Chapter 1: The beginning of abnormal love

“Zhang Hao!” When I was about to reach the rental community, a familiar figure appeared on the roadside and called me.

“I’ve told you a hundred times, you are not allowed to call me Zhang Hao!” I didn’t go to meet her, and talked to her two or three meters away.

“Then you call me sister!”

“Get lost, tell me if you have something to say.” I was a little irritated, not because I hated her, but because I was a little afraid of her digging.

“Forget it, go! ... Hey ... Are you really leaving? Your mother asked me to bring you something!”

I stopped, but didn’t look back. I was filled with mixed feelings, joy, anger, shame, expectation, self-blame, and I couldn’t help but clench my fists.

At the same time as a familiar body fragrance blew into my nose, my clenched fists were held by the girl’s hands behind me, and my tense body suddenly relaxed.

As I expected, no matter how I lose my temper, she will not be angry with me. She is my childhood sweetheart. Her name is Shen Rui, two years older than me. She has been naive since she was a child. Although she is two years older, she has been following me, trying to please me, and centering on me since I was sensible.

Our two families are old friends. We get together for dinner every few days. The two children visit each other every day. When they are tired of playing, they stay at home and sleep in the same bed. It was not until I entered junior high school that I knew the difference between men and women. I was very smart in learning. I could understand Shen Rui’s textbooks at a glance without any teacher. I studied ahead every year and could even guide her learning. I skipped a grade in junior high school and became Shen Rui’s classmate. I learned high school courses ahead of her. I ranked first in the school and the class every year. Before the college entrance examination, people were guessing the questions. I took the most complicated way, which was to give Shen Rui extra lessons and fully understand all the courses. In the end, I was admitted to the computer department of a 985 key university without any dispute. I also brought Shen Rui to the same university.

Shen Rui dragged my hand with both hands and pulled me into the shade of the trees on the roadside. “What is the conflict between you and Aunt Ouyang? You and your son are obviously very concerned about each other’s news!”

“It’s okay, don’t worry about it!” I didn’t want to answer, and I didn’t even want to recall the embarrassing past.

“Then do you want to take the civil service exam with me? Our city is recruiting a lot of people this year!” Shen Rui didn’t care and changed the subject. She was used to me having an opinion and no one could change it, and those opinions were always correct.

“No! I want to go my own way!” I clenched my fist again. “Where are the things? Give them to me, I have something else to do!”

“Hey! Do you want to be so ruthless? You said on WeChat that you would treat me to a meal!”

“That’s what you said! I didn’t agree!”

“You agree if you don’t object! Humph ... and I’ll get your diploma for you! I’ll give it to you after dinner!”

“Next time, I really have something to do today!” I stared into Shen Rui’s eyes with a firm attitude.

Ten seconds later, she compromised.

“In the car, two large boxes, I’ll help you carry them up! Which building and floor do you live in?” Shen Rui said as she walked to the side of the road and opened the trunk of a very eye-catching convertible.

“No, you don’t have to follow me, I’m moving tonight.” I picked up two big suitcases and turned to leave. “By the way, the car is pretty nice.” “My dad said, tell him what car you like...” I heard Shen Rui stamp her feet and yell at me, but I didn’t respond. It was good enough that she replied to your WeChat and told you where to find me. Although I acted as if nothing had happened, my heart was already turbulent. I stayed calm and only stayed within Shen Rui’s sight. After I got away, I almost ran back to the rental house. I couldn’t wait to open the suitcase without even closing the door. There was a box full of clothes and a box of food I liked. I carefully searched every corner and the pockets of the clothes, but there was nothing! There was no letter I was expecting! There was only a piece of paper wrapped around a bank card, and on the paper was an expectant handwriting, “Son, this is Mom’s salary card, take it and spend it, don’t remember the past! The password is your birthday!”

“Mom!” My voice was trembling, my nose was sore, and my eyes were swollen. I couldn’t understand myself now, and there was no way to free myself. I couldn’t extinguish the desire in my heart. Forcing myself to be away from my mother for three years did not extinguish my desire. Instead, my mind flashed my mother’s beautiful figure countless times. My mother is the pain that I can’t forget in my heart. I have a serious Oedipus complex. My mother Ouyang Li is 170 cm tall, with a pair of slender and straight long legs, huge buttocks, a flat belly, and a pair of 36E-level tall and big breasts, a gorgeous and delicate face, big eyes, a high nose bridge, and thin bright red lips. It is said that a son will not dislike his mother’s ugliness, not to mention that my mother’s face and figure are the focus of everyone’s attention wherever she goes.

I have been independent since I was a child, but I am unwilling to give up any opportunity to snuggle in my mother’s arms. In my mother’s arms, I quietly developed sexual enlightenment and sexual development. The seed of mother love has taken root like a banyan tree, and it has filled my heart. I disdain those girls of the same age or even more mature and beautiful women. In front of my mature and intellectual mother, they are all passers-by and have no chance to enter my heart. Similarly, when the mother love surges, I even forget the image of my father.

The things three years ago reappeared in my mind irresistibly.

It was during the summer vacation of my freshman year. My father went on a business trip again. My mother went to chat with Shen Rui’s mother. When no one was at home, I felt like I had planted grass in my heart. I sneaked into my parents’ room again, found my mother’s panties, smelled the special fragrance on them, and reached into my pants to pinch the extremely itchy penis. It’s not that I don’t want the panties that my mother just changed, but my mother has a habit of washing her panties by hand when taking a bath.

At this moment, I was completely different from my usual aloofness. I took a deep breath of the strange fragrance on the crotch of the underwear, imagining that it was wrapped around my mother’s sexy and plump mons pubis and the sweet entrance to my mother’s peach garden. I imagined that I was lying on my mother’s thighs and carefully observing the entrance to my mother’s peach garden, using my hands and tongue to explore the place where I was born. I was looking forward to hugging my mother like a lover and sleeping naked with her body every day.

I desperately kneaded my itchy penis, closed my eyes and fantasized about my mother’s body. A strong pleasure rose from my crotch, filling my chest along my spine like lightning, and waves of numb pleasure surged to the top of my head. Then I trembled and exploded, leaning against the closet door.

When I finished shivering and opened my eyes, I suddenly found my mother’s dignified face staring at me at the door. At that moment, I collapsed. I was more panicked than ever in my life. I frantically searched for excuses in my mind, but I couldn’t find anything. In a daze, my mother’s underwear fell on the floor, and the semen in the underwear flowed down my legs like ice water. I sat down on the chair with my head down, feeling ashamed.

The atmosphere in the room froze for a long time until my mother hugged me into her arms and comforted me, “Zhang Hao has grown up, this is normal, but you can’t fantasize about your mother, this is immoral and against human ethics.”

I was speechless, raised my hands to hug my mother’s back, but felt inexplicably ashamed and full of guilt.

“Zhang Hao has been in college for a year, and it’s time to find a girlfriend. This is human instinct, there is no need to suppress it, and mom doesn’t blame you.” Mom continued to comfort me.

Mom was still nagging and comforting my self-esteem, but I was lost in her body fragrance. I tried with my hands, hung them between her lower back and her perky buttocks, and then hugged her tightly. She might have thought that I was blaming myself and didn’t resist, but she didn’t know that I had entered a fantasy world. I haven’t hugged my mother’s waist like this since junior high school. This is a scene I have been looking forward to for a long time. This is the scene I fantasized about countless times when I masturbated.

Mom gently stroked my ears. “Zhang Hao, can I help you find a girlfriend?”

“I don’t want it!” I blurted out instinctively.

“Men need a girlfriend when they grow up, and women need it too. They need a member of the opposite sex both physically and mentally.”

“I don’t want it. They are not as good as mom!”

“You!” Mom felt that something was wrong. She struggled a few times but in vain. I hugged her tightly, her majestic breasts rubbed against my head, and my hands touched her perky buttocks everywhere.

“Zhang Hao, let me go!” Mom’s voice started to get louder.

“I don’t want it!” I was already in a state of animalistic rage. I lifted up the hem of Mom’s skirt and put my hand along the groove of her spine, sticking to Mom’s smooth skin and getting into her panties.

My mother’s plump buttocks clamped violently, and my hands could not find a gap to explore the acupuncture points I dreamed of. I could only rub my mother’s perky buttocks. The plump buttocks were full of strength at this moment, preventing me from exploring the most secret place between her crotch.

“Zhang Hao! Let me go!” Mom struggled violently, swinging her buttocks vigorously to avoid my hand that was touching her randomly.

After working hard for a long time but failing to get in, I changed one hand, hugged my mother’s waist tightly, pressed my face against her lower abdomen, and reached into her panties from the front with the other hand. She wanted to clamp her legs, but I pulled her down hard, and she had to sit on my thighs. Then I bent down and lowered my head to my mother’s chest. One hand passed through the lush shade grass, and the palm of my hand instantly wrapped around her plump pubic mound, wrapping around the place I dreamed of.