The Distance Between
Copyright© 2025 by Art Samms
Chapter 11
LEILA
The office was quiet — that midafternoon lull where most of the day’s energy had already burned itself out and no one had yet started watching the clock. I sat at my desk, scrolling absently through a spreadsheet, though my mind was far from numbers and formatting.
It kept drifting back to last night.
I could still see my mother’s face, that taut line of disappointment around her mouth. Baba had just sat there silently, lips pressed together, as Darya calmly explained what she’d learned. It wasn’t until the word illicit came up that he blinked. My brother had actually winced.
They hadn’t argued with me. Not once. Not after that.
But what stayed with me — what I couldn’t stop turning over in my mind — was how the disappointment had nothing to do with him. Not his character, not the engagement that had ended in scandal, not the fact that I would’ve been shackled to a man with secrets and pride and arrogance.
No. They were disappointed the match hadn’t worked out.
Like it was a lost opportunity. Like I’d dropped a ball they’d been carefully carrying on my behalf.
I should’ve felt victorious. In a way, I did. But it was a hollow sort of victory — like winning a game I didn’t want to be part of in the first place.
My phone buzzed. I reached for it quickly, hoping — and knowing — who it would be.
Elias:
You free? Meet me at the bakery?
A smile bloomed on my face before I could stop it. That bakery was quickly becoming more than just a neutral meeting place. It was ours. A little space carved out from all the noise and rules.
I typed back without hesitation.
Me:
I’ll be there.
I locked my phone and let it rest on my desk. The spreadsheet wasn’t going anywhere.
But something in my life finally was.
ELIAS
I was already at the bakery when she walked in — early, for once. The place was quiet again, just the low clatter of Masoud and Saeed in the back, cleaning up trays and closing up for the night.
Leila spotted me and smiled — that small, private kind of smile that felt like it belonged only to me. She crossed the room and sat across from me, slipping her bag from her shoulder.
“Tell me everything,” I said. “I want the whole story.”
She did. From her mother’s coaching to Dr. Moradi’s smug demeanor to Darya’s well-timed revelation. She told it plainly, but I could hear the strain in her voice when she mentioned how her family reacted. She didn’t sugarcoat it — they were disappointed. Not relieved. Not outraged at him. Just ... disappointed that it hadn’t worked out.
We sat in silence for a few moments after that. Not the awkward kind. The kind where everything that needed to be said had been said — or almost everything.
I looked at her. She was tracing a faint line in the woodgrain of the table with her fingertip. I knew I’d never have a more perfect moment than this.
“I have to tell you something,” I said quietly.
She looked up, curious, expectant.
“These last few days were awful,” I admitted. “Not knowing what was going on, not being able to do anything. But it made one thing really clear — something I’ve felt for a while now.”
She tilted her head, still watching me.
“That I love you,” I said.
She didn’t flinch. Didn’t blush. Didn’t look away.
“I love you too,” she said, like it was the simplest truth in the world. Like it had always been there between us, waiting to be spoken aloud.
A slow warmth spread through my chest, soft and steady.
“I’m sorry you had to go through that,” she added, “but it’s over now. And I’m exactly where I want to be.”
She reached across the table and placed her hand lightly on my arm. The contact was brief — she pulled back almost as soon as we both remembered where we were. Even here, even now, we had to be careful.
“There are going to be obstacles,” I said, keeping my voice low. “Walls, rules, people who’ll disapprove.”
She nodded slowly.
“But if it means being with you,” I continued, “I’m more than willing to deal with them. We’ll figure it out. Together.”
Her smile in that moment undid me completely.
The bakery was closing. Saeed gave us a friendly nod from the back and turned off one of the lights.
Leila stood and slung her bag over her shoulder again. “I’ll take the alley,” she said.
“It’s dark,” I replied, already standing too. “I’ll walk with you. Just to the end.”
She hesitated. “Are you sure?”
“I don’t care,” I said. “Let them wonder. I’m not letting you walk through that alley alone.”
We stepped out into the night. The alley was narrow and shadowed, lit faintly by a single flickering bulb on the wall near the bakery’s side door.
I instinctively reached for her hand. But halfway there, I stopped myself, pulling back slightly.
She noticed.
Without a word, she reached out and took my hand in hers, intertwining her fingers with mine. No hesitation.
We walked that way — hand in hand, silent, side by side — until we reached the far end of the alley, where the streetlights began again and the world resumed its usual rhythm.
We let go, slowly, reluctantly.
“Goodnight,” she said softly.
“Goodnight,” I replied. “Sleep well.”
I watched her walk away until she rounded the corner. Then I turned toward home, the feel of her hand still lingering against mine like a promise.
LEILA
Elias had something work-related to take care of the next evening, so we couldn’t meet at the bakery. We exchanged a few texts, though — his were apologetic and sweet, mine understanding but teasing. Just knowing he wanted to see me, even if he couldn’t, gave the whole day a quiet undercurrent of contentment.
Instead, I met Darya at a little café tucked into a narrow side street near the bazaar. It was one of our usual places — a little noisy, a little cramped, but comfortable. Familiar. Like us.
She was already at a table by the window when I arrived, waving at me with a grin and a half-finished coffee in front of her.
“Well?” she said as soon as I sat down. “You said you had something to tell me that couldn’t be texted.”
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