Chapter 11: Learning to Love

He keeps kissing me as his hand grabs my breast. A wave of fear and excitement spreads throughout my body. I ignore the fear. I have to make him happy. I push my chest into his hand as he starts squeezing it. While he gropes my breasts, he slides his tongue into my mouth and starts poking my tongue with it. I lick his tongue and he starts wrestling with mine.

He then climbs on me without breaking the kiss. Somehow I like the weight. I like being squeezed. I somehow feel safe.

He pulls away from the kiss. I look at his face and he stares at my breasts hungrily. I feel so pleased, proud and so thankful that he likes them.

He grabs my camisole with both hands and rips it apart to reveal my nakedness. I stop my hands from covering my chest and let him devour the sight.

“Those look delicious”, he says.

It fills me with incredible happiness and pride. He plunges his head down on my breasts and starts playing with them excitedly like a toddler plays with a new toy. I don’t even know when his hands are cupping and squeezing my breasts, when they are pulling or twisting my nipples or when they are slapping it. I can’t keep track of when he is licking my flesh, my nipples and when he is sucking them or when he is biting them.

I just hear myself moan and scream, in pain and pleasure as my hands instinctively wrap around his neck. I grab on to him as new forms of excitement penetrate every nook and corner of my body. I can feel a new kind of hunger forming within me, most intensely within my legs. I keep pushing my breasts into his hands and his mouth, without thought.

“Ahhhhh ... uhhhh ... mhmmm ... ohhhh ... uhh ... mmm...” sounds filll the room.

After some time, his face moves up again and he joins our lips again. I put my tongue inside his mouth and our tongues start wrestling excitedly. His one hand keeps groping my breast as the other hand keeps slithering down. I already know it’s destination. I have accepted it. I know it will make him happy. It will make him love me.

I feel has comming near ... near ... almost...

I feel a huge amount of excitement wash over me when I feel his fingers on my vagina over the thin fabric of the shorts.

“Ahhhhhhhh”, I moan into his mouth as he starts rubbing his fingers on me. Waves of excitement and pleasure keep spreading from my vagina and crashing into every part of my body. I can’t believe I hated it when he tried to touch me there. I start moving my hips to help his fingers rub me more. It feels like something I always wanted.

As I am just getting used to the overwhelming feeling of his fingers rubbing over my shorts, he slides his hands inside my shorts and as his fingers touch me, my naked vagina, it sends a powerful electric shock throughout my body making me tremble with excitement.

As his naked fingers rub my naked vagina I hold on to him for dear life. He meanwhile while kissing me starts twisting my nipples with his free hand. I don’t know what is happening to me, but I feel like something is about to burst in me.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”, My body shakes as I start screaming with overwhelming excitement as something explodes within me, something that feels like love, joy, sweet and fireworks. He keeps rubbing me, starts rubbing me harder and faster as I keep screaming for my life as I feel like I feel volcanoes erupting with me. Somehow it becomes unbearable. I grab his hand and try to push his hand away, he doesn’t let me. He keeps rubbing faster and faster.

After I calm down, I open my eyes to see uncle’s face. I am filled with so much joy and love, I didn’t think it was possible. I pull his face down and latch on to his lips.

After a few seconds he pulls away.

“Sweet baby, you will do everything that will make me happy, right?”, he asks in a whisper.

I nod.

“No baby, say yes Papa”, he says.

“Yes papa”, I say.

“Good little girl, then beg me to shove my cock in your wet cunt, beg me like you are desperate, beg like you want it more than anything in the world”, he asks.

I feel a pinch of fear with excitement. But I know he would never hurt me. He is the only one that loves me.

“Please papa, please put your cock in my desperate wet cunt ... please”, I beg.

“Good girl, now slide my pants down and grab my cock”, he orders and then goes back to kissing me.

For a second I feel shy to do what he asks. But I don’t want him to get angry. I don’t want him to not love me. I don’t want him to leave me.

I slide my thumbs in his briefs, slide it down as far my hands reach and then use my big toes to take them off completely. Then I find and grab his penis. The touch sends another electric shock throughout my body. It feels big, meaty and hard.

“Guide it to your lovely cunt”, he tells me and starts kissing, sucking and biting my neck.

I lead his penis to inbetween my legs. The head touches me and it feels like another electric shock that makes my body quiver in excitement.

“Ahhhhh”, I moan in excitement and anticipation.

“Good baby girl, now start rubbing it on it your cunt”, he says gently

I start rubbing it on me.

“Mmmmmmmmmm”, I moan in pleasure and want. Suddenly I feel an urgent need to get it inside me. The desire is overwhelming. The want is extremely urgent.

“Beg me, ask me if you can put my cock inside your cunt”, he says.

“Can I please...”,

“Don’t forget Papa...”, he reminds me.

“Sorry, Papa can I please put it inside me?”, I beg

“Good girl, go ahead my sweet love”, he says.

I try to get it’s head on my entrance. I release, it’s too big for the entrance. It is not going to fit. He will not be able to put it inside. He will not love me. He will leave me.

I start crying.

“What happened, my sweet little baby girl?”, he asks.

“Papa it doesn’t fit ... it’s too big ... please don’t be angry ... please don’t leave me ... please”, I cry and beg.

He starts laughing and then kissing me all over my face. He isn’t not angry, he still loves me. I calm down.

He then looks at me.

“Have you ever seen a newborn baby?”, he asks me.

I nod.

“Good girl, they come out to you through that cute little cunt ... my darling my cock is not bigger than a new born baby?”, he asks.

I realise what he is saying. Of course his penis is much smaller than a baby, I should definitely be able to get it inside.

I try again. I try to pop it in. It doesn’t fit. It feels too big. The head feels way bigger than the entrance.

“But Papa, it doesn’t...”, I say and suddenly Papa grabs it and tries to push it anyway. I feel a sharp searing pain.

“Noooooo”, I scream in pain and wiggle away.

“Fucking bitch”, I hear him shout before I feel something hit my face. I realize it was his hand.

I see his face. Anger and disgust has covered it completely. My heart breaks. I start panicking again. I wrap my hands around his back to stop him from leaving.

He slaps me. This is better. Slapping me is better than leaving me.

“Papa, papa ... please ... I am sorry ... it hurt ... it hurt so much ... papa ... please don’t be angry”, I beg while tears run down my eyes

“Fucking cunt”

“Fucking useless piece of shit”

“Pathetic cunt”

I keep hearing as he keeps hitting me on my face. I keep crying.

When he is finally done, I see his face. His face is calmer which relaxes me even though my cheeks feel like they are burning.

“One last time, do you want me to leave?”, he shouts angrily.

“No Papa! Please no! Please please please. I will die!”, I beg him. I tighten my hands around his back but I know I won’t be able to stop him if he decides to leave.

He spreads my legs and I feel him poking me between my legs. I start panicking again.

“No papa! No papa! Please it hurt ... it will tear me apart ... Please”, I beg while closing my legs again.

He slaps me again.

“Beg me to shove my cock inside your cunt”, he asks.

I know its going to tear me apart. It’s too big.

“Please I can’t...”, I say.

I feel his body lift and suddenly intense fear fills me.

It is going to hurt me. But the alternative is him leaving. I can’t imagine what I would do without him.

“No ... no ... please put it inside me, Papa ... please put your cock inside me...”, I beg while trying my hardest to not let him get up.

He lowers down on me again.

“Spread your legs”, he orders angrily.

I do that.

“Grab my cock and guide it to your cunt”, he orders. His voice lacks the sweetness that it had when he requested it last time.

I grab his cock. It feels huge. I try not to think about that.

I guide it to the entrance.

“Push it in”, he says.

I close my eyes and try to do the same. But the pain is unbearable. It’s impossible. I can’t.