Chapter 22

I whispered to myself in my heart to hypnotize myself: “Mom definitely treats Shen Lin as a human massager. She doesn’t want to betray Dad, but she can’t resist the needs of her body. She is remorseful and resistant, so she is so humble in front of Dad, so she tried hard to maintain her dignity just now.”

After suppressing my anger, I couldn’t help but think of reasons and excuses for my mother.

“Perhaps this affair has kept my mother from having true happiness in these years. She wears a mask in front of Shen Lin, my father and me, and suppresses herself. Perhaps she feels guilty every time she acts as if nothing happened.”

“Then when she was wearing a mask to hide her inner pain, I almost tore off the fig leaf, showing her physical instincts, and all her dignity was broken by me.”

“After that, she felt as if she was dead, like a dead body, and never mentioned it again afterwards.”

“Perhaps it’s not just me who dares not face it, but my mother can’t face what happened that day either.”

Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that I was not angry about my mother’s cheating, but that the beautiful body that I could not get was already obtained by Shen Lin, and my mother insisted on chastity only for me.

The anger was caused by a strong sense of loss, but it was so unreasonable. My mother and Shen Lin were just having an affair, and as long as they were not exposed, they could continue to live decently. If my mother let me succeed, then she would face a heavier sense of incest guilt.

Suddenly, I blamed myself again. If I thought about my mother’s derailment and her no longer chasteness, then what would my actions against my mother and my extravagant hopes in my heart count for? Why should I think about having an illicit love with my mother and still demand her to be pure and spotless?

Looking blankly at the screen of my mobile phone, as if I could not see anything, my mind sank into my mind and kept thinking, constantly drawing various conclusions, and then constantly denying my own conclusions.

Suddenly, my mother’s “Mmmmm...” voice came from the mobile phone, clearing my messy thoughts.

Looking closely, my mother was already covered by Shen Lin’s body, her legs were spread wide at Shen Lin’s waist, and her head and hips were constantly twisting, but she could not escape Shen Lin’s kiss on her little mouth.

Shen Lin held up my mother’s hands and shoulders with both hands, and kept thrusting his waist to arch my mother’s hips. My mother twisted her hips left and right to dodge.

From the back, it looked as if Shen Lin’s penis and mother’s vagina were in a chase scene. Shen Lin, who didn’t need to use his hands to support his penis, could not get in.

“Wear a condom...” Mother panted and broke free from Shen Lin’s hug and kiss, and quickly freed one hand to reach under her, and sealed her vagina between her legs with her slender jade hand.

“Lili, can we...”

“No! Wear a condom!” Mother interrupted Shen Lin.

“This time, we won’t wear it, okay? I promise not to ejaculate inside...” Shen Lin didn’t want to give up, so he sat up, holding his penis and hitting his glans against mother’s crotch, but mother’s hand blocked the crotch tightly, so Shen Lin could not get in.

“If you don’t wear it, now is the last time...” Mother said firmly, and gritted her teeth slightly, as if this was her bottom line.

“Okay, okay ... I’ll wear it, I’ll wear it...” Seeing that my mother’s expression and tone seemed to show some signs of anger, Shen Lin had to compromise.

Shen Lin loosened his hand holding his penis, leaned to the side of the bed, and reached for the condom from the bedside table. Seeing how skilled he was, it was definitely not his first time. I felt a chill in my heart.

“Lili, can you help me put it on~” Shen Lin returned to my mother’s crotch and knelt down to tear open the condom. While asking, he held my mother’s hand and put the unwrapped condom in her hand.

This time, my mother did not refuse. She sat up and took a look at Shen Lin’s still very hard penis. A trace of shyness flashed in her eyes, as if there was still a trace of desire. She searched the front and back of the condom and was about to put it on Shen Lin.

“Wait...” But when my mother pretended to be calm and was about to put on the condom, Shen Lin suddenly stopped her. My mother couldn’t help but look at Shen Lin suspiciously.

“Lili ... I’ll insert it once, then put on a condom, okay? Just once,” Shen Lin said in a negotiating tone.

After hearing Shen Lin’s words, my mother was stunned, and I instantly understood what Shen Lin meant. Without a condom, insert the penis into my mother’s vagina first. In this way, Shen Lin’s penis will be stained with the love fluid of my mother’s vagina, and my mother’s vagina will also be stained with the prostate fluid secreted by Shen Lin’s glans. Then pull it out and put on a condom. In this way, the genitals of both people are also stained with each other’s body fluids, which can be regarded as a kind of psychological comfort.

However, through the condom incident, I also understand that my mother has always insisted on a certain bottom line, which makes me feel better. Maybe she really treats Shen Lin as a tool as I thought.

“No...” After a moment of stunned, my mother said firmly, and then immediately covered Shen Lin’s glans with a condom, holding the condom in her palm and stroking it to the root of his penis.

Mom lay back on the bed, her big breasts still swaying, Shen Lin’s hips moved forward, holding his penis and grinding it up and down in the crack of Mom’s vagina with his glans. Although I couldn’t see it clearly, I could imagine the reason why Shen Lin’s arms were swinging up and down.

“If you don’t want to come in, stop here ... um...” Shen Lin grinded for several minutes, as if waiting for Mom to surrender, which made Mom angry.

Before Mom finished her words, Shen Lin’s hips blocked her words, and then Mom’s angry expression stagnated, slowly turned into astonishment, then her nose wrinkled slightly, her mouth opened slightly, and then she had an expression I couldn’t describe, as if she felt the fullness of her crotch from the bottom of her heart.

I knew Shen Lin had completely entered Mom’s body. I imagined the situation of their crotch connection, and my heart trembled suddenly, and a sour and cool feeling instantly spread throughout my chest, even my entire spine.

Shen Lin leaned forward with his whole body, propped up his elbows by my mother’s ears, and his whole upper body was suspended in the air. He knelt and propped up my mother’s open legs with his legs, and his penis was inserted into my mother’s body. The two of them were only connected in these three places.

I kept switching the camera to see my mother’s micro-expressions, but I couldn’t see anything. Shen Lin’s body blocked my mother’s face completely, and his head was suspended motionlessly on my mother’s face, as if he also liked to see my mother’s expression.

Just when I was impatient, Shen Lin’s buttocks began to move, and the muscles on his buttocks were tense and hit my mother’s crotch. My mother’s legs were cushioned by Shen Lin’s legs and spread apart, and there was no possibility of blocking Shen Lin’s invasion.

My mother’s calves and feet were swinging weakly beside Shen Lin as he attacked. From the side, my mother’s buttocks did not fall on the bed. Because her thighs were supported by Shen Lin’s legs, her buttocks were suspended in the air and passively catered to Shen Lin’s impact, causing her calves to swing weakly.