Chapter 36

Life will go on after all. Even if I expose my mother’s affair, I will probably lose more. Whether I accept it or not, whether I am willing or not, I have to face my mother who is wearing a mask but is really good to me.

After thinking for a long time, I finally suppressed the shame of losing my composure in front of my mother and repaired my collapsed self-esteem. However, I was still unwilling to get up and go out to see what was going on. Finally, I just lay back on the bed and pretended to sleep.

“Hey~ Why did you fall asleep? Get up and eat!” I guess my mother has been waiting in the dining room for a long time. As soon as she came in, she pushed my shoulder and urged me.

I was silent, enjoying my mother’s soft hands pushing on my body, while resisting subconsciously.

“Get up quickly! Do you still have face in front of your mother?” My mother pinched my ears and lifted me up. The feeling of her soft little hands stroking my ears was so comfortable that I cooperated and sat up before I felt any pain.

Finally, I couldn’t put down my pride and was pulled to the dining table by my mother. I started eating.

“Eat slowly. Mom will start working tomorrow. Let’s go buy some food later. How about we have something delicious tonight!” Mom avoided talking about what happened just now. She spoke in a cheerful tone to mobilize the atmosphere and didn’t allow me to refuse.

“Oh~!” I took the time to reply and continued to eat.

I was full soon. I washed my special bowls and chopsticks and went downstairs to wait in the car. I resisted on the surface, but I was eager to get along with my mother in my heart. If I was ridiculed at this time, my heart would definitely be torn apart, but I knew that my mother would not do this. She has always been considerate. If it was Shen Rui’s mouth, I would definitely lose face.

After a long wait, my mother came down in ordinary clothes. Although the clothes were not gorgeous, they set off her graceful figure to the fullest. The wedge-heeled high heels, gray straight pants, light yellow sweater and gray nylon coat matched her beautiful face, which made people unable to take their eyes away.

Resisting the inner excitement, I followed the topics raised by my mother along the way. I didn’t dare to get too involved, for fear that my mother would show a clear distinction again, nor did I dare to show a trace of indifference, for fear of losing this dream treatment.

After arriving at the supermarket, my mother changed her previous cautious attitude of avoiding suspicion, and no longer hesitated to show me that wonderful smile. Not only did she take the initiative to talk to me as if no one was around, but she also pulled my wrist from time to time while walking. To prevent me from getting lost in the crowd, she no longer guarded against me like a thief as before.

Under the guidance of my mother’s actions and words, I soon put down my face and began to respond, as if I was back in my childhood.

It was only when I was young that I could often have intimate actions with my mother. At that time, there was no embarrassment or crossing the line. Then I began to avoid suspicion when I began to grow up. The more I wanted in my heart, the more I avoided or even escaped in action. I kept restraining myself. Finally, it broke out once in my freshman year. Then my mother deliberately drew a clear line with me to avoid suspicion and avoid my misunderstanding.

I really didn’t expect that after the morning turmoil and my mother’s compromise, the loss, anger, and jealousy in my heart disappeared without a trace. It was so easy to get out of the strong negative emotions!

It’s like a person who has lost all his dependence and suddenly finds that he has something back after accepting his fate. That little thing makes people cherish and love it even more, and then even the complicated scenes in the supermarket seem so refreshing and refreshing!

Although my heart is still telling me the sadness that I should face and admit, I still immerse myself in this luxurious moment of comfort without hesitation!