Chapter 30

“Take a break!” I reached out and pulled Lulu to lie on my chest. I suddenly lost my desire and just wanted to continue to calm my mind.

“Are you tired? Then you can take a break inside me!” Although Lulu made suggestions, she also said obediently with her face pressed against my chest.

I suddenly thought that I was very lucky. Several women of the same age I met were all kind to me. They were willing to give their bodies to me and enjoy sex with me. What I saw today was like a landslide that destroyed my spiritual pillar.

Holding Lulu’s soft body and listening to her considerate words, inexplicable sadness suddenly surged in my heart, making me hug her harder to suppress the waves of sadness.

Compared with what I saw just now, Lulu’s gentleness and consideration seemed to turn into grief and anger, hitting my heart again and again like a tide, making my back cold. Only Lulu on my chest and abdomen brought me warmth.

My nose felt sore, and hot tears flowed in my swollen eye sockets. In a blink of an eye, they flowed down my temples to the pillow. My nose was blocked instantly, and my breathing sounded like a cold.

Lulu noticed my abnormality and wanted to look up, but I held her tightly. I pressed the back of her head with my hand and let her lean her head against my chest. I didn’t want her to see my embarrassment.

The harder I tried to suppress it, the more I couldn’t control it. With the twitching of my chest, I cried with a roaring sound, and my heart was full of sadness. Although I found countless excuses today, I finally found that I didn’t even have the qualifications to forgive my mother. Endless suffering was brewing crazily.

I shook my head left and right, and used the pillow to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, but the more I wiped, the more tears came. My chest seemed to explode, and breath rushed out from my mouth and nose, causing violent twitching all over my body accompanied by the outflow of tears.

All the beautiful fantasies were gone, my spiritual pillar was shattered, as if I had lost everything, and I was enveloped by an uncontrollable sadness. I could not remember the last time I cried. The maturity and strength that I had been trying to play completely collapsed at this moment.

It took a long time to suppress my sobbing. The pillow was wet and I felt a chill on the back of my head.

I wiped the tears from my face carelessly. I felt that my eye sockets were swollen, and Lulu did not look up at me. She lay on me silently and listened to my heartbeat. Her legs knelt on my waist, and her petite body was tightly pressed against my chest and abdomen. She was always so considerate and never asked why I obeyed me, so that I always regarded her as a tool to vent my animal desires.

Until the tension in my body relaxed, I tidied up the mess on my face, turned over the cold pillow, and my hands no longer imprisoned her body, she slid down from me, rested her head in my arms, looked at my lower body, and reached out to hold my softened penis and stroked it.

“Zhang Haohao, wake up! Sister will feed you meat!” Lulu’s words made me laugh and cry, and my worries suddenly reduced a lot.

While Lulu stroked my limp cock, she kissed one of my nipples. Her flexible tongue licked and instantly made most of my sorrow disappear, and I shifted my mind to the physical stimulation she gave me.

While enjoying it, Lulu suddenly bit my nipple with her teeth, and a burst of pleasure suddenly rose from my waist, and instantly spread to my whole body, making me tremble all over. The cock between my legs instantly grew to the extreme, and Lulu did not stop, turned over and rode between my legs, ignoring that the meat hole was still a little dry, and swung her waist to swallow my cock into her warm meat hole.

I suddenly remembered my first real girlfriend, who also satisfied me in this way, using the still slightly dry cavity to let me experience the wrinkles and throbbing in their meat cavity.

“Don’t act so cool all the time! Be cheerful! Don’t frown all the time!” Lulu stretched her body hard, her warm little hands covered my ears, her little mouth kissed my eyebrows, and her long flowing hair fell on my face.

“Thank you!” I raised my knees and neck, cooperating with Lulu’s movements so that when she leaned forward, our sexual organs would not be disconnected.

“I should thank you. After so many years, I found that I was living after you wanted me. Before, I was just trying to survive. It was you who gave me the opportunity to enjoy life!”