He can protect your growth. If you like to go into politics, that’s fine. Mom also knows some leaders. Forget about doing research. Like your father, he is not at home for most of the year!”

“Well, I’ll follow your arrangements.”

“I heard from Xiaorui that you have a girlfriend. Where is she? Call her out to show mom!”

“No, no, we broke up~”

“Ah? Why?”

“Nothing, just personality incompatibility, it’s better to break up amicably.”

“Did you have sex?” After a moment of silence, mom suddenly spoke.

“ ... Well” I suddenly felt guilty, as if I had betrayed my mother, but I didn’t want to tell a lie. In my heart, I still had a feeling of proving to mom that I had become a normal person.

“Young man, you should take safety measures in the future. Unexpected pregnancy or infectious diseases are not good!” Mom’s voice suddenly became a little weak.

“ ... Well” I suddenly felt guilty, as if I had betrayed my mother, but I didn’t want to tell a lie. In my heart, I still had a feeling of proving to my mother that I had become a normal person.

“Young man, you should take safety measures in the future. Unexpected pregnancy or infectious diseases are not good!” Mom’s voice suddenly became a little weak.

“Young man, you should take safety measures in the future. Unexpected pregnancy or infectious diseases are not good!” Mom’s voice suddenly became a little weak. “Yeah!”

“Hey! Forget about the past and be a normal person. Mom doesn’t blame you. It’s good to have a girlfriend. I’ll introduce you to one when you go back. Mom is in charge of the Women and Children’s Work Committee Office! There are many beautiful, virtuous and capable girls in the families I visited.” Seeing that I was very cooperative and agreed to everything, Mom’s confidence returned. She also patted my head and helped me plan a girlfriend.

“Uh~ No, I’ll do it myself!” I hurriedly refused.

“Okay~ If you can’t find it, I’ll help again!” Mom paused and said, “Thank your father Shen in person when you have time. He used a favor from a big man this time.”

“Yeah! Got it!” After saying that, I got a pat on the head from my mother.

That night, I talked a lot with my mother. I reported my views on society like a child. My mother reminded me of the possible motives behind things from time to time. My mother and I seemed to have returned to the past, and a warm and sweet feeling filled my heart.

I found a way to get along with my mother. As long as I keep my words and actions on this line, I can enjoy the happy time with my mother. As long as I hide the filth and impulse in my heart, I can experience the physical contact from my mother. There is even a voice in my heart telling me that if I pretend to find a girlfriend, I can even talk to my mother about sex life under the pretext of sexual disharmony...

When I sent my mother back to the hotel, I even got a hug and words of encouragement from my mother in the room. When I came back, I jumped like a child.

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The next day, I had to go to the police station to handle the formalities. My mother rushed to my rental apartment early in the morning to help me pack my things and prepare to go home. I somehow didn’t clean up the tissues that I had used to masturbate three times last night. I didn’t know what it meant. I didn’t know if I was proving my sexual ability or something else. Anyway, I just threw it under the bed.

I ran to the police station to ask if I could go home and what to pay attention to. I ran to the company to get my laptop. As for resignation application, I didn’t care. At most, I would be absent from work and fired. Nothing can compare to going home and enjoying my mother’s love.

I rushed into the company, ignoring the surprised eyes of those employees. I walked to the network management department but didn’t expect that the door was locked. What the hell is this? Even if the director was arrested, Xiao Li should have achieved his wish and reached the peak of his life from then on.

“That ~ Zhang Hao ~ No one is in the network management department. Your Director Hao has been arrested, and Xiao Li has been driven away by General Manager Wang. You should go meet General Manager Wang!” I pushed the door a few times but it didn’t open. A middle-aged man’s voice came from behind me. I turned around and saw that it was Lao Zhao from the marketing department. I nodded to him and walked away. This Lao Zhao was not a good person either.

Just when General Manager Wang’s secretary came out, I took over the door handle and pushed the door open. Anyway, I didn’t want to work anymore, so I didn’t care about being polite. I lived in peace for more than a month, but I didn’t expect that everyone treated me like garbage. I was still angry.

As soon as I entered the door, I heard the sound of the chicken game and the voice conversation of the team. General Manager Wang looked up and saw me coming. He raised his eyebrows and asked me to sit on the sofa and wait.

I ignored him and stood in front of his desk and waited.

“Is it interesting?” General Manager Wang pushed the mouse and keyboard and said, I knew that he was stared at by me and died soon. His level was just like that. If he was distracted, he would make mistakes, and if he made mistakes, he would die.

“I’m here to get my personal belongings!” I got straight to the point without any more nonsense.

“You quit?”

“Yes!” I answered seriously.

“Hey, Zhang Hao, you quit just because you were wronged?”

“Yes!” I was neither humble nor arrogant and didn’t bother to say nonsense.

“Hey, young people nowadays! Do you believe that I can smash your things and make it impossible for you to survive in the capital?” Mr. Wang walked out from behind the desk and stared into my eyes.

“Goodbye!” I stood up and turned to leave.

“Hey~! Don’t leave!” Mr. Wang grabbed my shoulders and threw me onto the sofa.

“Zhang Hao~oh~no~brother, I wrongly accused you without knowing the truth, I’m wrong, okay?” Mr. Wang sat down on the coffee table. “I really wanted to make friends with you from the first time I saw you, but if the things in this computer were stolen, I couldn’t handle it. I was panicked at the time.”