Chapter 1: On a Roll...

What more can I say but that I was on a roll. I had my first (and so far only) time with my little thirteen year old cousin Tammy a little over a week ago on a hot Sunday after church in her bedroom while the rest of our families watched a movie upstairs. I soon added her father, my Uncle Jim, to my diary the following Saturday during a football game at their house under the watchful eye of my dad. At the time I blew my dad but my uncle still has no idea just how far we really go.

From there I set my sights on her brother, my sexy hunk of a cousin Rick who had just turned seventeen and about to be a senior in high school. According to my cousin Kristen who had just graduated from the same high school, he was one of the hottest guys in school and very girl was after him. My mom and I worked out a plan to lure him to our house on the pretense of earning a few extra bucks doing some work around the house. Once he was on the deck at work, the rest was up to me.

Well, it didn’t prove to be very hard convincing him to fuck his older cousin, almost TOO easy in fact. The best part though was when my mom “caught us” in the act with me riding him as he laid on the deck. I am sure that for a moment he thought the end of the world had come but instead of being mad as he expected, my mom encouraged him and just before leaving us to finish up, she hinted at being jealous and that he might find older women could be hot as well!

In the week and a half since then Rick has fucked me almost every day! He’s as horny as a seventeen year-old boy can be and anyone who knows me knows I am not exactly shy about pushing the limits so we had some crazy times. Besides out first time on our deck, some of the places we have done it are in his bedroom - with his ultraconservative prudish mother in the house who would have killed us both if she had ANY idea what was going on, his car at the mall parking lot, a MacDonald’s restroom (THAT was a quickie if there ever was one!), and just yesterday in my bedroom (with my mom watching through a crack in the door).

I am sure it comes as no surprise that Rick was not the first guy in my pants and that my relationship with my parents is anything but typical. Actually, Rick was the twenty fifth guy since my first time over six years ago when I was just fourteen and gave my virginity to my boyfriend in his basement. Yeah, I keep score - after all, that’s what a diary is for!

Actually I’ve been fucked a lot more than that over the years but most of the other times were at parties and such where I let multiple guys do me. Although such events are physically enjoyable, most of the time I leave without knowing their names and so I really don’t count them no more than I count a blowjob as sex.

Indeed, I’m a bit picky when it comes to who I let fuck me which is why I’ve only averaged about four to five new guys a year. That may be a little more than average but I don’t think it classifies me as a nymphomaniac either.

When it comes to blowjobs my standards are a LOT lower, in general simply, “Is he clean?” and “Does he have a cock?” I haven’t bothers keeping score of those since most of the time that’s all I allow - no touching me or anything else.

For me a good blowjob is a great way to spice up a date and besides, most people don’t even consider it sex anymore. Now when it comes to me letting a guy under my blouse or in my pants ... that is another thing entirely! I figure that if I am going to let a guy go that far I may as well let him fuck me.

Until just recently, my dad was the only guy in my family to have an entry in my diary. Unfortunately, we didn’t get started though until I was already sixteen but since then my mom, her sister, and my cousin Kristen have created a delightful incestual relationship that we have been careful to keep a secret from my dad’s more conservative side of the family.

My mom was actually my first girl to have sex if you don’t count the times I masturbated together with my girlfriends but we never touched each other. Although I like being with a girl, so far I have only been with a total of eight women - half of whom I am related to! In the end guys may be troglodytes but they do have something that no girl has and no dildo can replace - a nice hard cock loaded with the cum I crave and need to have on a regular basis.